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 Posted: Sun Jul 04, 2010 9:20 pm
•·.·´¯`·.·• ♪ ♫ ♬ ♫ ♪ •·.·´¯`·.·•´ Mizzy - I'd hope so. I had a great day but I've got a funny feeling that being back here for long periods of time is going to kill me. D; I'm just glad it's my mom's vacation already. 3nodding We're going to try and go to Holiday World.. and I think she wants to go canoeing.. ._. Not a huge fan, tbh.. My a** gets numb after literally 6 hours of sitting in a ******** boat and just burning myself beyond recognition.. I REALLY want to go to a zoo though.. I might even borrow Kelly's camera so I can take better pictures. Her camera is like one of them professional photography cameras.. great quality.. She just doesn't really know how to use it xD  ----------------------------------
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Posted: Sun Jul 04, 2010 9:26 pm
Rayne Bloodstone •·.·´¯`·.·• ♪ ♫ ♬ ♫ ♪ •·.·´¯`·.·•´ Mizzy - I'd hope so. I had a great day but I've got a funny feeling that being back here for long periods of time is going to kill me. D; I'm just glad it's my mom's vacation already. 3nodding We're going to try and go to Holiday World.. and I think she wants to go canoeing.. ._. Not a huge fan, tbh.. My a** gets numb after literally 6 hours of sitting in a ******** boat and just burning myself beyond recognition.. I REALLY want to go to a zoo though.. I might even borrow Kelly's camera so I can take better pictures. Her camera is like one of them professional photography cameras.. great quality.. She just doesn't really know how to use it xD ----------------------------------   xDD lol that sounds like awesome fun!! we don't go for our week away till the second week of august xDD. So for now I'm just gonna sleep and enjoy o3o 
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 12:03 am
I wish something would actually happen to make me really upset so I could talk about it more without being pointlessly whiny about thin air.
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 12:06 am
@Kestin: But then you'd have to... you know... be super upset about something ._.
Just let it out if something's bothering you. If anybody calls you whiny, I'll kick their a** =P
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 12:09 am
But that's the thing. Half the time, nothing's directly bothering me. I'm just unhappy. And I can only talk about that so much before even I get sick of hearing me say it.
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 12:11 am
Oh... I get like that, too. Alex gets pretty frustrated when he knows that I'm upset but neither of us can figure out why or how to fix it... sweatdrop
I hope you feel better soon at least. I don't like it when you're sad =(
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 12:13 am
@Kestin: Welcome to my world..
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 1:15 am
If a friend doesn't think of you as a friend.. yet you think of them as a pretty good friend, what would you do? One person of the group, because of what this friend said, already has the mindset that they're not going to be close friends anymore.
I'm starting to feel the same way, but.. as I told this friend, she's making a self-fulfilling prophecy. She thinks she'll be replaced by someone (who is very non-existant as far as I know) and that the group will grow apart. Well.. she sort of made that come true by taking out her depression/anger (for lack of a better word) on everyone and everything else.
This friend accused me and others for never being there. One person in the group was /always/ there for her. I, for one, was there for her when this friend decided she'd like to open up to me. I tried my best to help, but when this friend doesn't come to me with her problems, what is there to do? How do I help? How do I know something's wrong? If she doesn't come to me for help, am I supposed to bother her about it? If she didn't come to me, I'd think she didn't want to talk about it with me, or didn't want to talk about it in general...
-sighs- I don't want to lose another friend but she apparently thinks we aren't friends. It somehow worked itself out, but I still don't know where I stand. Am I a friend or not? confused
And another thing, I think my meds are working. I most likely would've had a panic attack during the talk with that 'friend', but I was able to keep calm and level headed. =3 At least.. there's a bright side to it?? I guess.
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 1:19 am
I even have some knowledge of events, and that recounting of them confused me Kuro xd
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 1:23 am
I hate being up at night. And I can't stand being alone. It's times like these that made me cut. I can't sleep. All I can do is think about how I screwed so much up for myself. And think about weather I'll ever be good enough for someone despite how crazy and weird I am. I don't know what to do,and I really thought I'd be better off without cutting..but now. I just. it's all I can think about doing.
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 1:27 am
Valheita I even have some knowledge of events, and that recounting of them confused me Kuro xd I was trying for vague and non-name dropping. emo
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 1:31 am
Kuroyanagika Valheita I even have some knowledge of events, and that recounting of them confused me Kuro xd I was trying for vague and non-name dropping. emo You get an A+ for that.
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 2:11 am
ninjaaduckie I hate being up at night. And I can't stand being alone. It's times like these that made me cut. I can't sleep. All I can do is think about how I screwed so much up for myself. And think about weather I'll ever be good enough for someone despite how crazy and weird I am. I don't know what to do,and I really thought I'd be better off without cutting..but now. I just. it's all I can think about doing. Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules,
*huggles* there there Duckie, Peoplers loves you
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 3:17 am
ninjaaduckie I hate being up at night. And I can't stand being alone. It's times like these that made me cut. I can't sleep. All I can do is think about how I screwed so much up for myself. And think about weather I'll ever be good enough for someone despite how crazy and weird I am. I don't know what to do,and I really thought I'd be better off without cutting..but now. I just. it's all I can think about doing. *hugs* Dont think that way =[, if your normal and serious you might tturn old and boring/its good to have abit of weirdness in life
and maybe distract yourself at night or something do you play video games or anything?
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 5:56 am
What the hell is with my dreams lately?!?!?! I woke up thinking I was having a heart attack, my heart was beating so fast. gonk
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