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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2009 9:37 pm
"Mmm-mmm!"
She hmm and mmmd in agreement as he described the frustration that every artist was plagued by constantly. But it was tahhat frustration, that niggling sense of perfectionism that pushed you to improve, to try harder, do better. It was what let you develop your talents and grow rather than wither in stagnation, never progressing. But as he came to the end, his question puzzled her. She pursed her lips and thought for a moment before reluctantly shaking her head. This time she had no answer to supply, as evidenced by a long
"Hmmmmmmm..."
and a rather perplexed expression.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2009 9:59 pm
Teaching is a careful thing. One must be sure to allow a student to come to their own conclusions, but one must also be sure not to let them wallow in too many wrong conclusions or they will lose sight of how to find the right one.
So, in the spirit of teaching, and blunt, brutalitus honesty Maximos swooped in an filled in the empty spot at the end of her "Hmm". He said.
Your crap.
Ouch.
You are, a blinding, blatant, advertisement to all of my flaws as a creator.
He she shook his head.
And it bothers me, because you deserve much better.
Another sigh.
I've spent the majority of my life with shadow, and the all of my time on Gaia working with Lunaic formations and arrays, and this...
He made a sort of sweeping gesture in front of him, as if in one flick of the wrist taking in all of Teira.
...This is what I made? Pathetic. My most precious deserves better. And so.
Max took a step to the side of the coffin, and performed an exceedingly formal bow, his tone full of lavish. His voice akin to a ringleader about to present his greatest act.
My dearest Teiraesia Kos, my mystery girl. If you would do me a grand honor and put aside your offense, or confusion or whatever negativities you may be feeling and place your hand inside that skull? You'll find it can only fit your fist, and the switch inside can only be turned by you. Just as what lies inside, is my greatest masterpiece, for you and you alone...
And he would hold the pose until she either flicked said switch, or kicked him in the face for all he said.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2009 10:30 pm
'Your crap.'
Wait, WHAT?!
Oh poor Teira... that wasn't what she'd been expecting AT ALL.
She had a moment of stunned silence, where her mouth just sort of hung open in surprise while her face boasted a sort of O_____________O?!?!?! expression. She opened and closed her mouth twice, held up a finger as if she was going to say something and then let it drop back to her side as he plowed ahead--
'You are, a blinding, blatant, advertisement to all of my flaws as a creator.'
What did you say to something like that?! I mean REALLY?!!
Things like 'Gee, thanks' ran through her head as Teira's face had now transformed into an expression very much resembling: gonk
Her fists clenched and her cheeks puffed up as she pressed her lips together in hurt anger. Her hand reached back, and then suddenly she flung her arm forward, her hand opening as if she was throwing a pitch... and she was. A fist sized ball of shadow would careen at Max's head. It wasn't dangerous, but if he didn't dodge it would be akin to taking a snowball in the head. As she half glared, half pouted at her Nii-chan in offense, accentuated with an indignant stomp of her foot.
'And it bothers me, because you deserve much better.'
"Hmph."
'I've spent the majority of my life with shadow, and the all of my time on Gaia working with Lunaic formations and arrays, and this...
...This is what I made? Pathetic.'
This was going to get worse before it got better? Wasn't it? Teira was practically twitching as little hissing noises escaped her. Each word was like a twist of the dagger.
WAY TO GIVE A GIRL A COMPLEX!
'My most precious deserves better. And so.'
Her ears quivered, the way he called her that.. softened her shock and anger, distracted her momentarily from ideas of strangling her beloved Nii-chan--
'My dearest Teiraesia Kos, my mystery girl. If you would do me a grand honor and put aside your offense, or confusion or whatever negativities you may be feeling and place your hand inside that skull? You'll find it can only fit your fist, and the switch inside can only be turned by you. Just as what lies inside, is my greatest masterpiece, for you and you alone... '
And he would hold the pose until she either flicked said switch, or kicked him in the face for all he said.
She walked over to him, giving him a rather shrewd look that said very clearly, Imma' kill you for this in the way that siblings or friends often threaten one another and then delivered a swift and vengeful BOOT-TO-THE-HEAD!
Okay not really... but it would have served him right!
As he addressed her, gave her name such value and spoke it with such loving and tenderness, she couldn't help but forgive him. The tension ran out of her body and her shoulders sagged as she expelled a resigned sigh. Some things would never change...
She closed the distance between them and paused for a moment, looking from her brother's bowing figure to the coffin and it's mysterious contents. Her eyes narrowed as she gazed at the skull a moment and then kneeling beside the chained box, thrust her hand inside the screaming steel mouth, and flicked the switch.
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Posted: Sun Jan 18, 2009 10:59 pm
The click of the switch seemed to echo on forever and across the whole house. The eyes of the skull began to glow a brilliant red in one eye, and a deep eternal black in the other. Its jaw quivered, as Teira might notice that its teeth werent exactly dull....
And then all of the chains fell loose at once, and fell to the floor dragging the skull with them. It would fall off of her harmlessly and its mouth would clang shut when it hit the ground.
Now, was the cue for Maximos to rise, and swoop in. And that was sort of what he did. He rose, rubbed a new sore spot on his forehead, and then swept in!
All of a sudden Max had all the swagger of a used car salesmen, mixed with the finesse of an artist displaying his newest art, and perhaps an engineer explaining to you exact how and why your car works.
With one wide gesture of the arm, Max swung open the coffin, and there laying so perfectly still with arms across her chest and a rose in her hands...funeral style. Lay Teira. Naked of course.
Mostly.
Teira the first, would be staring at Teira the second....but Teira the second was, somewhat disturbingly split in two, from head to groin, and either side rested on either end of the coffin, hands laced between.
Viola!
Maximos proclaimed. What Teira might first notice was that her double, had innards. She wasnt hollow.
I present to you, a new you!
There was a moment of silence, as if the perfect amount of time for her to say something, or think of saying something before Max spoke up.
I know you couldnt stand being hollow. Now your not. Your entire inner shell is lined with Lunaic wards and enchancement. It will make, touching, feeling, living, and absorbing essence that much easier, while still keeping you save. Also, you have real organs! Those dont come easy!
His feet clanged a set of jars by the side of the table filled with neon green liquid.
They're flesh too! You dont have a complete skeleton, that would get in the way...
He leaned in gesturing to various innards as he spoke.
But you have a spine, ribs, and a skull, and a brain! A real brain!
His hand came inwards, grabbing at a dead hand as he said.
Watch this!
And proceeded to break her right index finger in two.
Veins! They'll pump actual Lunaic Blood through your system!
Purple and black oozed from her finger, unmotivated by her heart. As the blood droplets hit the floor she would be able to see purple runic characters swirling in black, like vegetable soup.
And look at this!
He placed the finger back where it belonged and soon it sealed back. And then proceeded to punch her double...square in the nose. The nose did not crack! So he did it again...and then again. And finally on the third whack, her cheeks cracked slightly and gravity pulled down purple black drops.
Your twice as durable! While your skin will crack, it will be far harder, and only if your inner shell has cracked to match. You'll be able to survive far more. You'll be alive! No more of this "doll" talk. But...
Her cheeks slowly repaired themselves as Maximos' hand passed over them, erasing the injury.
...Life has a cost.
He said gravely, looking the real Teira square in the eyes.
These organs are not for show, they manage your bodies systems. If they are damaged or broken, or injured, they will stop functioning and then...
All of a sudden the mirth in Maximos' face was gone. All that was left were two very serious eyes peering at, and into Teira.
...You will die. Death for you will be different than most others. You were not born, so your attachment is weaker. You will be expelled from the body until such time as it can repair, or if the injury is too great, until you can find me, or a medium, or someone with soul sight to assist you. I cannot begin to stress to you the importance of this...
Like a parent telling a child how serious a job it is to walk and train and love their new pet. And then, suddenly an idea rushed in his head, and the serious face shattered away like glass when struck by a brick and he said.
Oh!
He said as if this new thought completely overshadowed the last.
I noticed you er...grew.
His eyes fell to her chest, as blush rushed his cheeks and he said.
