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 Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2005 3:54 pm
Damian Myrddin Montigo Dominic I don't like thongs. stare *looks are your avatar* In real life or in Gaia? XD
I got told I would look hot in one, I almost puked.
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Posted: Sat Jun 04, 2005 12:41 am
I would really like to know when i become the entire worlds freaking therapist. Really I'm not fed up with it and I don't really mind, but I would like to know when everyone decided they could talk to me about all their problems. Oh well I suppose I should take solace in the fact that i actually help people and they seem to benefit from my advice. God, I'm just too damn nice!
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2005 1:15 pm
Dear anonymous friend,
Do you remember when we used to talk for hours about nothing? Remember when we made all those stupid pictures and had Photoshop Wars? That was great. The nazi squirrels rocked. Oh yeah, and all the dirty things we'd do if we had access to the Jedi Mind Tricks.
Remember when I first got LJ and you were the only person on my friends list? God, I must have flooded your page so much with all my lame entries. I remember when you gave me the names of everyone else we knew on LJ so I wouldn't just be bugging you anymore.
You were always there, even when I didn't want to let you be. Even if it was a stupid joke, you had something to say. When I was hardcore crushing on Jovo, even though you hated his guts, you were the one that urged me to go for it. When I was being needlessly paranoid, you were the one talking me down and being logical.
You meant more to me than I told you.
I'm sorry. I used you. I wanted a piece of what you had. I wanted to be like you. I guess I hoped some of you would rub off me. I guess it didn't work.
So much has happened and now I can't even talk to you. The conversation we had today was the most agnozingly awkward thing I've ever endured. I guess this means that all the missed contacts weren't accidental. I guess falling out of touch was the intent.
I'm sorry it happened like this.
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2005 1:35 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2005 9:31 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2005 9:42 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2005 6:10 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 1:15 am
Thanks.
Normally, I would have kept the drama limited to my LJ, but he's still on my friends list. I don't quite have the guts to remove him, because I don't really want him to be gone, but I'm a little afraid to say that where he can see it.
It just... really sucks.
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:15 am
sad *hug*
The roadtrip going well?
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2005 8:15 pm
Astri sad *hug* The roadtrip going well? Mm-hm. Though, sleeping in a van with two straight guys isn't as much as you might think. And Tinsley has this uncanny ability to break computers. He broke my computer when we moved it into the apartment... twice. Then, the other day, he busted the wireless net card. Yeah, that sucked. We just left Ryan's house this morning. Now I'm in... Kansas... somewhere. I forget.
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2005 9:45 pm
xp for the breaking of the wireless net card.
And...I don't think I've ever been in Kansas. Or...anywhere near that part of the country, really...generally stick to the coasts.
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2005 2:42 am
Ok this isn't directed at anyone, seriously, but I am so tired of people misinterpreting EVERYTHING I say, I mean please tell me if everything I say is rude or offensive, but when I try to convey my OWN feelings about bisexuals I get smacked and told my thoughts are wrong and I've offended, and when I don't know a SINGLE thing about furries or anthromorpics I get told I took an uneducated guess!!I mean I really like everyone here and I also like to have an opinion, but so as not to offend I try my hardest to be as humble as possible because I sincerely don't want anyone to get upset, but it seems like anything I say someone does. I mean if I come off as rude or offensive please tell me, I'm serious, I try soo hard to fill my messages with heart 3nodding and even the humble sweatdrop (I don't know much), I'm sure I'm over reacting and if I am I'm sorry...I really enjoy being active here again and I don't want to feel uncomfortable like last time.
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2005 8:40 am
All I can suggest is to examine your word choice. Look at a word and think if it could be seen as offensive by some people in some way. If it could, then select a word that wouldn't invoke negativity. It is difficult to convery messages accurately through text alone. I'm not very good at it either. Most people take me too seriously.
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2005 10:17 am
Uhm... If I could offer some advice it would be to just chill a bit. Everything here is generally meant in a friendly way even if it comes off as a condecending barb, and on the off chance it actually is just a condecending barb. Well screw them if they want to try to take someone down a peg or two because they don't know something about a topic then thats just sad. or at least thats my whole take on things.
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2005 11:41 pm
I appreciate your advice, and I do try to choose my words VERY carefully but even if I ask a question it seems like it's either, you're an uneducated moron or you're an ignorant biased a**, so it's hard to just say what i want to even if it's not an opinion.
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