I'm so frustrated right now... I don't even know why I should or why I do feel this way... I have to fight the girl I still love, I have to fight her while doing something that I love. I hate it, someone likes to create it. It's killing me, the way it's making me feel. Makes me wanna reel, reel back all the way to when I could've done something... But what? I had no control over what happened. I did the best I could and obviously that was not enough... I hate myself for reasons that have no real substance. No real truth. I need something to hate. But why? I wish to let it all fly. Just let it go... It's killing me, feeling this way.
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