So I gave her matching em....endowments.
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 12:19 am
Maximos The click of the switch seemed to echo on forever and across the whole house. The eyes of the skull began to glow a brilliant red in one eye, and a deep eternal black in the other. Its jaw quivered, as Teira might notice that its teeth werent exactly dull.... And then all of the chains fell loose at once, and fell to the floor dragging the skull with them. It would fall off of her harmlessly and its mouth would clang shut when it hit the ground. Now, was the cue for Maximos to rise, and swoop in. And that was sort of what he did. He rose, rubbed a new sore spot on his forehead, and then swept in! All of a sudden Max had all the swagger of a used car salesmen, mixed with the finesse of an artist displaying his newest art, and perhaps an engineer explaining to you exact how and why your car works. Teira's hand recoiled as the skull's eyes began to glow mismatched black and red at her. As the chains slithered free and the skull clanked to the floor, snapping it's mouth shut. She blinked at it and tentatively picked it up, holding it in her hands as Max swooped in. The expression on his face was unnerving. It made her wonder for a moment, just what had she gotten herself into-- but he looked so, so HAPPY. So proud and excited and HAPPY. She steeled herself and stood her ground. Which is to say, she stayed kneeling where she was as her brother threw open the coffin. Maximos With one wide gesture of the arm, Max swung open the coffin, and there laying so perfectly still with arms across her chest and a rose in her hands...funeral style. Lay Teira. Naked of course. Mostly. Teira the first, would be staring at Teira the second....but Teira the second was, somewhat disturbingly split in two, from head to groin, and either side rested on either end of the coffin, hands laced between. Viola!Maximos proclaimed. >_____________________________________________>;;;
Teira's eyes narrowed and then she turned to her brother with an accosting glance,
"I know you missed me Maxi-nii-chan, but I don't think this kind of thing is appropriate... Tsk tsk, what would WALTER say?!!"
Had she just implied that her brother the gentleman had regressed into a pervert in her absence? Why yes she had. Jokingly, of course.
She grinned mischievously at him and then turned back to her double, who was split in twain. Maximos What Teira might first notice was that her double, had innards. She wasnt hollow. I present to you, a new you!There was a moment of silence, as if the perfect amount of time for her to say something, or think of saying something before Max spoke up. .___________________.;;;
Yeah, her face looked kind of like that.Maximos I know you couldnt stand being hollow. Now your not. She instantly thought,
'But I AM! -I- am 'me'-- that's... not me...'
Staring at herself like that, was really weirding her out. Even the memories of two other women who shared her face hadn't quite creeped her out like this. THIS was a whole new level of weird.
But she didn't say that. She kept her face neutral and stared in a sort of numb surprise.
Maximos Your entire inner shell is lined with Lunaic wards and enchancement. It will make, touching, feeling, living, and absorbing essence that much easier, while still keeping you save. Also, you have real organs! Those dont come easy!His feet clanged a set of jars by the side of the table filled with neon green liquid. They're flesh too! You dont have a complete skeleton, that would get in the way...He leaned in gesturing to various innards as he spoke. But you have a spine, ribs, and a skull, and a brain! A real brain! She couldn't deny though, she WAS curious! She leaned forward, peering cautiously as if she was scared her double would sit up at any moment, and watched as he pointed out all the new 'features' of Teira version 2.0 Maximos His hand came inwards, grabbing at a dead hand as he said. Watch this!And proceeded to break her right index finger in two. gonk !
If this were an anime, she would have fallen on her face, or hit her face off the edge of the coffin and and then slumped to the floor in a twitching heap.
But it wasn't. So she didn't.
But she DID twitch even as she hissed and drew back from her brother in horror. She grimaced in sympathy for her clone and stared at Max with an appalled look as she stammered,
"N-n-NII-CHAN?!!"Maximos Veins! They'll pump actual Lunaic Blood through your system!Purple and black oozed from her finger, unmotivated by her heart. As the blood droplets hit the floor she would be able to see purple runic characters swirling in black, like vegetable soup. And look at this!He placed the finger back where it belonged and soon it sealed back. And then proceeded to punch her double...square in the nose. The nose did not crack! So he did it again...and then again. And finally on the third whack, her cheeks cracked slightly and gravity pulled down purple black drops. Lost in the euphoria of the moment, Max might fail to notice that his sister looked paler than normal as she spasmed, her body haunted by sympathy pains as she cringed and winced as she watched her likeness get pummeled while he smiled. How was that different from when they fought? Because this 'self' was laying comatose and not fighting back. She smiled awkwardly even as she mumbled something along the lines of;
"Don't say it with a smile like that after caving in my face..." Maximos While your skin will crack, it will be far harder, and only if your inner shell has cracked to match. You'll be able to survive far more. You'll be alive! No more of this "doll" talk. But... 'Alive? Does that mean I wasn't already?...'
His words stirred a flurry of complicated emotions within the core of her being. Truth be told, this was the most doll like she'd felt in ages... possibly ever. It was hard not to staring at an identical replica of her form laying there comatose. Like a twin.. or rather a clone. An upgrade on who she was. She didn't quite know how she felt-- it was kind of like being told 'you're not good enough'. Like saying the person she was all this time was little better than scrap. Tears burned her eyes but she didn't dare cry. he didn't mean it that way... but it stung just the same. Maximos Her cheeks slowly repaired themselves as Maximos' hand passed over them, erasing the injury. ...Life has a cost.He said gravely, looking the real Teira square in the eyes. These organs are not for show, they manage your bodies systems. If they are damaged or broken, or injured, they will stop functioning and then...All of a sudden the mirth in Maximos' face was gone. All that was left were two very serious eyes peering at, and into Teira. ...You will die. Death for you will be different than most others. You were not born, so your attachment is weaker. You will be expelled from the body until such time as it can repair, or if the injury is too great, until you can find me, or a medium, or someone with soul sight to assist you. I cannot begin to stress to you the importance of this...Like a parent telling a child how serious a job it is to walk and train and love their new pet. And then, suddenly an idea rushed in his head, and the serious face shattered away like glass when struck by a brick and he said. Her eyes were wide, her face solemn and serious, a reflection of her inner thoughts as well as his words. The proverbial stakes had just been raised. She risked a lot more when she fought now. But that wouldn't stop her, and the fight ahead of her was no small bit dangerous. Maximos knew that, it was probably part of the cause for the sadness that touched his face now... Maximos Oh! He said as if this new thought completely overshadowed the last. I noticed you er...grew. That caught her off guard and she blinked at him rather stupidly for a moment--
"Huh?"
Maximos His eyes fell to her chest, as blush rushed his cheeks and he said. So I gave her matching em....endowments. O////////////////O!!
She whirled back to the naked body laying in the coffin and narrowed her eyes at T 2's bust. Without averting her eyes or any warning, Max would find himself on the receiving end of a left straight that would knock him on his a**.Quote: Had she just implied that her brother the gentleman had regressed into a pervert in her absence? Why yes she had. Jokingly, of course. Or was it?
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 1:00 am
And there Max was! He was happy and smiling, and so very proud of his new creation! He was absolutely ecstatic! In horribly honest truth Max had rushed and blurted out his full description so fast he hadnt really listened to a word she said. He had played this scene out in his mind so many times that he performed it now from instinct and memory alone!
Truth be told, he couldnt have repeated half of what he had just said. And somehow, by the looks he was receiving he got the idea that maybe this sounded alot better in his head than in person. At one point, he most certainly remembered wanting to snap back.
PARDON!?
But he didntl. He was confident in his masterpiece. Liquid Lunaic? That was brand new. Mixing flesh parts with shadow parts? Also knew. The spell stitching inside of her...whew...so complicated. And honestly, if she had clothes on, and was in one piece how could he show her off properly? She wouldnt be able to SEE her new bones and organs.
He hadnt built her because her last form was a failure. He built this because her last form was fragile, and weaker, and this one would keep her safer longer and resolve issues she had brought up in the past. Right now the being in the coffin was a doll, useless, thus why he treated it so. And the being across from him was his sister. Until she was in that, she was never a doll to him...
