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Between my past-molehill of homework, having to cancel a date tomorrow, and being completely alone, I would diagnose my mood as Stage 2 Depressed.

MJ Fun Fact: When I started feeling the tremendous effects of hormones on my mood several years back, I went through a phase where I named them all and gave them numbers, like being depressed would be called 'Demonstrated' and I would refer to it in public as 'Being Ten Thousand Three Hundred Twenty-Six'.

I am just realizing that this thread is perilously close to 1000 posts.

I also have just exceeded 3 GB of Indie Rock on my computer. This is a majority, followed closely by Rock (2.7 GB) and Alternative/Other (2.2 GB). Yay for that.

You know how you see in those shows like Lagoona Beach or those movies of prom and stuff. To me, that's what Formal was like.

Um, if you don't know the date that I had with that one person didn't work out. She had other plans and told me like right before I was about to go to the place. So, yeah. We had nothing to talk about and I wasn't feelin' it.

So, my friend and I were like, "Aight" so we just went as friends. Paid for s**t. Just kind of went by things by ear. I learned about suites and tuxes. Jesus Christ. Now when I see people in ties and stuff I look at it in a different way. It's weird.

OOOH. And I found this thing today in the newspaper. Flowers and what they mean. Since I'm a guy... I don't know? That's my scapegoat and I get it! So now I know. I'm keeping it for the rest of my life. Like Carnations mean happiness and stuff.

I'll get pictures up soon.

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Watched Superbowl. I knew they were going to win. The commercials sucked this year.

Thanks. Yeah, that picture wasn't that great though. I was kind of fat right around that time. But yeah, thanks. I have this one picture that I'm going to upload when my mom gets the copy that I can scan.

Rez puts out a monthly calender and news letter, and on the back of it, was what the different colour of roses meant. I really don't buy into that s**t though. I mean, they're flowers, and if a guy REMEMBERS to get me flowers, I feel lucky... Screw whatever colour he happened to grab.

In other news, I'm finally settling into my school schedule, along with my workout schedule, and my practicum schedule... I'm all over the place in one class though, and starting tomorrow, I have to clean up my act. It's getting to the point of stupidness. But yeah... That's all thats going on in my world. Oh, tattoo in three weeks, might go home next week, big girl's night on Thurs, party on the beach on Fri or Sat... Yuuuuuup... It's going to be an awesome month. I hope so anyway.

Haha, seriously.

I kissed a girl today, she's cute. (at school, in front of school cameras XD)

A different girl kissed me on saturday, she's a friend. (I don't know why o_o)


Attraction to females is so strange. Girls are rather stupid.

Ah, and my boyfriend does not mind any of this.

I wonder why he doesn't mind.