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 Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 6:16 pm
Isaac glances slowly up towards Akio, blushing and quickly glancing back down. Akio didn't make him uncomfortable in any way, but he usually never played for an audience. He usually used the guitar to release pent up emotions and to forget things for a while. Maybe if he could play for Akio, he would forget, if only for a moment. The song chaned, becoming softer and slower, turnning into a lullaby. His voice became softer as well, barely heard. He hoped that Akio would be able to sleep soon. That would help him forget as well... and god knows the poor boy needed the rest. Isaac smiles a little, looking back up to Akio, eyes deep blue. Jordyn knew that Kyo couldn't offer any advice, knowing that if he did, it would be fake and he would probably resent it. But nonetheless, it was great to have him there, to be in his arms. Isaac had been so scared that Kyo would be mad at him for this, but even knowing him only a day, Jordyn knew Kyo wouldn't be able to bring himself to it. He was beginning to calm down, nuzzling his face into Kyo's neck and hair.
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 6:18 pm
((Ah... I'm so out of it, but I'm sooo happy. -w- I've been able to spend a lot more time with John and he walks me to my classes sometimes and he gave me his Marti Gras beads. heart whee ))
His eyes began to droop and he yawned slightly, his tiredness beginning to take over him. He smiled, eyes half shut, and was lulled by the song. His head leaned back into the cusion and his eyes drooped heavier than ever. His last glipse was of Isaac, playing peacufully and looking happy, and then his eyes fluttered shut a final time before they closed.
He heald the other close, finding peace in the solidarity of their combined warmth. His hand gently stroked the back of Jordyn's head, fingers running through his hair. He angled his head slightly to kiss the other's temple.
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 6:38 pm
Isaac watched Akio drift off into slumber, his heart thumping heavily at the peaceful look on his lover's face. That's all he wantedin the first place. He kept playing, though much softer and without words, as if any words would desecrate the moment. After a few minutes, he carefully places the guitar on the floor, and stands. He climbs carefully onto the couch behind Akio, barely making an movements, none of them big, so as not to wake him up. He slides down beside him, one arms gently draping over him as he pressed close. he whispers softly to the sleeping form, "I love you and no distance can kill that..." He gently kisses Akio's neck before settling and drifting into his own nightmarish, but relatively calm slumber. After a few moments, Jordyn pulls back and gazes up at Kyo. He smiles weakly, his tears totally dry now as he whispers humbly, "Thanks, rossignal." He straightens up, starting the car. He looked totally apathetic now, his face calm, his eyes set. He glances to Kyo with a small smile, "Everything will work out... I may go live with her instead of Isaac.... My brother deserves a loving relationship for once.... I've had my share of relationships.... And I can visit you any time I want to..." He pulls out, his eyes now refusing to look at Kyo. Even saying that was hard, and now thinking about his words was wrecking havoc on his spirit. But he kept a calm face.
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 6:49 pm
Somewhere in his subconscius, his mind noted the added warmth and Isaac falling asleep beside him, but it wasn't enough to wake Akio. His lips curled up slightly in a smile as his dreams took him into the blissful visitations of the subcncious.
((What's "rossignal"?))
"You don't have to do that..." he said quietly, eyes turning to look at Jordyn. "You... both you and Isaac have the right to be selfish, if you can call it that..." He smiled slightly and lifted a hand to stroke Jordyn's face. "I'm sure things will work out eventually..."
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 7:10 pm
About 2 hours later, Isaac awakes startled, but without movement. He just lays there, wide awake, eyes wide open and panting softly. He subconsciously slides closer to Akio so his chest was against the other's back, nuzzling his faceinto Akio's hair. He sighs. It wasn't a horrible dream, but it wasn't good either. And the worst thing about was that it was so realistic. The tears, the needle, Akio begging him; it had all be so clear in the dream. He shudders slightly, feeling chilly, very chilly. ((hehe, its a nickname, you'll find out later. It's French)) Jordyn tilts his head slightly to lean it into Kyo's hand, his face still calm but his eyes deepening. he wanted to be selfish, more than anything. He could finally feel, and the emotions felt so amazing even tough there were good and bad sides. he remembered past relationship, lying in the sweaty sheets while a man overtop of him labored in and out. And he remembered not feeling anything. Nothing... And in the past day he had cried and laughed and glowed with love and hapiness. All in one day, all bcause of Kyo. He turns his head to place a quick kiss on Kyo's hand, "I know.... I want to be selfish..."
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Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2006 4:33 pm
Istarikitsunelover Seth Masters "Ikari...I won't I promise. I just wanted you to feel the same, but you were...being...you I guess and it made me think that you didn't want me. You are the most amazing person I have ever met, you are beautiful and perfect and mine and I won't leave you, unless you leave me." Seth whispered to Ikari as he peppered his head with kisses. Seth's tears had died down and he was clutching to Ikari in emotion and need. "Ikari listen to me. I need you, I need you because I love you, I don't love you because I need you. I hope you understand what I am saying." In a burst of surprise to both of them, Ikari tilted his head up to touch their lips together, a brief and soft kiss. Even with tear-stained cheeks, Seth was undoubtedly gorgeous, someone who was to envy, and though that didn't matter to Ikari, it did make him a little more posessive. Holding Seth by the material on his chest, he dared to kiss the blue haired boy harder. (pfft...I keep leaving and coming back, and hopefully I can be back to stay...grr...)
http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=2119086
I want you guys to read it, you don't have too but...you know, I would like it if you did and pmed me with what you think of the first chapter so far.))