With his arm extended out wide and a smile on his blush filled face, Max waited for her reaction.
A hug maybe? A jump for joy?
Max's head whipped back, his body soon followed, along with a stream of red that poured from his nose and with a thud he hit the ground. A thud soon followed by a symphony of broken glass and crashes and clashes as the weaker parts and poorly balanced things on bookshelves and stacks and the workbench itself came crashing to the ground.
That was one hell of a punch.
Then, as the debris settled and Max's form was sprawled out on his back, one hand clutching his nose he said weakly, and nasally.
I bas Walder's idea...
A shakey right hand rose like the tentacle of some large aquatic beast and felt the air until it found the edge of the table, at which point Max hoisted himself up to a seated position. The fingertips of his left hand worked his nose back and form feeling for a break. His face looked as if someone had tied something to it and tugged it down, all of its edges drooped. It was pathetically sorry.
She hated it!
He spent months on that, getting parts and researching spells and she hated it!
He said women take pride in their bodies! They enjoy them! They want to look and feel feminine! That if I felt so bad about what I made, I should make you something more real!
It was more desperating pleading for her to understand than anything else, even as his hand dropped down and he looked at her with half apology half dread. Somewhere he knew, he just knew, that Walter was snickering.
I wanted you to be able to see all your new parts! I promise I wore gloves! And and and....
It was probably a mistake, but caught up in the moment Max's hand snapped back at Teira's chest and he said.
I didnt make those like that! Those would only grow if you wanted them too! So since you wanted them I gave you those!
At which point he snapped his pointer to the doubles chest. It jiggled. And for some reason he looked horribly appalled, and scrambled to pick up a fallen pan, to deflect another oncoming punch in his shame, and horror.
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 1:19 pm
Teira rolled her eyes and laughed, there was no helping him. He rambled, desperately trying to defend himself and abate her anger, which wasn't really ANGER ANGER, more that kind of girlish, shocked anger when someone points out something embarrassing and it's uncomfortable so they lash out.
While Max spoke rapidly, his voice rather nasal as he adjusted his nose and assessed the damage, she only half listened, looking instead at her double.
O////////////////O;;
'They... jiggled...'
Twitch.
She stood very abruptly and, her face burning with heat as she blushed. For a moment she just stood there twitching, staring at the floor, her face almost as red as her hair. To Max it was probably like waiting for a volcano to erupt.
But when she looked up, she didn't look at him, her hands reached up and undid the clasp at her throat and the buckles at her shoulder, and dropped her hands back to her sides. The long cloak and mantle slipped from her shoulders and cascaded to the floor where it pooled around her feet.
She stepped out from the pile of cloth and bent over the coffin, placing her hands on it's edge as she lifted her leg over the side. Max would realize, that his sister was now climbing INTO the coffin.
She climbed carefully over it's side, making sure not to step on her new body and hefted the unconscious form up into her arms so that she could sit in behind it. Cradling T2 against her chest, Teira pressed her cheek next to her double's sleeping face. One hand reached forward, and tenderly she brushed the hair from her sleeping eyes. Her fingers caressed her cheek, down to her jaw, over her neck and along her collar bone. Then, very gently, cupped a breast. She gave an experimental squeeze. Teira's eyes widened slightly even as her cheeks flushed, her other hand cupped her own breast and squeezed in the same manner. As she looked back and forth from her chest to the double's, squeezing and comparing.
"Hmm...
...
...
...
... I guess you're right."
Squueeeezze.
"They DID get bigger..."
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 9:38 pm
She was turning red. Bright red, and he cradled both hand tight around a flat pan used to hold various reagents of various natures, some unable to be touched by flesh. She was going to explode.
There was so much he wanted to say. Max wanted to inform her that when crafting something of this complexity you do not use hands. Hands change the final product and make the texture based on a memory, or an opinion. The faulty cameras in our minds are flawed, and thus the result is flawed. For this sort of Shadowcraft one is simply a conductor in a creative orchestra. The shadows know the natures of their sources and will mimic them if allowed and properly motivated. Maximos hands did pass over and direct the making of Teira's new form but....he never touched her. And even still, he wore gloves! He wanted to express this! He wanted to share this, but as his face quirked his nose stung and his mind graciously replayed the events of a few seconds ago for him. He winced at the memory. How wrong could she be...he wasnt a pervert he would never... He looked up, having fallen victim to one of Maximos' greatest flaws, the act of getting wrapped up in a train of thought and losing ones grip on the events surrounding them. In this case, Maximos looked up and saw that Teira had infact stripped...and was fondling herself. Maximos reaction could only be described as. Blankness. Nothingness. As his brain had just frozen solid in place and did not, and could not fathom how to react. He was having a system crash. A pale face of a blue screen of death. Though, suddenly no one could be sure whether the blood still running from his nose was all due to Teira hitting him. Like a bad lawn mower his face twitched as if trying to process. But would immediately fall blank again. He held out his hand to say something, and then said nothing and his hand fell. He reached out again, opened his mouth and spoke silence. His hand hung extended. He found his thoughts were being jammed by subconcious chorus's of "She's like your sister!" or "She's like your daughter!" and "You've seen ALL of that before!" , "You made all of that! " then "You should have made them smaller...." There were other thoughts as well, like how he wanted to give her the body, like how pleased he was that she wasnt swinging on him. Quite basically she had evoked so many responses that like a series of fat men trying to rush a small door, not one was escaping. Instead they were all trying to work out which one should take precedence. Max blinked hard stopped the fight when he heard "Well maybe she would mind..." somewhere in the chorus. Yes...A response broke free, an agreement to her previous statement. Though if she had continued to grow as she was previously, and if Max's calculations both should be roughly the same size. The new pair however, a good deal more realistic. With a shadow form, too much pressure at any spot can make a crack, but these... Another reaction attempted squeezing half of itself through the doorway. You...Max slide himself forward, on the ground on all fours, very slowly until he came to the edge of the coffin. His hands touching the floor, in his lap, sitting on his knees. Something like a fledgling smile playing on his lips. The reaction fought, it kicked, it flailed. For some reason, about then Max realized something that managed to beam through the crowd like a burning red beacon and escape the door first, sending his entire response of cue. ...Arent wearing gloves...Suddenly that seemed very important, and he stared at her hands in a way that made it obvious it was in fact her hands, not what was in them. He looked like a severely neat man who had walked into his office to find his desk out of order. His brow furrowed, his nose quirked. But it quickly passed, because size and action demanded that what was in her hands be noticed and also because another reaction slipped through the door chased very closely by "Next time smaller", it arrived first solely because it rushed on by another realization. His eyes were rising. He said. You...She wasnt screaming or swinging or raging. Mismatched eyes were looking into hers. ...Like...her?
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 10:11 pm
Teira blinked and looked up, both hands full as she realized Max was there now. And PEERING. She blinked from his face to her hands and back to his face, her cheeks flushed as she tried to decide whether to be angry or embarrassed-- but in the result she was simply curious. Maximos said something, that distracted her and demanded her attention, a new protocol to be observed, something she hadn't known before!
So when he said,
"You...
...Arent wearing gloves..."
She stared at him with avid curiosity and leaned forward so that her face was mere inches from his, and replied,
"Is that how it's done? Do you wear gloves when you touch yourself, Nii-chan?"
She blinked and looked him up and down, then back to her own hands and wondered curiously,
"Is it better that way?"
Teira smiled at him from over her double, her gaze drifting over her unmoving form, then coming to rest on her sleeping face.
"You...
.....Like...her?"
"Mmm!"
She nodded enthusiastically, her arm tightening around T2's torso and hugging her tighter against herself almost possessive and protectively.
"She's beautiful, Nii-chan."
She looked up, her eyes searching his face for a moment, she opened her mouth and closed it. Then taking a reflexive breath, she asked, almost timidly,
"Things will feel different in this body?"
