Welcome to Gaia! ::

I'm in a little more than like with a guy from Texas I've known for 3 years.

lol he graduated this year 4laugh

and he likes me a lot too.

and I'm still going out with Colin, but he ignores me, loves WoW more than me (even though we shared such intimate times together, but that's all we do. We play video games, and then we ********. Make love? I do love him, but, he's... :/ I'm too complex, he says. All he wants is a girlfriendship because we're in high school, and... Well, I expected too much out of him. God, this is a long parenthesized thing.), and we have nothing in common anymore. I'm a raging red rambler, and he doesn't even watch the news.

...

It just might be time to break it off. ._.

My dilemma is that he lives in TEXAS, and I still feel somewhat of an attachment, and Colin has no idea that I just suddenly went from, "o colin tuch me ilu 4 evah!!!!!!!!" to "The sex was nice, but we've got nothing in common, and I've just realized that. I've only been hanging onto you because you're easy to love."

Yeah. Easy.

man

lots of stuff changed over the weekend...

Firstly, I decided not to break up with him, but I've also decided that I still like my friend from Texas a lot and I shouldn't try to change it. It would make things more complicated.

Colin really loves me and has shown that he has the ability to talk and play WoW at the same time, but Zach... I still like him, and a part of me wants him to not give up hope on me.

I used to work at my grandma's daycare. I did too inappropriate things, like teach them "bad" words like "fart."

...
I accidently taught my cousin's daughter "gay."
She repeats it often. rofl

My cousin's daughter, Evyana, knocked over a computer chair she was spinning, and she wasn't allowed to, and my mom was in the bathroom, and right when she knocked it over, she started freaking out, and was about to cry. She said, "Don't tell auntie Julie!" she said to my dad and me. "Auntie Julie" is my mom.
Anyways, I picked it up, and as soon as my mom came out of the bathroom, my dad told her what happened, and my mom said, "Did you knock over the chair?!" and Evyana was crying and saying no.

Evyana is scared of my mom. XDDD

edit: She used to call fecal matter caca. You reminded me, Rose! We also told her that M&M's were called "poo-bundles."

ME TOO!
I laugh at really dumb things...

Evyana also was being read to "The Cat in Hat Comes Back" and she thought the pink spots were caca. The Cat was pretty sad looking every time he was scolded, and she'd hug the book to make him happy. My mom said, "Don't caca on the bed. It will make you sad!" in such a funny way, like fake sympathy mixed with humor, and so, I edited a page...




and Evyana proceeded to hug the moniter to make him feel better.

I... has failed.
I've been on vacation wtf lame. |:
BUT NOW I'M BACK. LUB. ME. ...plx

And more life, blah. ):

Btw I heard Dr. Seuss hated children and just wrote the books for the money. :'D But hey, people say things. XD

Price difference? O: