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The dark puddle fizzled out by burning into the ground until there was none left. Spitting in Seisuke's direction Yawgmoth's breathes were tired. "You're just covering for him anyway! I know you wanted her more than anyone else. And when she was moving towards me you couldn't stand it! You had her killed and Ali did it just because she was starting to piss him off. Both of you are guilty! And both of you will pay!" he bellowed as his body degraded into the same liquid that had just spilled and slithered off to where none knew.

He appeared in the site and the same Ziven died and kneel, curled like a kitten seeking comfort. He loved ziven so much and he was rejected for three times, he know not what he did wrong to give the impression he wanted a sophisticated woman, or a well-versed in etiquette one. One thing sure, he was looking the answers and made him cry to be stupid, to try all this years and still get slapped in the face. Trying his best wasn't enough, it seemed he looked boring to everyone. There he began to look at faults to himself, was his appereance, his way of talking, his smell?

Hours passed and he knew, they will together and now he has lost the only window of opportunity to be with the woman he loved, his chest hurted so much that he curled more, the pain was his body telling him how much he has lost. How long he had his feelings inside him. He tried to laugh but couldn't, he tried to smile, but, only a frown was the only thing that got out. He thought, he just lost the ability to, no longer being able to cry, wanting to but tears ceased to flow from his eye sockets.

There he thought the only thing logic in his mind, to kill himself. Right now it seemed that his existance was only a burden, like a filler to a japanese anime show. Just to be there when it was needed, and then dumped. Yes he began to think all the people who didn't want him. Yawg was top first, the logic thing would be to best him, but like with hunter it will turn messy.

"The guy is a p***k, how she fell with a p***k!?" He said to himself. "I be better off i didn't exist in this place." His mind is maiming him to do it. Then he began, he kneeled and put his swords on the floor and took his tanto and looked at it with a great deal of patience then, the image of ziven stopping him from doing it blew him away, throwing the tanto on the floor and grabbing his head "Get out of my ******** head!? You monster stop playing with my emotions!?" Inside him was the demon playing, toying with him to make him go over the edge and he take his body, for what? to do what in the depth regions of Seisuke's mind thought of doing. To kill, everyone including her. As payback to all the pain he has suffered, as payback for everything, That was his pain that he slowly encased and sealed again.


Standing up, he looked at the sun in all its glory. There he took a deep breath and took evrything he had with him and walked away with only one pride, if she wouldn't have his heart then no one will. Forever.....

Oh the pain! Violently Loki sat up, one hand on his stomach as the other hand covered his face. A sickening cracking sound could be heard all around him. Bearing the pain, he sat there until the little spell of pain was over, then he laid back down and began to pant heavily. This was the worst pain he could ever imagine, had ever been through. It was worse than the many ways he had "died," worse than the feeling of being drowned...
After a few minutes he was able to calm down. Standing up he shook his head and sighed, then dropped off the branch he was perched on and began his trek towards the inn.

Lost in tought he reponds gently "Lovely..." Looking at her and then to sky wondering what just happened earler and his frustation was only apparent when he kick a pebble and the pebble went a few miles across the forest.

I just feel so useless, i wish to help but is looked frowned upon, this is not from just earlier. *He said answering her question honesty

Of course! *he responded hastily and looked at her with an arched brow* Help is not good when asked or requested. Is good when it comes of the heart, when one is willing to help when a situation affects the other. That is the essence of helping and caring *He said it to hir and looked while she was amused by all this*

whoa! why you stopped? *he said almost falling to the ground*