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Posted: Mon Jan 19, 2009 11:20 pm
This was a lean that went two ways. Perhaps a reason his words were so difficult. But so close, so very real...he was helpless. The opportunity presented itself so perfectly... She leaned forward, and so did Maximos. His eyes said nothing, it was as if they didnt know what infact to say. "Is that how it's done? Do you wear gloves when you touch yourself, Nii-chan?" The proper answer was "sometimes". Because sometimes he was shadowcrafting things to, and from, himself. BUT. He did not say that. He at first, did not say anything at all. She might notice while her eyes darted over him that his right hand was rising. It rose like a puppet on strings, every joint was limp and it simply lifted. Then it slid forward, so that by the time she was done talking, his bandaged right hand was resting on her doubles thigh. Not resting per say, his fingers were splayed out like a limp spider, his fingertips touching the knee and slowly rising up. No...only when I touch you...By now his hand had reached her hips. It paused, his eyes darted quickly to his hand and then back to her. Max wasnt blushing, but maybe he was too pale to blush? He was however intent on her eyes, focused, locked even. "Is it better that way?"The puppeteer instructed his digits to move. His hand bent like a wave, his flat fingers pressing against the doubles hips ever so lightly and sliding up, across the belly. Its safer...otherwise...you never know...but..."Mmm!"Teira squeezed. Maximos' hand paused. He smiled back at her, but he kept the distance between them close. His eyes were intense, and yet soft. As if he was irrevocably locked in what he was doing, but what he was doing was nothing too serious. Then his hand continued. "She's beautiful, Nii-chan."Hands are amazing things. If Maximos could pick one sense he would die before losing, it would be touch. Especially with a hand like this, cursed as it was, that tasted and felt so much more. The hand rose up, it traced the firm, shapely cut of her abdoment, it rose up, making a line up the ribs. Max bit his lip bottom lip. His hand turned sideways, running his pinky and the edge of his hand up, carefully, like one afraid to disturb a perfectly fragile artwork. His hands slid between the subject of so much flustering that was her breasts and up to the center of her chest. Not groping, just resting. I'm glad.He said, with a soft smile, his tongue running a line across his lips. Teira herself could see him clearly, though doubtful she could feel anything. Something about his eyes gave the hint that her brother wasnt doing what it seemed. Like this was very important, honestly important. Disturbing it might be bad, or dangerous. He was concentrating so hard. His hand turned so that only his middle finger was actually touching her doubles chest, though he could not help what touched his palm. It was very curious. And all curious moments birth questions, she asked... "Things will feel different in this body?" I dont know...And all of a sudden, the soft and warm smile on Maximos' face flattened and ripped outwards like it might tear his face in two. His lips peeled back into a grin. A very twisted grin. It all happened so fast...too fast. Too fast for any chance at stopping him from someone pinned under two a body. Max was up his knees, sitting slightly taller. Runes flashed suddenly over his right arm, screaming out a brilliant royal purple and midnight blue light. - POP POP - They were so fast they sounded like one. It was mysterious at first, but it would become entirely too obvious what has happening soon enough. Teira would feel a sudden pressure slamming into her doubles chest, and before she could react it was on her chest. Her body refused to listen, as if for a moment it was not hers but a second skin. Clothing. Clothing that was too binding to let her move and that would not give or bend. -POP- She would be able to feel a horrible piercing sensation, like something had invaded her without permission but without pain. And she might quickly realize that Maximos was now over her, with his right arm, not only pierced through her doubles chest, but through her own. He was inside of her. His hand swam in the blackness that filled her like it was water, she would be able to feel the shadows stirring as his fingers moved from their straight dagger-esque form, to splaying out and reaching for something. Something deep in her chest, and then... Cold. Impossible, screaming cold. And blackness. But it wasnt the first time she was here. She might feel herself very quickly collapsing. It was not pleasant, but not painful. It would feel like she was losing parts of herself. If a person with amnesia could feel the memories escaping...this would be that feeling. Though she wasnt truly losing anything. All of a sudden, the "clothing" that had become her body was gone and she would feel very, very small. Palm sized. Infact, there were five icy pillars surrounding her tiny glowing form, and around them was an endless pool of warmth. But she was being ripped upwards, out of the pool, out of comfort. It clung to her, but she would be able to feel the snaps of chords breaking, like friendships lost. It might feel like she traveled a long way, but in effect she only moved six or seven inches. But when the motion stopped she was no longer in a pool. She was in a maze. Tunnels stretched out in all directions, hundreds on hundreds, they formed a massive maze that would feel impossible for her tiny self to navigate. This maze had no sky persay, but there was an enormous glow coming from above and it appeared to be peering through a visible V cut in the maze ceiling. Then there was warmth. The five icy pillars pulled away, and she would feel herself growing to fill the space they made. Bigger and bigger until the hands rose out of the ravine in the sky, and then like a raging torrent of warmth she would feel herself explode outwards. Suddenly Teira was in every cavern, every catacomb, every twisting tunnel of this place. Suddenly, she was so big that she WAS the maze. Though she could not understand it fully yet. She was there...but she hadnt seen everything. Now suddenly things were moving inside her. She could feel extremities, she could feel fingers and toes. Then details, she could feel lips and eyes. She could feel the split in her person smacking together in some Matel action figure factory type press. She would be able to feel the hole in her chest close. Something was thumping inside her, something was squirming, liquid was flowing all through her carrying life...Life, felt different. Life made each of those parts feel like they desperately meant something as opposed to just being extensions of ones self. All of her organs were all dear long lost lovers and needed to be cared for and sheltered. That was because her brain said so. A brain. A spine. She would feel them because as instinct told her eyes to open she would be able to note that things she commanded her body to do did not automatically happen. The messages traveled through something, then down her spine and out across her body. Her head was suddenly so much more crowded. Thoughs about being sure to breath, thoughts about how much blood she had, thoughts about making hair grow, cells grow, nails grow. Is that light? What are we seeing? What are the eyes saying? What is that upside down image? Answer. NOW. Immediately there were billions on billions of thoughts that she alone had to manage or instantly DIE. And she had to manage these and still have thoughts for herself?! It was impossible. But in a single moment, like being tossed from a hot and busy room full of people to being immersed in a cold bath in a dark room it all went silent. Concious, and subconcious split. She would suddenly understand what a "brain" was for. She had "instincts" now that felt more cemented than before. Her first breath would be a gasp, taken without her command, because she needed it, not wanted it. She could taste the air. Life meant that every touch, every sound, and every sensation no longer felt like it was being broadcast through a shell, or coming from the other side of a glove. Or heard through a wall. On the other side of a shell. Clear, but distant. But now so definite and impossibly close. Her first sound would be closer and more real than any other sound had ever been. Instead of sounds crossing the gap between the spirit and real world, they were processed directly in her head. The sound was Maximos saying. ...You tell me. She was alive. This transition could not be easy. She could not be eased into it. And for a being that had not truly been alive yet, there was no explaining it. She was alive. It was rough, but birth always is. She was, finally, alive. And in her first moments Maximos was there before her with simple smile on his face, still clutching that pan with his left hand, while his right hung limply at his side.
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Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 7:18 pm
As she leaned in, he mirrored her movement, bringing them practically nose to nose for a moment. Maximos face was unsure, his eyes looked at her with a kind of 'Uhhh, what now?' awkwardness as his own innocence about such matters made him helpless for the moment.
Not that Teira was any more experienced, but she'd been around a certain godling and a certain demoness enough to get some ideas that allowed for her new sense of humour. Which when combined with her usual naivety and abandon were a potentially potent pairing. But quips were as far as she went. Spouting her natural wit was an easy thing, and it was gratifying to score some small measure of revenge for everything he'd just put her through. But she was just as innocent in THAT matter as when she'd left. She might not have been... Ra'kar had certainly been willing to rob her of that, but Victor had said no, much to the demoness' discontent.
She moved to lean back, leaning forward that close with a whole body in the way was uncomfortable, but as she moved back, he moved forward.
A gentle touch on her double's hip made her pause, startled between a choke and a squeak. She blinked at Maximos as he pressed forward.
'W-w-whaa?!'
This wasn't like him at all.
