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 Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 1:02 am
Maris Pallitax It appears my mental state has finally caught up with me; I'm extremely sick and feeling like I should just go hide in a very dark corner for a while. And I know *why* it's happening - the whole "me having a crush equates to cheating so I feel massive amounts of guilt even if the person I'm crushing on makes me insanely happy."
*bashes head into the wall*
I just need to tell myself that liking someone else is okay so it won't make me sick and unhappy...Doesn't help that this crush is even worse than the last one and he knows for sure that I like him and he likes me back and sjfhslkhgldghlkfdhgjklfghklf Stuff like that happens even when you're in a relationship. It's OK to crush. In the end, it's your choice whether or not to maintain a relationship or move on. If you don't, that just means that they aren't worth as much as the one you're with at the moment.
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 1:11 am
I still cant believe this month crying emo
but still what the hell
why?
not that anyone will read this or anything
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 1:23 am
Kamdage I still cant believe this month crying emo
but still what the hell
why?
not that anyone will read this or anything
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 1:55 am
I would quite happily curl in a small corner and remain there for something akin to eternity at the moment. I would like nothing better than the hide in my room and for all the worries of the world to just vanish
What I need is a new book. However, I can't afford a new book. I know what I want, I just can't buy it/them. GRRRR. Why must my only true retreat also cause such sadness and stress?!
*shuffles into dark corner and glares at everyone*
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 1:56 am
Foam-Dome Kamdage I still cant believe this month crying emo
but still what the hell
why?
not that anyone will read this or anything
heh
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 1:56 am
Tasn Zheng Maris Pallitax It appears my mental state has finally caught up with me; I'm extremely sick and feeling like I should just go hide in a very dark corner for a while. And I know *why* it's happening - the whole "me having a crush equates to cheating so I feel massive amounts of guilt even if the person I'm crushing on makes me insanely happy."
*bashes head into the wall*
I just need to tell myself that liking someone else is okay so it won't make me sick and unhappy...Doesn't help that this crush is even worse than the last one and he knows for sure that I like him and he likes me back and sjfhslkhgldghlkfdhgjklfghklf Stuff like that happens even when you're in a relationship. It's OK to crush. In the end, it's your choice whether or not to maintain a relationship or move on. If you don't, that just means that they aren't worth as much as the one you're with at the moment. I hadn't actually thought of it like that. Thanks Tasn. And I hope your crush goes well - no matter which way it goes.
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 3:13 am
I know I have gotten on the bad side of alot of people here
and I m sorry if I did anything wrong
Im not sure what I did but I really do wish I knew
I kinda feel like crap and that I let my grandmum and mum down
I really did try, I just wish I had more time to make things better
but I guess time is uncontrollable
I just really wish I could have been there for my grandmum
I never failed to follow through on a promise like this before
I dont really know what to do, I like Ireland but after today I feel soo far away from everyone and everything
I wish I had the strength to swim across the entire ocean
I hate letting people down and I hate the way that I ve been iffy and weird lately because not fair on anyone
and its selfish of me
I just need to get stuff off my chest, I think I dont make a good friend because Im not sure how to go about it really I dont like displeasing people but then again I like being happy
I wanna be able to make everyone smile but I feel asthough I might not be able to right now , I cant even smile instead I spent 7hours crying =/
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 3:15 am
Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, but Kammy we love you! and you haven't upset or annoyed me in the slightest. *snuggles* then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 3:17 am
peoplers Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, but Kammy we love you! and you haven't upset or annoyed me in the slightest. *snuggles* then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 3:21 am
Kamdage peoplers Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, but Kammy we love you! and you haven't upset or annoyed me in the slightest. *snuggles* then you must forget the rules and play from your heart Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules,
You are not! you are an amazingly awesome person and you always try your hardest
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 3:24 am
I think someone in this guild has me on their ignore list. I wish there was a way I could make up with them somehow but I guess there's no means of contact. =/
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 5:30 am
peoplers Kamdage peoplers Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, but Kammy we love you! and you haven't upset or annoyed me in the slightest. *snuggles* then you must forget the rules and play from your heart Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules,
You are not! you are an amazingly awesome person and you always try your hardest
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 5:42 am
Kamdage peoplers Kamdage peoplers Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, but Kammy we love you! and you haven't upset or annoyed me in the slightest. *snuggles* then you must forget the rules and play from your heart Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules,
You are not! you are an amazingly awesome person and you always try your hardest
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules,
*hugs*
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 6:58 am
Kammy
I know you are upset but you really cannot blame yourself for something that was out of your control. Money isn't something that appears out of thin air, it's really hard to get. Especially the large amount you would have needed to go visit your G-Ma. You didn't do this on purpose, it's not like you wanted everyone to stress and get upset.
If being so far away from other family members is taking a large toll on you, then save up the money and move? If it would make things easier on yourself and your family. You are never restricted to one area (unless done so by law)
About the people here... Not once have I seen you get on someone's bad side. Never. Some people may be jealous of you and hold it against you (for their own unknown reasons), there is nothing you can do about that. But you actually pissing someone off? I just can't see it happening.
Everyone needs their own time to chill. Even if it means crying your eyes out, you need your own time. Pleasing others should be the last thing on your mind right now. I know you desperately wish to help your mom and make her happy, but remember, there is only so much you can do for her, just like there is only so much others can do for you when you are sad. Just give it time. <3
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 9:36 am
@Peo-*hugs back*
@Ray- Im going to try/its just difficult heh
thanks guys =]
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