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 Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:00 pm
Aw Sylvia.. I wish there was something I could do.. I'm so helpless... I hate when something happens to a great person like you and I can do absolutely nothing to make things better...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:05 pm
i didn't expect anyone to help i just wanted to vent all together and let the world know of the trageties that happen in homes where parents are depressed drunks that yell and scream at there children, break down their doors and hit them after they ran away when the tempertaure was only like 30 outside and i was barely wearing any clothes. i came home wiht my hands purple, unable to move them. you think you wouldn't hit a child that already has medical problems that causes intense pain, but nope not hese people
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:10 pm
It's because they are sick people. Sick and wrong and heartless.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:12 pm
A family history of substance abuse has a significant impact on the psychological functioning of individuals with substance dependence. In families where one or both parents abuse alcohol or other drugs children learn from an early age to avoid stress, to deny anger, fear, sadness or other "negative emotions. They "keep" the family secrets of shame and drug use/abuse. Emotional, physical and or sexual abuse may also be common in these dysfunctional families.
These children grow up fearful and insecure with unexpressed emotions and a history of negative coping skills. As adults, they suffer from low self-esteem, are afraid of abandonment and criticism of others. They fall into adult relationships that often repeat and further reinforce the unhealthy patterns they experienced as children
....there's something logical from a book i read...damn it i still can't move my fingers well
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:13 pm
i dont vent. i hate venting sorta. you think your siblings would help but all they do is hit you when your a lone because their girlfriend and him had a fight, there are problems with work, he got kicked from the band, ect. only advantage when its 4 degrees here is i am extremely warm blooded so i stay warm longer than other humans...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:17 pm
i have a sibling. he's 24, depressed, sleeps all day and is a perfect expamle of the thing above...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:20 pm
i have 1 true older brother and like 5 more 'brothers'. they are all 18 or 19 and its like they just enjoy seeing me cry... sometimes i cant stand the pain and i cant make it go away and i cant run away or do anything then i just keep it all inside.... finally when i feel like im going to explode, i right allt eh things that happened in the last year in a notebook...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:22 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:29 pm
i think i pushed everyone away
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:30 pm
I lacked anything to say... and I'd feel bad if I spoke about myself while your hurting, so that's why I haven't said much of anything till now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:31 pm
no you didn't sylvia listen to this if you have a chance... something about the piano makes me calm and helps me think and just overall makes em feel better...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:31 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:32 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:33 pm
-sighs- man I can't stop writing, I think my fingers are going to fall off eventually. Ironically enough the story is coming out pretty slowly.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:33 pm
Hey um Oo Dorkalicious oO,
Can we rp sometime?
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