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 Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 12:07 pm
Yay! I made Tookie speachless!
Whoo...
The twenty sixth, eh?
We'll see...
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 12:10 pm
...I'm a little nervous now. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 12:11 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 12:12 pm
Well I just don't know if I'm going to know how to appreciate whatever it is you're going to do...
I don't get much of this sort of thing. That and I'm pretty convinced I don't deserve it.
So uhh...
Yeah. redface
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 12:20 pm
You don't have to appreciate.
I'm doing it for myself and for you.
See, I have a real friend here, and I've never even met her. She knows the most about me, more than my life friends. I trust her and I've neve reven met her.
Your true friends don't have to be the ones you've met in person or live near. They are the ones that care the most about you and the ones that you trust the most.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 12:25 pm
Well, that'd be nice to have.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:01 pm
How do you know that we aren't your friends? The people you talk to in this guild I mean.
We care about you.
Do you care about us? Do you consider us as your friends or as simply online buddies?
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:06 pm
You're talking to the emotionally dead, Jar. That, and I don't want to make any assumptions as to how others feel towards me if it's in the positive light.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:19 pm
Emotionally dead? Well you have to change that about yourself if you don't like your solitude. I love and savour my solitude, but again, I don't think that I could bear long periods of time without my friends. Friends, can you even call them that? I mean, no, not like the Americans, my friends and I aren't too close. I don't really open up unless I need to. All the ranting I did after my ex girlfriend dumped me, I needed to do that. But then I felt so bad, because I was mean to one of my friends, which I'm sure all of you know, and after being mean and rude to her, she was still there for me. Always there, kind and gentle, always listening altough she has enough troubles in her own life.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:31 pm
I used to love solitude.
Then I spent so much of my time in i tthat no one was there for me when I wanted to come back to them.
So now I'm kind of stuck with it.
And solitude does not equal emotionally dead.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:38 pm
Well the people in this guild are here for you.
Why not give them a try? It seems to me like you're pushing everyone away.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 2:43 pm
Maybe I am. But what's sad about it is that to be completely honest, I'm trying more than I ever was before to pull them to me.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 4:09 pm
Then why not let the people who are near you be even closer?
You're afraid to open up, or so I think.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 4:10 pm
Because there aren't any.
None, within the physical realm of my life anyway.
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Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2005 4:19 pm
Well why not us as apparently it's your best bet?
I'm serious when I'm saying that the person whom I trust the most is on Gaia. I've never met her in my life. Talked to her on the phone, but never met her.
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