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 Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 8:42 pm
He slumped and sighed "Sorry... you can come back in the morning then. I don't take my potion until after breakfast.... if I remember..."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 8:52 pm
She frowned slightly with the feeling she was about to do something incredible stupid, "No...I don't really think you should be alone like this..."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 8:59 pm
He blinked in surprise "Oh.. well I'm sure Chev will be back.... eventually...." He smiled a bit forcefully "I don't want you to feel you have to stay when you don't want to. I'll be fine."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:06 pm
"I have a difficult time believing that of one who has no sense and admits to it willingly."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:23 pm
"I may admit that but it doesn't mean i then need to be watched like a child..."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:25 pm
"Then how would you have me watch you?"
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:26 pm
He shrugged "I don't MIND you staying... I just don't like the feeling your only staying to make sure I don't kill myself or something..."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:29 pm
"Why - was that on the agenda?" she asked dryly.
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:35 pm
"No but thats how everyone treats me. I know I'm going to die so why would I try to kill myself now??"
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:42 pm
She shrugged, "You got me. I wanna know why you're not fighting harder to live."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:48 pm
He just shrugged "Won't change anything. I want to know why others want me TO live... or fight to live."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:55 pm
"What else is there but to live?" she demanded.
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 10:03 pm
"Thats not good enough. Whats living? Being alive.. simply drifting and existing? I've done that my whole life... its not worth staying alive for...." He trailed off looking pensive and shrugged "It doesn't matter anyway... just ignore me. These potions tend to make me depressed..."
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 10:09 pm
"No kidding - you're almost tolerable," she said scoffing. "And what else is there? You don't live - then what?"
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2009 10:14 pm
He gave a wan smile "You can be alive and not live. Existing isn't living." He frowned "I think... I've existed too long and its catching up to me now. I'm not living... so then I don't have to exist either..."
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