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Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2006 5:07 pm
Akio's subconscious registered a slight movement around him and he becan to drift back into consciousness. His mind took some time to become fully functional and it was a little while before he registered that Isaac was awake. He blinked a bit. It was still dark outside, so he probably hadn't slept that long... He shifted slightly to get into a more comfortable position.
He nodded, lips gently curved up in what was almost a smile, but couldn't be described as happy. "I'm sure you'll do what's best," he said softly. "Just be happy... and if you won't do it for yourself, then do it for me..." He smiled and his hand slipped around the others shoulder, Kyo leaning to the side slightly so the other's driving wouldn't be affected too much.
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Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2006 6:51 pm
Isaac freezes as he feels Akio waking infront of him. He whispers softly, "Sorry... Hey, one second..." He sits up, stretching and gazing around the dark dorm room as if it were the wilderness. He finally climbs off the sofa and turns back to Akio. He kneels, kissing his lover on the tip of his nose before hoisting him up into his arms, "We'll both have bad backs if we sleep on the couch..." He caries him to the bed, sitting down and sliding both of them under the covers. His head was hurting really bad and he could feel the sweat seeping form his glands. He felt so hot. e changeshis mind, sliding out of the covers and laying on top of them. snuggling his body closer to Akio's. His skin was cold and clammy. He whispers softly, "I love you so much..." Jordyn sighs, watching the road and every once in a while glancing at Kyo. He whispers, "I just don't know how to make everything work out..." He leans slightly to Kyo's touch, knowing that no matter what he did Kyo would be there for him. Kyo didn't want him moving away and it was after all farther from the reservation to Kyo's house than it was to Isaac's dorm. He shakes his head slightly, finally changing the subject, "Where should we go?"
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Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2006 7:02 pm
"Mmmmm..." he said, mind still groggy with sleep. He was too disoriented and sleepy to protest as Isaac picked him up. When he was set down, he carresed the side of Isaac's face lightly with one hand. He could feel the other's sweat and was concerned. "Are you okay...?" he asked, worry etched in his voice.
He blinked at the sudden question. "Ah... I don't know. I didn't really have anything in mind... we could go back to my house, if you want. It's a bit cold to be outside..." He spoke softly, thinking. Where should they go? THat was a question that could be asked on many levels...
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Posted: Fri Mar 03, 2006 7:24 pm
Isaac lays his head back, smiling a little, "I'm ok, just feeling a little funny..." He strokes Akio's hair, just gazing into his eyes beside him. He finally whispers, "It's hard not to give in... its barely been a week since I threw the needles away and..." He sighs heavily, burying his face in his pillow and shivering. Jordyn glances to Kyo and smiles a little bit, "But... your parents... Hmmm, I'll show you my place..." They traveled through Kyo's ton to the next city line and just past. He pulls the car into the parking lot of an apartment complex. The place didn't look all that new, but not necessarily bad. he purrs softly, "Don't worry, the roaches don't bite unless you piss them off..." He gets out of the car with Kyo, locking it before going up to his room. His room was anything but plain. The walls were back, but so much paint was splattered overtop of it that the room wasn't all that dark. Some of the splotches had the marks of fingers running through them, turned into abstract shapes and face. In fact, a majority of the shapes were faces and bodies, all of which grotesque and exaggerated, some of them comical, others like a demented nightmare. Jordyn whispers, "They don't bite either..." The furniture was simple all periwinkle blue color, a couch, a double sized bed, a recliner. he had a tv, but it was really old. His "kitchen" was a microwave and a minifridge.
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Posted: Sat Mar 04, 2006 2:06 pm
He nodded and bit his lip a bit before speaking. "You don't have to do that... to give it up... for me..." he said softly. His arms slipped around the other, nuzzling his face slightly in the other's chest.
He looked around the place, deffinate interest on his face. He walked over to the wall and looked at the splotches. "I guess this makes two of us, huh..." he said with a bit of a grin on his face, refurring to the splotches that had previously covered all the walls until he had uncovered one of them.
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Posted: Sat Mar 04, 2006 2:12 pm
Isaac shakes his head, "I want to though.... I know it will hurt both of us if I don't... And I love you too much to put us in danger...." He hugs him tightly, "I overdosed that day.... and I'm not going to do it ever again...." He lays his head back, breathing a little hard. His stomach was hurting, but it was nothing compared to the way it was the day he threw the needles out.
Jordyn smiles a little bit, "Yea, except I've all ready peeled away what was covering them up..." He sighs softly, laying his face against Kyo's back. He whispers softly, "Do you want something to drink?.... to eat?"
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Posted: Sat Mar 04, 2006 2:30 pm
He smiled. "You can do it... I know you can..." he said softly. He closed his eyes and moved a bit closer to Isaac. Isaac might not be cold (he's not under the sheets), but it was still winter (or not... but it hasn't been Christmas yet) and it was very cold.
He thought for a moment. "Yeah... food sounds good. And some water... What time is it, anyway?" he asked. He didn't have a watch and it felt strange to him not to know when he was.
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Posted: Sat Mar 04, 2006 2:35 pm
Isaac smiles a little, "Thanks..." He slides back under the blankets and pulls tem over Akio as well, "Here.... you're too cold..." He wraps his arms around him, snuggling close to provide more warmth despite his own cool clammy skin. Jordyn smiles a little, "I'm not sure how much food I have beyond poptarts and popcorn... But we can order Chinese or something... I don't care, its up to you, rossignal."
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Posted: Sat Mar 04, 2006 2:43 pm
His eyes fluttered shut once more and his breathing steadied. Within several minutes he had fallen asleep again, air escaping in and out of his mouth with gentle sighs.
"Anything is fine..." He looked perplexed for a moment. "What's 'rossignal?'" he asked curiously.
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