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 Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 3:58 pm
Richard smiled as she kissed him, blushing only slightly. "But that makes up for it I believe..." he laughed a little, setting the Kleenex down before wrapping her up again. "Now where were we?" He asked, kissing her back sweetly.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 4:04 pm
"Right here..." Lorey's lips found his again, and gave him a sweet kiss. "Love you..."
*ack, so short! I dunno what else to do with them D: *
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 4:16 pm
*ack lol i know right? its like limited since they aren't as sexually active/frustrated as Damian and Raquel xD*
Richard let it go on for quite sometime, till he found himself going a little too far, pulling back beat red. "M-maybe thats enough for now..." He offered, embarrassed as he shifted uncomfortably in his spot.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 4:25 pm
Lorey pulled back, confused at first, but understanding by his redness.
She slipped off to her own seat, looking guilty.
"Sorry..." she mumbled. There was guilt from not being the mature woman who could handle such things, and guilt at feeling like she had to be better than her mother. Her blue eyes looked to Richard for a moment before looking down at her hands again.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 4:32 pm
Richard was suddenly the one who felt guilty. "Ah Lorey..." He moved closer to her, taking her hands in his. "Please, please don't be sorry. I understand that you want to wait. Rose had never ...well...until she was married...." He wanted to say he hadn't himself, but his teens and time away from home had a few scandalous nights here and there with fellow classmates.
He was a teenage boy who had his hormones and emotions all mixed up. He didn't know any better supposedly...
But now he did. He wanted it to be something special between them, not anything perverted or casual. He didn't want to ruin it for Lorey...
He would just try to make her first time as magical as he could...
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 4:47 pm
"Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be comparing myself to my mother..." she whispered. "But I can't help it. She worked so hard, but it was never good enough. And then I feel like she did it to both of us, with the way she refused to take help from people or even refused to talk to her own family! I think that's why I don't know anyone, because both sides just disowned each other and somehow I got lost in the gap."
Lorey held his hands tightly. This was why she wanted him to try and patch things up with his mother: so no one was forgotten, and families weren't broken.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 5:15 pm
Richard looked at Lorey with such a serious expression, finally understanding a bit more. He nuzzled her without a word, thinking for a moment.
"lorey.." he began slowly and softly. "...I promise you...someday...we'll have our own family..It'll be HUGE." He nodded to himself thinking. "Everyone will be close and happy...and well...you know we already have on me started up...Damian and Raquel are part of our little family right now..." he offered, trying to get her to see she wasn't alone, even not counting himself.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 5:23 pm
She brought herself closer so she could rest her face in the curve of his neck. Her family... made of three people, and herself. A three-legged cat, too.
"I just want people who know that I'm here and that I care."
It was such a desperate plea.
"That's why I want to wait, so I know that if something happens, everything's there, everything's taken care of and no one will be unhappy, or lost, or forgotten. If we have a baby, I want it to be something we waited for and wanted. Not something we have to deal with earlier than we wanted to."
It how she had felt for so long, and she had never said anything.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 5:46 pm
Richard was going to mention use of protection, but figured that would be pushing her too much. He'd just let it go. "I understand..." He said gently. "I want the same love..." He smiled, shaking his head. "You know...Rose...couldn't have children?" He offered. "I'm sure Raquel mentioned it...they all thought I didn't know...Rose was too afraid or sad or whatever to tell me..." He said quietly, looking down, his eyes distant. "She knew I always wanted a big family...She just didn't have the heart to tell me we couldn't...Though I wouldn't have cared. I wouldn't have loved her less for not being able to have kids..." He shook his head, a little sad.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 5:52 pm
"I'm sorry..." She hugged him tight, unsure of what to say about Rose. She hadn't had the honor of meeting her, so there was nothing else to say with confidence.
"We'll have kids. You'll be a wonderful father, Richard, I know you will be. We have all the time in the world..."
And again, she thought of Rose, and if she ever said something to the same effect. All the time in the world was only the now, since the future was never guaranteed.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 6:11 pm
Richard smiled and kissed her again. "I know. I'm sorry to bring up sad things, It's just that I want you to know I want a family too..." He stroked her lovely hair fora moment. "You'll make a lovely loving mother..." he said distantly, his eyes jsut taking her in.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 6:15 pm
"You think so?" She was beginning to get all misty eyed with their conversation. First it was pitying herself, then thinking of their life together... having kids, walking around with him on her arm.
It was going to be wonderful.
"How many? I know it's too soon to talk about it, but how many kids do you want?"
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 6:27 pm
Richard thought about it but shrugged. "I don't know nor care...one, maybe two at the least..." he smiled thinking on it. Though in the end it would be Loreys decision. Maybe her health wasn't good enough to put such pressure on her and her body.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 6:49 pm
"At the least?" she laughed. "Let's start with one..." In all honesty she wasn't sure if one would be too tiring on her body, but she would become strong.
"I'm going to be strong, for you and our family, alright? Maybe I should start doing push ups and drink power drinks."
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 7:35 pm
Richard laughed but shook his head. "I think you're perfect the way you are love..." He said hugging her again. "Though...could we get a dog maybe?" He asked with begging puppy dog eyes.
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