It was so uncharacteristic of him that it left her half dazed and backtracking as she tried to figure out how to react. Her brother had been indulging in many abnormal characteristics after all... Her gaze was torn between his eyes which had lost that helpless look and now stared at her with intensity, to glancing down at what he was doing to 'her' body.
His hand traced upwards, over her abdomen, his hand gentle but firm. Despite the fact that she couldn't feel it, the image was enough and faster than it'd left, the flush returned to her cheeks. Although, it was unsettling seeing him caress her like that, to one side of such a gruesome split.
She knew that like she could hear a hundred different tones in one note, that would never grace Maximos' ears, his hand felt things on a level that she couldn't fathom. His tactile senses enhanced by the curse his arm bore. There was something in his face, as he bit his lower lip, that hand stroking over her pale skin that made her wonder just what he felt.
The further up he reached, the closer he pressed with the rest of his body as he leaned in. She had moved back as far as she could, the coffin's back stopped her now, and the body on top of her pinned her as he bent over top of them.
If she'd had a heart, or rather a heart in -this- body, it would have been thudding in her ears.
He turned his hand to the side, and his pinky traced up his stomach to between her breasts. The sight made her shiver as his hand rested there. The action had almost looked like he was drawing an imaginary line of division-- except the split in her figure made it real.
She felt dizzy as she managed to make her mouth work... 'I'm glad.' "N-nii-chan?"
Her voice trembled, but it wasn't due to fear. Uncertainty and something else played in her tone.
Did she want him to stop?
The very fact that she had to even ask, probably should have cleared up some of her own feelings for her...
But as she studied his face, she could see something else in his expression. She'd seen what was called 'lust' in a person's face before. She'd even seen them work had to concentrate on not succumbing to it--- but Max's focus was different. While the gestures were confusing, what she saw in his face made her try and think of other things.
She managed to ask,
"Things will feel different in this body?"'I dont know...' 'What are you doing, nii-chan?'
She thought about what he could be trying to accomplish by doing this, and then it struck her like a smack upside the head.
"WAI--" Her protest was cut off as a large amount of pressure slammed into her chest and knocked the words out of her. Her very skin felt like a straight jacket as it constrained her. She couldn't move. And her mind raced as if it would make up for the fact, but her thoughts were interrupted by a deafening, -POP- Although, vaguely she noted that she was sure that there were actually 'two' pops. But such observations vanished in a beat as she was suddenly consumed with the sensation of being pierced through the chest.
"HRK!"
Her eyes widened as she coughed, and her vision wavered. She could make out Max above her, his arm thrust through the double's chest before it had run through her own. He was up to his elbow in Teira's. Deeper actually.
He was inside her alright, and as his finger splayed open, it was as if he filled that emptiness within her, he touched the darkness, the void where a heart should have beat. And he might notice that tears slipped down her cheeks even as a smile erased the expression of pain momentarily.
'It's not inaccurate...
...You reached into my darkness Nii-chan, you filled the void, YOU became my heart.'
Did she speak the words or simply think them, would they reach Maximos?
The cold began to seep in. An impossible cold, so cold it burned. It froze her veins even as the darkness dragged her under. It was painful in an odd way, it was uncomfortable and it hurt, but it was not a physical pain. This was a cold that froze the soul--
And yet,
It was familiar.
'Is this what it feels like, to be reborn?' I lie here paralytic Inside this soul Screaming for you till my throat is numb I wanna break out I need a way out I don't believe that it's gotta be this way The worst is the waiting In this world I'm suffocating
***
Two years ago... But what happens when the body is too broken to fix? The once Indomitable spirit no longer so and the heart that had expanded in caring and loving... was now stretched too thin, Torn and broken.
What happens...
When the soul is destroyed. The will to exist, no more? And the fire that once burned hotter than any other flame, is nothing more than a cooling ember?
Sierra had given up.
After centuries of fighting, forgiving and of loving, her spirit had taken the final blow. Betrayed by the man who had sworn to protect her. Betrayed by the person she loved most and whom she had trusted with her heart. Betrayed so many times before... and betrayed once more, one final time.
She had fallen limp and lifeless, her eyes vacant... dead. Her heart had even ceased to beat for a brief moment, before the spirit of another had taken the reigns and pulled the body out of auto-destruct-mode.
Sierra hugged her knees tight to her chest as her body shook with silent crying. She wept for the loss of her loved ones and for the loss of herself.
It was too much. The hurt and the loss had become too great...
The darkness was soothing.
Quiet.
She had given up trying to make sense of where she was, nothing was distinguishable here. There were no ceilings or walls, no floors. She didn't really sit on anything so much as she 'floated'. She couldn't tell up from down, and instead she just drifted through the darkness.
Nothing could reach her here.
There would be no more fighting... no more hurt.
It was for the best. Ra'kar had been right.
Ra'kar had been right all along. It was cold then as well... And dark. Endlessly dark. It was a cold that had nothing to do with temperature and everything to do with the icy grip of despair. Of loss. Of hopelessness and the lurking presence of death creeping in as the soul wasted away. The fire that had burned for so long, now a dying ember. And as the fire died, the remnants of warmth and light were easily chased away by the crushing, cold darkness.
A pseudo immortal, an elf, who was so tired, so hurt and so broken, that she had lost her will to live. Who severed her own soul/body connection and had retreated so deep into the shadows, the darkness whose cold embrace soothed the burns and aches of life, numbed her, eased her pain. In the womb of shadow, she had mourned, her sorrow so powerful that it had caught the attention of one Maximos Dark.
He had found Sierra, a fragmented and shattered soul. Quote: It is such impossible darkness that calls a soul so deeply steeped in the ichor of shadow. A soul bridging the twilight between life and death. Those silent tears heard miles away and yet as close and as loud as can be. This man was no hero, the dark it was....enticing, if not downright intoxicating. And yet it was also saddening and depressing. He could honestly not tell if this was something deep within himself lost...or someone so far outside themselves they were just as lost. The pain, the black, the size and scale of it all was too much for the simple island boy to grasp or take in. He could not place himself there, he could not place his body in a place outside of pace. But he could speak...and speak is what he did. A voice echoing gently in the dark, kind, yet cautious. These tears touched him deep, and moved him beyond the norm of conventional conversation. Who or why this person was didnt matter, only this pain. And an old heroes need to ease it. He spoke a sentence, barely audible, as it seemed to echo down a long dark hall and arrive as barely more than a whisper...but it would arrive. Coated in sympathy, and carried by sincerity. Why are you crying? He had followed a trail of tears. He had stood in the face of her pain, her hurt and her anger-- and he, a stranger, had bene the one to shoulder her burden and hold out his hand. A stranger, it was Maximos who sought her out and it was Maximos who hadn't turned his back on her.
It was he, who bore witness to Sierra's dying will. Watched helplessly as she erased her consciousness from the world. Even in her greatest moment of weakness, her will had been indomitable. She couldn't die? Then she would forget. Her mind walled off everything to protect itself. The memories, both good and bad were lost and along with it, her identity. Leaving her blank, empty. void. 'Feel your presence Filling up my lungs with oxygen I take you in... I've died.'
Max, who had been unable to save 'Sierra', had ripped the fragments of her soul that were before him, and tore them out of the darkness.
He had given her a body, and he had painted that void with caring and love. He had given this new being a name...
Teiraesia Kos. The 'Mystery Girl'.
He gave Teira a home, a family, a place in the world.
Whether or not Sierra still survived somewhere, was unclear. But what was clear, was that if she did, it wasn't in Teira.
Teira was born, and from that moment, she was her own person. Rebirthing now! I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me. Breathe, for the first time now-- I come alive somehow. He had given her life, a life worth living. He had given her purpose. He had protected her, guided her and loved her. And she had grown into an individual. A young woman with a mind of her own and a fighting spirit. He was her everything and he gave her something that Sierra had lost,
The will to endure.
To persevere.
To keep going and to survive.
He hadn't just given her life, he'd awakened in her, the will to live. Rebirthing now! I Wanna live my life, wanna give you everything Breathe for the first time now-- I come alive somehow.
