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 Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2008 9:10 pm
"I love you, Seisuke-ona. It is my responsibility to make sure you are happy. What I feel is that I have failed you because you are not happy. In no way do I pity you." she said softly, still holding him, resuming humming after she spoke.
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2008 11:01 pm
"you.... love me" those were hard always to sink in to he was sure she meant other type of love so he asked "love love?" he was startles by hwer coomment
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2008 11:26 pm
She released him and looked to him with mild concern and desire to see him happy again. "Of course I love you. Seisuke-ona, you are the first person to have shown me true kindness when coming here. For that alone .. well I hardly have word to express how grateful I am." she said softly, lowering her head after she spoke, afraid her words would hurt him.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 4:42 am
*he said bluntly* Well all this time and you didnt say a word to me. I thought you loved Reeve, or that Hunter how come you never told me. *he expressed some concern Huging her afterwards*
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 8:53 am
"I love them also. Love is different with each person. I suppose .. Well, I do not know how to explain. Hunter is the man I would hope to mate with .. is that what you are speaking of? English still confuses me at times, especially when the same word is used for many meanings." she said softly, looking tremendously apologetic. Blue eyes did not leave his face, wanting to observe his reaction.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 9:02 am
Yes! Yes! that what i meant. *He shakes his head abruptly. moving back a bit.* Since ids not gonna matter anymore. I got to tell you something. Inside you theres some minuscule objects that help you. Thats what natsuki and all the others have. I gave that book thinking one day you would become otome. Now that youre close to mating is not going to happen. I dont truly care about that a lot. But that im gonna lose you thats what i care *he said not believing what he was saying. looking down he didnt lift his eyes towards Ziven"
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 9:12 am
Blushing slightly, she too took a step back. "I am a possession to you?" she asked calmly, logically, innocently wanting to know the answer, though another question came with it. "A tool perhaps?"
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 9:16 am
You were never those! I never thought of you as a tool nor as an object! Doing that is against what i believe! *he said firmly* I Thought of you as great friend and sometimes even more than that! *blushing up to his ears*
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 9:17 am
"Then how would you lose me? I will not run away from you." she said softly, blushing more when she saw him blushing but still not entirely understanding why.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 9:24 am
I... II..Love you. I dunno how it happened but i do i cant bear to see another person i care get lost from me *blushing real red now* You dont understand what i meant. then im really lost *looking down turning away from her *
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 9:40 am
She backed away further until she bumped against the wall, stopping, standing there, looking lost, sad and apologetic. "I have hurt you without knowing I was hurting you. I am here for you, I promise. I will take care of you, all you need is to ask, I will provide for you." she said softly, seeing his movements, she felt terrible. "Please forgive me, Seisuke-ona." More thoughts ran through her mind, a conversation before, it seemed to be just like this with Fox and she .. again, she would make the offer. "If it hurts you to see I am with Hunter, then I will live alone, without love, so that I will hurt both equally yet cause less pain to both." she said quietly, lowering her head, on the verge of tears.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 10:11 am
You dare do that I WILL never forgive you! You hear me!?
*he said to her very fiercely* You can choose one or the other but don't come to me saying that you will be unhappy just cuz you cant choose who you have the most feelings. Sorry but if im in the way then i just better leave. I see that you love him very much and you just knew that i loved you today. *chuckles * Life isnt fair sometimes
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 10:24 am
She squeaked and closed her eyes, pressing against the wall more as he shouted. Quickly she covered her mouth with her hand, not wanting to make a fool of herself by speaking with an unsteady voice. When he finished, she nodded her head a bit to agree.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 11:02 am
I dont expect you to answer today. So im giving you time to choose to recolect your feeling to do what you must Tommorow come to this exact post and call my name three times i will be back to hear your desicion good or bad i will respect it. Now Bye *he turned and hopped in one leg and rushed in the same fashion yawg teached her but this was a mastered version of it. Rushing so fast that just a blur was seen. He left to be in the lake were he could be alone and in peace.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 1:39 pm
She squeaked again, surprised by his hasty departure. When he was gone, she sighed lightly, exiting the dojo before disappearing with a small pop.
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