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 Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 6:48 pm
Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 6:49 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 6:55 pm
Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. I'd love the company, but no can do. What I mean is, I occasionally think you're not here when you're not posting for five minutes. There'd be more confusion in the long term.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 6:57 pm
Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. Gah! People always live so far away. =.=
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:09 pm
Kestin Sha Foam-Dome Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...
It's not like anyone here likes me for what I am, anyway. Sure, you guys tolerate me when I'm acting cheery and fun, but that's hard to keep up and is pretty much reserved for special occasions at this point.
Maybe I won't come back.
Besides, even if you end up being right, I'll still like you because your username is "Kestin." o3o
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:10 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. I'd love the company, but no can do. What I mean is, I occasionally think you're not here when you're not posting for five minutes. There'd be more confusion in the long term. ...You think funny. But that doesn't mean anything. Nothing does. Everyone lies. I can't be Happy Fun Kestin anymore, so what use am I to any of you? Normally I'd make some sort of comment on how I'm really only doing this for attention. But lately, I'm not sure anymore. confused Am I saying these things with the hope of gratuitous assertions that I matter to someone? Was that ever really the truth, or was it what They said...and I came to believe them over my own knowledge of my own motives? Or did they help me realize the truth? I don't know anything anymore. Except that which I put forth with eye-rolling regularity. I know. I know. I know it to be true. EDIT @Foam: What I say is based on experience. Everything you people have ever said to me on the subject, I've heard before. And it never meant anything. Why should I believe it a second time? A third? A fourth?
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:15 pm
Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. I'd love the company, but no can do. What I mean is, I occasionally think you're not here when you're not posting for five minutes. There'd be more confusion in the long term. ...You think funny. But that doesn't mean anything. Nothing does. Everyone lies. I can't be Happy Fun Kestin anymore, so what use am I to any of you? Normally I'd make some sort of comment on how I'm really only doing this for attention. But lately, I'm not sure anymore. confused Am I saying these things with the hope of gratuitous assertions that I matter to someone? Was that ever really the truth, or was it what They said...and I came to believe them over my own knowledge of my own motives? Or did they help me realize the truth? I don't know anything anymore. Except that which I put forth with eye-rolling regularity. I know. I know. I know it to be true. I'm about as funny as a brick. ninja Would you be capable of makin' it to Otakon? It'd be a formidable distance from what the map tells me, but it'd be a gran' event in the long run.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:17 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha This is only relevant to me, not to any current discussion. To avoid experiencing my selfish interruption, press 1 to ignore this post. Then press the pound key to disconnect. *beep* I really want to just disappear for a month or so and see if anyone notices, but I can't because a) I wouldn't be able to stay away, and b) I'd be kinda devastated when nobody noticed. And I would probably be too upset with all my confidantes to talk about it, since none of them would miss me any more than anyone else. XP So...yeah. I wish I could do stupid attention ploys like that and get the results I want. And I also wish I didn't want to. Didn't need to. Didn't care...I'm occasionally confused as to where you are when you're here. confused Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. I'd love the company, but no can do. What I mean is, I occasionally think you're not here when you're not posting for five minutes. There'd be more confusion in the long term. ...You think funny. But that doesn't mean anything. Nothing does. Everyone lies. I can't be Happy Fun Kestin anymore, so what use am I to any of you? Normally I'd make some sort of comment on how I'm really only doing this for attention. But lately, I'm not sure anymore. confused Am I saying these things with the hope of gratuitous assertions that I matter to someone? Was that ever really the truth, or was it what They said...and I came to believe them over my own knowledge of my own motives? Or did they help me realize the truth? I don't know anything anymore. Except that which I put forth with eye-rolling regularity. I know. I know. I know it to be true. I'm about as funny as a brick. ninja Would you be capable of makin' it to Otakon? It'd be a formidable distance from what the map tells me, but it'd be a gran' event in the long run. Bricks are funny. You can draw faces on them and make them talk! No. I live with my parents and I always will. xp
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:18 pm
Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. I'd love the company, but no can do. What I mean is, I occasionally think you're not here when you're not posting for five minutes. There'd be more confusion in the long term. ...You think funny. But that doesn't mean anything. Nothing does. Everyone lies. I can't be Happy Fun Kestin anymore, so what use am I to any of you? Normally I'd make some sort of comment on how I'm really only doing this for attention. But lately, I'm not sure anymore. confused Am I saying these things with the hope of gratuitous assertions that I matter to someone? Was that ever really the truth, or was it what They said...and I came to believe them over my own knowledge of my own motives? Or did they help me realize the truth? I don't know anything anymore. Except that which I put forth with eye-rolling regularity. I know. I know. I know it to be true. I'm about as funny as a brick. ninja Would you be capable of makin' it to Otakon? It'd be a formidable distance from what the map tells me, but it'd be a gran' event in the long run. Bricks are funny. You can draw faces on them and make them talk! No. I live with my parents and I always will. xp And they won't give ya three days?
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:22 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Somewhere near Boston. Come kidnap me. I'd love the company, but no can do. What I mean is, I occasionally think you're not here when you're not posting for five minutes. There'd be more confusion in the long term. ...You think funny. But that doesn't mean anything. Nothing does. Everyone lies. I can't be Happy Fun Kestin anymore, so what use am I to any of you? Normally I'd make some sort of comment on how I'm really only doing this for attention. But lately, I'm not sure anymore. confused Am I saying these things with the hope of gratuitous assertions that I matter to someone? Was that ever really the truth, or was it what They said...and I came to believe them over my own knowledge of my own motives? Or did they help me realize the truth? I don't know anything anymore. Except that which I put forth with eye-rolling regularity. I know. I know. I know it to be true. I'm about as funny as a brick. ninja Would you be capable of makin' it to Otakon? It'd be a formidable distance from what the map tells me, but it'd be a gran' event in the long run. Bricks are funny. You can draw faces on them and make them talk! No. I live with my parents and I always will. xp And they won't give ya three days? They don't approve of these things. Besides, I really, really hate crowds. And would probably have nothing to do there anyway. And they'd never let me out in society in an unfamiliar situation unsupervised because I might not function properly. And a hundred more reasons. If I stop responding, I've gone to sleep.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:24 pm
Psssht. I'd make the crowds amusing.
E'er see a guy with an eyed tophat playing the flute?
And supervision ain't negative, yo.
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 9:42 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 9:56 pm
Foxies issue of being an aggressive, Angry person by nature is developing issues.
Mainly because I am easy to offend, But I rarely say anything about it I just end up silently hating the person without them realizing.
But on top of that I never forgive or forget anything people do to me.
I am holding grudges from when I was little, and they just stack up.
As such I end up violently hating everyone who I interact with in a short period of time.
In any case people tend to take that lightly when insulting me then forgetting about it an hour later while I debate smashing their face into a wall.
I get angry quick, and when I get angry I get violent.
Then again when I am not angry I am still violent....but in a less angry way, More like a happily sadistic violent.
The only real way to move from hating someone to neutral would be if they shared my morals and thought process.
In that case I wouldn't completely despise them, But everyone else?
They get stuck where they go.
And yes hate is a strong word, But due to personality disorders I am more aggressive and hate filled then a normal person.
In any case I attempt to be nice and social, But it just ends up with me wanting to throw them off bridges. =w=
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 10:06 pm
Kestin Sha EDIT @Foam: What I say is based on experience. Everything you people have ever said to me on the subject, I've heard before. And it never meant anything. Why should I believe it a second time? A third? A fourth? ...Maybe because making these assumptions in the first place is the cause of the problem? Don't assume that we won't like you, and you won't come across as unlikable.
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