Right now...
*** ...Right now
I lie here lifeless In this cocoon Shedding my skin cause I'm ready to I wanna break out I found a way out I don't believe that it's gotta be this way The worst is the waiting In this world I'm suffocating Her body felt like a prison, a cocoon that trapped her. She couldn't move and she wanted to break free, being paralyzed is a terrifying feeling. She felt stifled, as if she were suffocating, choking.
'BREAK FREE!'
The thought was desperate even as Maximos hand grabbed hold of her soul and yanked her free, shedding her skin and exiting her old body.
It was like being rudely wakened from a sweet dream, then shoved out of your warm bed onto an icy floor of a frigid room in the dead of winter. Or jumping into a lake of ice water but multiplied by a thousand. The shock was like that, jarring and painful.
She could feel each tie being severed as she was ripped out of her shell. It was disorienting even though she felt as if she'd done this before-- when she was born. But like anything, the memory of such an event has been forgotten. Only the feeling of deja-vu told her that this wasn't the first time she'd been through this.
She felt small, impossibly small and fragile. Like a strong wind could be enough to blow her away into oblivion were it not for the icy pillars of his fingers that created a secure cage around her soul.
The soul would pulse agitatedly in Maximos' hand, rapidly, fluttering against his palm, displaying Teira's obvious irritation at her current circumstances.
It felt as if she crossed continents, traveled worlds, suspended in time for what felt like an eternity, in what was in all actuality only a matter of seconds and a few inches.
The cold melted into warmth as she was released from her icy cage. She had been deposited into what felt like a maze, but vaguely she thought, must be her new body, although the thought was rather obscure as she was still disoriented. 'Feel your presence, Filling up my lungs with oxygen. I take you in... I've died.' As her thoughts began to clear and she began to get a sense of things again, she felt herself explode outwards as her soul expanded. Growing from the tiny palm sized ball to fill every nook and cranny of this new vessel, filling it up as if it would overflow. But it didn't. It was exactly the right size and she was exactly enough soul for a perfect fit.
But before she could get her bearings, she was assaulted by a hundred different things. Feelings and all of them new-- 'Rebirthing now! I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me. Breathe, for the first time now-- I come alive somehow. Rebirthing now! I Wanna live my life, wanna give you everything. Breathe for the first time now-- I've come alive somehow!'
She was suffocating. She didn't just feel like she was suffocating, she was. Her hands clawed at her chest, her new lungs burned with the sudden need for air, And Teira's body jerked, spasming as she sat suddenly upright, eyes impossibly wide, gasping for breath.
She breathed.
She leaned against Max and for the first time, she breathed.
The first breath was raspy and her lungs burned with a blistering sensation of pain, her whole frame shaking with the effort. But that initial breath seemed to clear the way, and the next one hurt but not as badly until she stopped breathing so heavily and gradually the breathes became soothing, cleansing.
The next sensation to overwhelm her, was her heartbeat...
Where her hands had clutched at her chest, she could feel the flutter of a pulse. And what was more, she could hear it beating like a gentle echo in her ears singing 'I'm alive, I'm alive~'
She had a heart.
And as she looked at Maximos, it skipped a beat.
The split in her body was pressed together as flesh and shadow alike knitted themselves together and the hole in her chest closed, securing all her precious new organs safely, for such things are not meant to be exposed. The brain said so.
And just as she identified where the thought had come from, it felt like her mind shattered, swept away in a tsunami of thoughts, impulses, ideas, senses, feelings. It was overwhelming, and it HURT.
"AHHHHHHGGN!"
She screamed into Max's chest as her hands went to her head and the world's worst migraine gripped her skull. Her thoughts were so loud she couldn't hear anything else-- each of them screaming at her how it was more important than the other and should be addressed first.
And then suddenly it stopped. As if some giant hand came in and squashed all the madness under it's thumb and swept the noise away. She could hear again, she could think.. but more than that she could think quiet orderly thoughts and things like breathing were second nature. She sagged with sudden relief as the subconscious split from conscious, resting against her brother as she caught her breath. Apparently screaming used up quite a lot of air... Tell me when I'm gonna live again Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive '...You tell me.'She looked up, meeting that gentle, simple smile and answered with an echoing one. She leaned up, lifting her hands to his face as one hand cupped his cheek and the other brushed over his chin, her fingers tracing along his lips as she studied him.
Her heart raced, pounding in her chest. She hesitated for a moment, fascinated by her body's reaction even as her cheeks burned with colour. She slipped her hands from his face, tracing down his neck and over his shoulders, marveling at the sensation of his jacket's texture beneath her palms. And then, she wrapped her arms around him, pulled him down to her and raising her face to his, she pressed her lips so gently, so tenderly to his in a soft caress.
Slowly she drew back, her eyes meeting his as she smiled and settled back against him.
"Definitely different, but not in a bad way...
... Better, I think."Tell me when I'm gonna live again Tell me when this fear will end Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside Tell me when I'll feel alive She fell quiet as she watched her chest rise and fall in time with his. Each breath bringing new scents and new tastes to her attention.
"Bath soap..."
Her voice was soft and contemplative as she smiled up at him. She had been able to smell in her previous form, but compared to this-- it seemed like a cheap knock off. This was so much richer... Underneath the scent of soap was the scent that was just him. Just Maximos. The scent of his skin, she breathed in deeply, drinking it in. It was soothing... but there was another scent. A scent that she could guess at and chose not too.
'Not right now... Just, for this moment... not yet.'
Rebirthing now! I wanna live for love, wanna live for you and me. Breathe for the first time now-- I come alive somehow. Rebirthing now! I Wanna live my life, wanna give you everything. Breathe for the first time now-- I've come alive somehow.
I've come alive somehow~
Leaning her cheek against his chest, she listened to the rhythm of his heart, his seemed to sing in harmony with hers, a soft melody of 'We're alive! We're alive!~'
She was so happy, she had waited so long to see him again, and while their meeting was a bittersweet one, she was truly happy, truly thankful, that in this moment, they could be together.
Max was the most important thing in the whole world to her. She would fight forever to live beside him, to stay with him so that always, always they could be together.
"I love you, Nii-chan."
The smile on her face echoed the honesty and warmth of her words as she tilted her head back to look up at him, as she reached for his hand and gave it a little squeeze...
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>___________________>;;
She made a face and glanced from his hand to his face accusingly.
"Ah... Nii-chan...
... You were touching...
...and you weren't wearing gloves."
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Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 1:32 am
Maximos felt like a monster. Like he was doing some horrible thing.
Part of him hated it, part of him deep and far behind the heart reveled in it.
There were screams and please through his hand and a wave of emotions he wished he could relent to. But they were lose, they were swallowed by the very malice that possessed the arm itself.
He was causing her so much pain, so much agony. But...birth was agonizing. Nothing in life worth having was easily attained and life itself was no exception. It was those that made it through this struggle that earned the right to live.
Her chest heaved, and she breathed such ragged and desperately deep breaths. He could feel the burning scrape at the end of each breath. And then she leaned on him. Her breathing slowed and calmed, and he knew, he knew that this was not over. But he wrapped his arms around her, very gently, not constricting or squeezing. It was a worldless way of saying, "I'm here."
And then the next wave struck.
"AHHHHHHGGN!"
No one in this world is born possessing anything, no one is born clothed, and more over no one is born alone. Teira would be no different, neither Death, nor Fate, nor even Life could pull him away from her here and now.
And then, she wrapped her arms around him, pulled him down to her and raising her face to his, she pressed her lips so gently, so tenderly to his in a soft caress.
And they kissed.
He didnt pull away, he only stiffened for a moment before letting the moment flow. His face was as redder than her hair, like a balloon that just might pop if the wind blew right. But he was smiling, he was smiling from ear to ear the sort of wide and honest smile that almost never saw the light of day.
Slowly she drew back, her eyes meeting his as she smiled and settled back against him. He spoke. He felt hear pounding heart echoing against his chest. He felt her hands over him, like the hands of a child feeling everything for the first time, but only if that child had an adults mind. Soon she was settling, easing, into life, into reality. And she spoke.
