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Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 3:47 pm
Found out I'm the third one to die in my school's play. =[
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Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 8:58 pm
Thought about the girl I am in love with. Got really depressed for no particular reason. Found out that my plans with one of my best friends for today fell through, due to them having an unexpected family visit. Called my other best friend to come with me instead. They couldn't. I tried for like an hour to convince them, getting more panicky and depressed by the second, for no reason whatsoever. They still couldn't. Went in my room and cried. Found someone to go with me. The boy and the girl did NOT get together by the end of the movie. Then, when we came out, I ran into a couple friends of the girl I am in love with. Then, I ran into THE girl I am in love with. Got a hug and few words of conversation. Not much else. Stood there with my friend while she and her friends chatted. Couldn't stop shaking. She walked away without so much as a glance back. Still shaking. Couldn't call either of my best friends to talk about it. Can't eat. Still shaking.
Love sucks.
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Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 9:11 pm
sabaku_no_rebecca Thought about the girl I am in love with. Got really depressed for no particular reason. Found out that my plans with one of my best friends for today fell through, due to them having an unexpected family visit. Called my other best friend to come with me instead. They couldn't. I tried for like an hour to convince them, getting more panicky and depressed by the second, for no reason whatsoever. They still couldn't. Went in my room and cried. Found someone to go with me. The boy and the girl did NOT get together by the end of the movie. Then, when we came out, I ran into a couple friends of the girl I am in love with. Then, I ran into THE girl I am in love with. Got a hug and few words of conversation. Not much else. Stood there with my friend while she and her friends chatted. Couldn't stop shaking. She walked away without so much as a glance back. Still shaking. Couldn't call either of my best friends to talk about it. Can't eat. Still shaking. Love sucks. I solemnly swear I am up to no good.
Yeah it does sometimes -hugs you tight-
Mischief managed.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 2:39 pm
PyroDogs94 I solemnly swear I am up to no good.
Yeah it does sometimes -hugs you tight-
Mischief managed. Thanks muches.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 2:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 6:30 pm
I solemnly swear I am up to no good. Ugh. Shitshitshit. I have all this history HW i'm tryin to do and now i look & there's a ******** essay and journal and BOOK TO READ for english in order to do said essay and journal. fml. No more tv tonight. Giving me a headache anyway. And Miley ******** Cyrus is stuck in my head. /rant.
Mischief managed.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:56 pm
Thinking that my boyfriend was going to ask me something important and special. Instead he asked me what movie I wanted to watch after homecoming. [[Which could be worse, but I was expecting something else]]
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 3:42 pm
* My outfit and hair did not cooperate.
* I had a math test AND a quiz in psychology.
* Everyone had cake in Japanese. Except me. Because my tastebuds hate me and refuse to touch chocolate cake.
* I get to be in a group with a bunch of strangers in history, which is a class full of PEOPLE I HATE. (My only friends in there are assigned to different groups than me.)
* My 'monthly surprise' popped up unexpectedly.
* All of my friends are going to have a sleepover on Friday night and then head off for a fabulous weekend in San Francisco on Saturday. Me? No, *I* can't go... I have to go to my grandma's stupid BIRTHDAY dinner on Friday, and then Saturday I have a FUNERAL to attend to; for my grandpa who died a couple days ago. Wow. That sounds like SO MUCH FUN.
* I'm still moody from the aftereffects of seeing and failing to to have a decent conversation with the LOVE of my LIFE on Sunday, who, by the way, I can have no contact with whatsoever.
Gee, ain't life great?
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 3:52 pm
sabaku_no_rebecca * My outfit and hair did not cooperate.* I had a math test AND a quiz in psychology.* Everyone had cake in Japanese. Except me. Because my tastebuds hate me and refuse to touch chocolate cake.* I get to be in a group with a bunch of strangers in history, which is a class full of PEOPLE I HATE. (My only friends in there are assigned to different groups than me.)* My 'monthly surprise' popped up unexpectedly.* All of my friends are going to have a sleepover on Friday night and then head off for a fabulous weekend in San Francisco on Saturday. Me? No, *I* can't go... I have to go to my grandma's stupid BIRTHDAY dinner on Friday, and then Saturday I have a FUNERAL to attend to; for my grandpa who died a couple days ago. Wow. That sounds like SO MUCH FUN.* I'm still moody from the aftereffects of seeing and failing to to have a decent conversation with the LOVE of my LIFE on Sunday, who, by the way, I can have no contact with whatsoever.Gee, ain't life great? I solemnly swear I am up to no good.
Yes actually, life is quite great. You should look at everything separately and it won't seem so shitty overall.
Mischief managed.
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 4:41 pm
Sliced my thumb open under the nail and lost my voice. Also I realized that tomorrow is Wednesday.
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 4:44 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 4:58 pm
my kitten keeping me awake from 5am.
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 5:21 pm
Rooming with people I really don't want to because of band.
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 4:20 am
Zealous Blue I bought special cookies off some girl dressed as a fairy at this giant hippie concert in Golden Gate Park yesterday.
They had way more than pot in them. I felt like such s**t.
It's been almost 24 hours and my eyes are still dilated. I was so unbelievably close to asking people where the ******** I was that day. Lmao.
Oh & my mother telling me I need to get laid. Or maybe just that shes right. confused
But that was for yesterday. :l
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 2:50 pm
I solemnly swear I am up to no good. father -insert long string of cussing here-
Mischief managed.
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