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Dawn came, she opened her eyes sitting up, no Jack not now she looked around how had she fallen asleep there? Dreamless.. she ran a hand through her golden hair to free it from any tangles and stood up she sensed something.. the pull.. the pull that was more like a stab now. She looked to the tent she now knew Matachi was in.. she wished this had been done and over with before he arrived.. she wished so much to spare him a lot of the pain that might come if she falied. The pain she would feel if he was to be lost, she felt just as protective of him as her sons, of Llyr. Her weakness was him a smile touched her lips at the thought, when she didn't know how far this went when everything was simple. He had first appeared quite reserved.. when she had hidden in his rooms for a couple days from Alastor.. warmth.. she opened the tent flap.

Yes he was hidden but the pull was always there. She leaned down to him her to much silk like skin touched his cheek. "Hey, no reason for that, I am here." Her soft fragile voice spoke carefully leaning down to him her hand was on his cheek. "I am just waiting for one move, one mistake." She said with a slight smile talking about there enemy here.

"Matachi, stop it.. please? I don't know what's wrong or how to fix it if you tell me nothing." She said truthfully. This was it, again.. her heart wrenched when he didn't move and after she tried that coaxing she stood walking, paceing the small tent for a moment. She couldn't leave him there like that couldn't at all she had to get him to somewhere safer if he wasn't going to snap out of it.

She looked mildly confused..very confused. "Jack? .. because he thought i might be in trouble when i came here so he showed himself?" She spoke with a slight shrug. "He is always around, he will be until .. until he comes from Rhina.. Nothing was done. Nothing was said." She spoke watching Matachi she was being truthful. "He said he doubted my abaility to take care of this when before he said i could do it." She shurgged again.

"No embrace." That was the truth, maybe a memory but there was no embrace he had touched her shoulders once but that had been all of it. "Not even that much of a conversation now there is nothing to worry on Matachi nothing at all, am i not still by your side?" She then smiled, "Not really i guess but at the enemies.. waiting.. waiting to strike thats what i am doing."

Shb flinched at what he said, "because there is no choice with that and I am not going back to the capital.. yes i will visit but i am not going to live there.. I like.. I am doing what i would have been if my father had a son protecting and i like it." She paused looking back at the door way. "We are in a truce me and him so until he hurts one of our people i can't strike on him so i am waiting." She said. She couldn't go back not when death was waiting, comeing she couldn't want those things.. not anymore.

"Because i know what's coming it seems silly to make plans." She said truthfully. "If i told you we would both make it through it that would most likely be a lie." She said looking to Matachi again. "If we do i would like that very much, but i doubt that will happen.. i don't think it can be possiable." She said clearly thinking it would be her not him.

"and if you can't? When i get side tracked trying to help you and we both end up dead then what?" She shook her head slightly, "He can't kill me very few people could actually manage my death and he is not one of them. This is not the big fight we need our large guns in and .. and Matachi a truce is after all a truce."