"Definitely different, but not in a bad way...
... Better, I think."
He smiled, his mismatched eyes staring into hers. Maximos' mind was swimming. From outside he could not tell if everything was working according to form. The heart was beating, but was the brain sending? Was the spine coordinating? Were the organs all functioning? Did this body work? But more than that, he was swimming in feelings. Pride. Doubt. Fear. Concern. Happiness. All and all, he couldnt say anything. He just didnt know what to say. If he tried, it likely would have sounded as if he had just swallowed a dictionary and was vomiting up words randomly. But his eyes showed it all, his face said more words than any volume.
"Bath soap..."
His face turned a sort of red in the cheeks. Yes. Yes he did. He also smelled of a few not so pleasant things which he was sure she could also smell. This added a good deal of self consciousness to the list of tumultuous ideas and thoughts robbing his words. Of course, overlapping it all was a layer of relief. If she was noticing things like his scent, she wasnt dying in agony. That was good. And just as soon, his mind became clear as Teira said.
"I love you, Nii-chan."
His eyes snapped open wide. His mind rushed to not more than half an hour ago on the Island's surface. His mind replayed the scene slowly, so he could hear it, and feel it again.
"Hmmm....I love you Nii-Chan! I dont wanna leave!"
Maximos dropped to his knees nearly drowning in the imaginary hug that followed. His sword quivering in a shaky grasp. Pain crept around him like an old friend ready to drag him away with it forever. He didnt say those words that day, he couldnt...
I...lo...
He couldnt say it then. He couldnt say it on his knees in the dusty training ground. Teira might even recognize the pause, awkward an unnatural and then.
I...
Her hand squeezed his, and his squeezed in return, he gulped as if swallowing something large that had blockaded his throat for far too long and said.
I love you too...
And then again, slower and softer...
I love you too...
She made a face, like something was suddenly wrong. Like he had made some sort of mistake. A horrible face to make in the wake of a man saying something he felt so afraid to say. He wanted to immediately apologize for all of it! For the kiss, for the words, for something else he might have done but did not know! But then she said...
"Ah... Nii-chan...
... You were touching...
...and you weren't wearing gloves."
...And relief poured over him. He pulled her closer, keeping their hands interlaced as he put his arm around her and pulled her close. Things were so like last time. Teira was born and immediately she was close, she was touching him. But last time he felt so scared, so stiff. Now this time she was close, and he returned the sentiment. And then he whispered, only because he knew she'd hear. He said.
Its alright...I think its safe this time...
But as he held her, his head over hers and looking behind her, he made a gasp of sorts. He nearly forgot! It was something melancholy. But it was something more beautiful than he had ever planned it to be. Make spoke, his voice no longer uncertain but carrying a sort of bittersweet melancholy.
Born of my shadow...borne by her spirit...
A small, sad breath.
But we cant cannot carry you anymore...you must carry yourself...I know you are ready.
His hand would slip from Teira's, both resting on her shoulder as he gently pushed one and pulled the other, signaling her to turn around.
Turn around my dear...she served you well...now say farewell...
Behind Teira, was Teira. The old Teira. Perhaps now, in this new body she could understand why Max could have called the old a doll. And that was how she looked now. Her legs were bent, but her hands were folded over her chest, and her eyes were shut...sleeping. In her hands was a rose, a black rose that was once in this new forms hands.
She looked peaceful, serene. Like a porcelain doll. Completely with cracks. Small pencil lines. But they were spreading. A wind was blowing on the old Teira that niether Max nor the new could feel. Slowly bits of her were blowing away like ash caught in a gentle breeze. Filling each crack and beneath each ashy flake was a pale, violet glow. It was the last embers on a dying flame.
More and more of her form was covered until all at once it collapsed under its own weight. It was nothing messy, rather that she was there at one moment, and gone in the very next leaving only a pile of pale glowing violet and royal purple ash, the glow quickly fading. Soon all that would be left was this body, formed of Teira. Formed by how Teira had made herself over her life. No longer anyone else. And then, there was nothing.
Nothing but a black rose, resting on a very small mound of ash, inside of a coffin.
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Posted: Fri Jan 23, 2009 7:41 pm
It was those strong arms around her shoulders, that wordless 'I'm here' that helped guide her through the pain and confusion of the change. In a sense, she had shed the cocoon of her own body and was experiencing a metamorphosis into something more complete, more evolved, more beautiful.
A truer self then she'd known could exist.
Despite any feelings of malice, or any delight at the macabre process, it was the warmth and safety of his arms, that spoke loudest of all to her. It was his presence, watching over her that she would remember much later.
She might recall the look of not-quite-sane excitement, the thrill in his eyes, but she understood that look. It was the same look -she- got when she was fighting. Even against him. It was the face of something familiar, something with an awful, horrifying potential. But, she trusted him. Just as she'd trusted him not to sever her arm, she had trusted him, literally, with her soul. It was a trust that ran far deeper with merely trusting someone with your life... or your arm.
And that trust was rewarded.
Neither Death, nor Fate, nor even Life could pull him away from her here and now.
It was the strength of that connection, that bond of love and determination, that devotion that she felt. That welcomed her as she was reborn and took her first breath of life. It was that love that echoed in the very beat of her heart as she smiled up at him.
It welled within her breast, her heart fluttering like a caged thing that would burst free, the feeling was so overwhelmingly powerful as their lips met. As the tension ran out of his body and in that moment of tenderness they just simply were.
Just like Maximos had needed someone, needed her. She needed him.
Her feelings were complicated, their relationship, hard to define.
But simply existing together like this, there was no need for definitions. It was something they both recognized and understood deep down in their hearts, even if their minds hadn't quite made sense of it.
And she said the only words that made sense, the only words that fit what she felt, for someone had told her, that to 'love' was to need someone. To want to be around them, always. That to be without them, made you very sad...
"I love you, Nii-chan."
That was how she felt. The desire to be beside him, was so strong that it ate at her when they were apart. The feeling that she would do anything for him, to be with him.
She grinned up at him, her blush a mirror of his own red face as his eyes poured out all the things he couldn't put to words.
'I...'
Their fingers intertwined as he gave her a little squeeze back. And then, swallowing hard like he had just choked down one of D's super sized gumballs-- he spoke at the same time that she noticed and made a face, narrowing her eyes.
'I love you too...'
That distracted her! Her eyes widened slightly, as her heart skipped a beat and something tightened in her chest. It was one thing for her to tell him-- But this, this was the first time he'd told her. The first time he'd breached the wordless barrier and returned, what had up til now, had been unspoken, yet understood between them.
And then he said it again, softly, more gently and with certainty.
'I love you too...'
His words caressed her ears like the notes of a song. It was, the most beautiful thing, she'd ever heard. She smiled so wide at him, it felt as if her face would break. She KNEW that he loved her, she always had. But hearing it like this, made her happier than she could have thought possible.
And here too, she experienced something new, her stomach flip flopped. Her heart had turned into a butterfly, and there were more fluttering to get free in her tummy. It was weird but not unpleasant feeling.
Basking in the warmth that spread throughout her being, savouring these feelings, these sensations.
She was the happiest she'd ever been... And yet, it wasn't enough to make her forget about a very serious offense. Something that had been explained as being VERY important only a brief period of time ago, something that SHE had been accosted for--
The >____________> face returned and Maximos suddenly looked TERRIFIED.
"Ah... Nii-chan...
... You were touching...
...and you weren't wearing gloves."
All this talk about conduct and safety! And he hadn't just touched her body without gloves, no no, he had punched a hole through both her chests and grabbed her very soul with his bare hands! So much for his rule.
'Its alright...I think its safe this time... '
She still peered around at him suspiciously through narrow eyes, her face boasting a serious dose of 'O RLY' that said she wasn't falling for it. She was about to accuse him of trying to get out of trouble by making exceptions, but his voice stopped her. His chin resting atop her head and his arms around her, he gasped and then spoke, with a touch of something bittersweet colouring his voice.
'Born of my shadow...borne by her spirit...'
