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Her eyes widened. Well thanks for not doing that I guess.....yes I'm ready. Then she was thinking to herself. This is ridiculous. Sakura is that weak that she has to play mind games....

"Well, so much for that plan. neutral , Id better get back to Sakura." Xaggeta thought to him self, worried for Sakuras wll being. He then left back to the city.

"oh come on Kiara....you don't mean that." Edward voice broke through her thoughts. He stepped out from the trees and he stood there, hands in pockets and he was looking down at his boots.

"I don't want to leave you alone in your condition. That would be very reckless on my part." He said quietly.

"Come on Kiara!" He said in a pleading voice. His hand looked at the slash but it healed too quickly to have to worry about. "Please hear me out?"

"There is nothing wrong with you." He said calmly, "I have saw your thoughts they are painful even though I havent experienced them like you have. But please don't tell me that I don't understand." He said advancing towards her calmly.

"Thanks for saying that, but you don't need to lie to me. And you can try and understand all you want, I know you would try your best, but it isn't the same, I can't describe it, I don't even understand." She said as her nails dug into her arm. "I have loads of fear, as you can tell......I feel like you, standing right here in front of me, could shatter away any second, like I am just hallucinating, and then all of the sudden I have this urge of hate, and to kill, all this rage trying to drown out my fear, but niether of them are winning, they are just tearing me apart from the inside out. I know lots have confidence in me, YOU have confidence in me, but really, is that enough? You know that I was on the brink of giving this up before, I didn't want to be this monster. Just to be a normal teenage girl, normal friends, parents, and a boyfriend even....... To have minor human problems. And I'm not talking a hunter either, I'm talk about a human, who has no idea our world exits...........hunters had a choice, you and Envi had a choice in entering this world, I don't know what your thoughts were on becoming a vampire, but when you were a hunter you had a choice. You remember me then, the nieve little kid who didn't like what you were doing, I wanted to block it all out, but the full force was unleashed on me. Of corse then I was trained to fight, even as a human, but what else are you to do, when you are surrounded by this world of superbeings huh? Now it is even worse...... I just........want out...............but then I don't, and now more than ever I couldn't cause no 'normal' human has this much fear or anger or desire to ki--" She jumped at the sound of Xaggeta's voice the fear evident in her eyes for that she was afraid, but now she was also afraid of herself. She shifted to lycan form and got down in a pouncing position. Her fluffy fur sticking straight up as she bared her teeth. "What exactly are you thinking of?" She asked Xaggeta, her voice strong and amused. She did have an urge to kill, she didn't know why, maybe it was from being in hell, whatever it was she had to get it in control before she hurt an innocent victum. Of corse she was willing to hurt Xaggeta, if that is what she meant. Edward, don't let me hurt anyone, I'm loosing control and I can't..... She was fighting with her inner self as the ripping sound rumbled out of her throat. Get back.....before I hurt you.....I'm about to loose it.... She snapped her jaws. Backing up in a defensive posture in between Edward and Xaggeta as if they were both the enimies and she was ready to attak either one at any instant.

((wow this is looonnnggg))

Edward glared at Xaggeta, everything that Kiara had said droned out. "Is that really nessacary?" He demanded with acid in his voice.