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She went back to her rooms dressing into a more simple gown and tossing the other aside then she left to the villa to the one place she always went when the fear and sadness became to much for her to take, for her to hold onto. She looked out to the ocean.. Her family was ripped apart its insides showing she knew that, knew that nothing would be the same. She had been so foolish about this, picked to strong of a man. a slight smile as the tears ran down her face for that. She would never have that court yard day again.. never.

She looked up as if she was shocked she wasn't alone. She moved tears away from her composing herself. She shook her head slightly. "Nothing, he is going to get Mirza back you will see." She said believing that he would. "but things.. Artrious I was coming back to ask Mirza to step down.. before this happened. Matachi thinks.." She paused pressing it all back again. "nothing Artrious. He will bring him back."

A slight smile touched her lips. "Thats true though maybe.. He is mine you know, thats why i never said anything to Mirza i just couldn't have him upset with me anymore, so much that i turned my back on things.. something that won't happen again... He really believed i would do that though, still probably does... but thats the smallest concern we have right now just as long as he does bring Mirza back." She embraced him then. She didn't know if he would push her away it was very likely but she didn't mind so much she breathed him in for a moment. "These next couple days i have a lot to teach you, while we wait i have a great deal to teach you." She spoke softly before she moved away from him heading back in for the night she wouldn't sleep.. but maybe from lack of rest from her fight with insomnia it would be wise to lay down.

((night sleeeeep tight i'm off tomorrow))

Exhaustion had took her in the end, she bathed and changed the next morning. She told them to speak to her when Artrious was up and about, she wanted the updates on the docks and what they had found. Then she went to Mirza's desk starting to ssearch it for any clues on what had happened. She wore a nice silk colored gown that clung to her slender figure he long golden hair was down as always. The problem was becoming more seen, she moved with more of the immortal grace that had always touched her, much more. Her skin always that odd much to silk texture was starting to look it, much to smooth with a golden glow. What had happened had lead her to be stronger. Not only that but it was getting very noticeable.

Half the day shifting through unorganized mess she was ready to scream, Artrious had never come she hadn't expected him to though.. she didn't blame him for that.. She walked into the cout yard running a hand through her hair taking a couple of deep breaths. The fear was back and crawling into hyseria. She heard someone speak across the court yard her purple eyes moving quickly they spoke about her to women, about how odd she looked... How worried she seemed.

She looked from the women to him. "You haven't come to see me. Its no matter though." She looked back to the woman they were discussing Artrious and Mirza now.. little hens. She looked back to him moving towards him. "Mirza is not very organized i have been running through his desk all day for any kind of clue." Her head was throbing but other than that she felt fine and it hurt from the stress and weight on her but she didn't complain.