He paused, a small sad breath filled that momentary silence despite the words echoing in her ears, resonating like bells. They stirred something in her, and a sense of 'something's coming' filled her. Goosebumps raised on her arms, the little hairs on the back of her neck stood on end as she shivered.
'But we cant cannot carry you anymore...you must carry yourself...I know you are ready.
Turn around my dear...she served you well...now say farewell... '
She let his hands turn her around, directing her gaze to the shell of her former self. A lump rose in her throat as sadness swelled within her like a rising tide. Her previous body was laid out in an identical fashion to how the new body had been when she first opened the coffin. The rose that these hands held, was now clasped in unmoving fingers.
There was something so sad about the sight. Here was a part of herself, and even though it wasn't the case, thoughts of guilt for 'discarding' and 'abandoning' that which had given her form, protected her and allowed her to exist with him, to be a part of his world... this world... The tears stung her eyes and this time she couldn't contain them. They spilled down her cheeks as before her very eyes, her former, doll-like body began to break apart.
She recalled vaguely, her brother's words at the Crimson Hawk, warning her about her will manifesting physically. That without a will to exist, the body would break apart and die.
By removing the soul, the will had left and this empty vessel had nothing to hold it together. The cracks spread, they started slowly, and then began advancing down her limbs more rapidly, spreading out from her chest.
Reaching her arm out, She laid her flawless hand over the cracked one, gently, as if to let her former self know it was okay, that she hadn't left it to vanish alone.
She watched helplessly as the shell crumbled, pieces flaking off. Everything cracked and crumbled to dust. Like ash, small flakes of shadow peeled off and danced, drifting along on some unseen breeze, a soft violet glow, like the fading light of a dying sun, filtered through the breaks in her body, until the entire shell collapsed. Teira's hand grabbed at the pieces as if she would try and hold them together, but they slipped through her fingers as she cried. Nothing, all that remained was a pile of purple ashes, surrounded by the fading glow. With nothing left to contain it, the light was extinguished.
And that was it. Her shoulder's shook as she stared solemnly at the shimmering pile and the rose that sat delicately atop it. For a long moment she didn't say anything, and then slowly, almost reverently, she leaned forward, scooping up the ashed in her hands, the rose with it. She held them so tenderly, with so much respect as a gentle smile painted her face.
"In death, there is life. One must die to be reborn."
She had come a long way, from weeping over enchanted vegetables. (Although it was likely she would still weep if someone were to tell her her beloved Vider was going to die). And yet, she spoke, with an understanding and an insight, that she hadn't had before, a maturity garnered through the experiences of the past two years peeked out through that innocent face.
Her face focused and as she looked down, shadow flowed forth from her hands, as if it were liquid. It took shape, raising like walls around the ash, until it formed a tall long necked bottle with a wider rounder base. The shadow gripped the rose, coating it and pushing it into place, as the liquid darkness hardened. In her hands, she held an elegant black bottle, with a rose stopper. the black was that 'true' black, that reflected in it, all the colours of the spectrum in a soft iridescent shimmer. Very carefully she hugged the bottle to her chest and turned around to face her brother.
She gathered herself, wiping her eyes with one hand and smiled. Whispering softly she said,
"Thank you."
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Posted: Fri Jan 23, 2009 8:15 pm
"In death, there is life. One must die to be reborn."
He smiled now.
It was a soft, fragile thing that barely played at the edges of his mouth.
She had a learned a lesson here that an assortment of vegetables could never teach. She had not really been living until he left his life. He had been born again, in death. But more so, she could never appreciate what it truly meant to die, until she had experienced the gift of life.
Now perhaps, Teira would understand the preciousness of the form in which she currently lived. Could she imagine Maximos where she was, placing her remains in a bottle but knowing that her death, was not an evolution but simply a loss? And so now perhaps she could treat her life with caution. True, her soul could last outside longer than most others, but it would still be prey for the Reapers. A fact that the Shadow of Death could not revel as much as his lips beckoned him too.
In Teira's death, and rebirth there were a thousand lessons and sentiments that he wished he could expound on. But, the very need to expound on such would show she was not ready to learn them. And some may need time to penetrate and permeate.
"Thank you."
She said, his eyes meeting hers. He could see it was true and honest, and that she had learned much simply from the fact she had saved to ashes and rose. She did not leave the body, but preserved the memory. She appreciated.
Words escaped for response. "Your welcome" was too pathetically small. What he wanted and needed to say, she already knew and so the point was to bring it to the fore and remind her of it. And he did, with a smile. She knew the kind. The rare kind that shows flecks of a man, a hero, a good person now lost so long ago. It made a very distinct line to those that looked close enough, it shined out above the other smiles. And he met her eyes with it.
The moment could have last an eternity if there wasnt a knock on the door.
It was a Skellion, Skellie for short. A tall outline of a man cut out from shadow and pasted against shadow, it wore a gray theatre mask with two beading violet eyes, and its black hand knocked against the inside of a partly opened door.
Maximos looked up at it, and nodded, and it bowed, shut the door, and left. Then he turned back to Teira, an apology that was never spoke on his features as he said.
We really mus'nt keep Walter waiting. He's in the gymnasium preparing your next present.
Maximos moved to stand, and help Teira. Because, Teira might notice something the moment she tried to stand....She was heavy. She had bone now, and flesh, and meat, and blood! That was all much heavier than an empty shell. What was more, she had to work her legs and she had simply never done that with these legs before. It might take some work but Maximos would help her to her feet and to the door.
A bandaged hand would rest on the door and begin to shove it open before he suddenly froze in place like a deer in headlights. He'd turn back, with something of a grimmace and say.
And what would Walter say if he saw you dressed like that?
That, being nothing.
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Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2009 9:43 pm
- TAP TAP TAP - The knock on the door startled Teira as her head whipped around to see who was there. She relaxed as her gaze rested on the Skellie. Allowing herself a brief moment to appreciate it's design, she noted that her brother knew how to make things practical and yet pleasing. She especially liked the aesthetics of the theatre mask and how it drew attention to the eyes. Striking eyes that seemed to weep violet.
As it departed Teira turned her attention back to her brother, she smiled, answering the needless apology with her own wordless reply. 'We really mus'nt keep Walter waiting. He's in the gymnasium preparing your next present. 'He said it.
The magic words. She went to jump to her feet and found that her legs were suddenly all a tangle. Her expression was both indignant and shocked as she tripped over her own leaden limbs and feel face first in a most ungraceful manner.
"Aiyya!"
Only a steady, helping hand stopped her from doing a face plant. She looked at him sheepishly as she accepted the hand. Grateful that she'd just been spared kissing concrete, but annoyed that something so gods-blasted simple, was suddenly so difficult!
She let him help her walk, as she focused on simply placing one foot in front of the other. She was going to have spend a lot of hours working out to get these new legs in shape if she hoped to be able to anything that resembled dancing or fighting in the near future. She could just IMAGINE trying to do a pirouette when she was having trouble simply standing. 'And what would Walter say if he saw you dressed like that?' "...!"
Teira's eyes widened in horror as she realized what Max said, startling her out of her thoughts. She let her gaze fall as she looked over her naked body and imagined what the butler would have to say indeed.
A grimace twisted her face even as her cheeks flushed.
She made a move to step away from Maximos, to retrieve her forgotten cloak, stumbled and stopped.
Holding the bottle of ashes in one hand, she held out the other and closed her eyes. One of the first things Walter had ever taught her, was how to form her own clothing,
Shadows gathered around her figure, concealing her form and then taking shape as they fell in styled lengths. An ebony bodice, corseted and trimmed with delicate floral lace. A flowing skirt that was higher in the front and trailed at the back fell around her legs. This too was edged in the delicate lace. She'd picked a short front for the skirt as not to trip over it and make walking any more of a challenge than it already was. However, she left her feet bare, shoes too would hinder her ability to move at this point.
A black walking staff, almost taller than she was, took shape in her outstretched hand. As her fingers closed around it, she opened her eyes and shifted all her weight onto her new walking stick and looked to her brother for approval.
"Better?"
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