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 Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:24 pm
Billy nods. "I wasn't actually planning on it." he replies. He's getting stressed again though, being so close to Dom, but not wanting to touch the other boy. "Can I smoke in here?" he asks, all fidgety and junk.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:25 pm
The asian stands up, opens the curtains and the window, "As long as I remember to use air freshener after, so mom doesn't notice."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:26 pm
And billy lights up. The nicotine pumping through his veins calms him a bit, but not very much. "Dom, I love you. I need you to know that."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:27 pm
Dominic blinks a little, since that had kind of come out of nowhere. He fiddles with his hair a little, "I know that. But I know you love him too."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:29 pm
Billy sighs, almost defeatedly. "I know. And I've tried to stop. I really have. I know that nothing will EVER come from it, and it's stupid to feel this way but I can't stop." he says. "And I didn't mean for what happened this morning to happen. I really didn't. If I'd been thinking, or more awake, or something, it wouldn't have. I don't want to hurt you."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:33 pm
"I know you didn't mean for it to happen... hell, he could have got pissed off at you too, and I know you don't want that. But... I think I've been really damn accepting about this whole situation... and then I see you kiss him... a ******** romantic kiss too, and it really ******** hurts. Almost like a betrayal, or something." Dom resists the urge to punch his wall again, since that would probably ruin his trying to hide the fact that he'd hurt his hand thing.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:37 pm
"I know you've been good about it and I know it makes it worse. I am really really sorry though." Billy says, eyes shining. "I can't even tell you how sorry I am because... because I don't know!" he takes a few breaths, tro try and calm himself a little. "I didn't mean it. I can't say I didn't want it to happen, because that would be a lie. The truth though, is that I didn't want it to happen then. Especially not since I have you." he stands up. "I really hope that we can get through this, and it won't happen again." He turns to leave. "I love you, and I don't think that there's anything I can say to make it better."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:44 pm
Dominic grabs Billy's hand to stop him from leaving, but he's looking down, "I love you too. And I'm sure I'll get over this, it's just rough right now."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:45 pm
Billy nods, but doesn't turn. he doesn't want Dom to see the tears in his eyes. I don't want to have the tears in my eyes.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:47 pm
The redhead bites his lower lip a bit, then lets go of Billy's hand since he's feeling rather awkward again, "I guess I'll... see you tomorrow then. I should feel a bit calmer by then."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:49 pm
Billy nods again. He *really* doesn't want to be away from dom at all. But if that's the way the asian wants it... "Ok. I'll see you then." he manages to choke out.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:51 pm
Dom rubs the back of his neck, not wanting Billy to go but not really being able to think of a way to stop or delay him, "Thanks for the cigarettes."
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:53 pm
Billy turns to face him, one tear trailing down his cheek. He meets Dom's eyes and nods, then, without thinking of what the consequences might be, he leans forward and wraps Dom in a fierce hug, burying his face in the asian's shoulder, which is no small feat considering the height difference.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:57 pm
He wraps his arms around Billy, rather automatically, but he doesn't consider it a bad reaction. He leans his head against Billy's. Unfortunately, he can't seem to think of anything soothing to say, so he just hopes that holding Billy will be enough for now.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 8:59 pm
Billy's body trembles with sobs and he find that now that he's latched onto Dom, he can't let go. He curses himself for sucking at acting, because he can't hide how he's feeling at all, not even for enough time for him to leave before breaking down.
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