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 Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 2:03 pm
*Shortstraw shook his head, "i'm glad that you did that evelyn." He looked up, "i went too far as it was becuse i was confused and angry." He shrugged, "I asked to many questions. I wont do that anymore. Your in the middle of me and keria, and i just keep forgetting that. I'm sorry." He looked down, his first idea was to adviod evelyn entirly but... it seemed he still got it out. But he coudln't look at her now as he looked down. Even more so he was more ashamed of himself if anything as he mumbled in a low tone to himself, "I just got to remember I dont have a normal life. For some reasion I keep trying to make it one and I dont know why."
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 2:25 pm
Evelyn stared at him with a confused expression before looking away with a bewildered sigh. "No Shortstraw.. There's nothing wrong with wanting a normal life." She looked to the floor. "None of this had to be this way at all..." She sat on the end of the bed properly and looked to him. "I'm influencing you wrong. You're starting to come to terms with all of this and accepting it." Because that was what Yang wanted. "I'm stuck in the middle yes but Shortstraw I've been stuck here for many years now that I came to terms with it too." She looked away. "You've been manipulated by me." She frowned. "So please don't be glad that I hit you, Shortstraw. If you could hear yourself.." She shut her eyes and looked sadly to the floor. "I don't know what to do.'
Kiera smiled back to Demi and chuckled. "Because we have a lot more things to do, silly!" She walked into the main bedroom and started rummaging through lots of papers. "You said you would mentor me, right?" Demi cautiously followed her in with a nod. "Yes..."
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 2:34 pm
Shortstraw made a smile, "look at us almost talking like real living things." He had a breif smile before it faded, "i never wanted a normal life. Thats why i loved it here, but I guess i'm just... afrade of alot of things. Last night i felt becuse It had to do with keria i should have the right to be able to talk to her. But then i took it out on you, and i dont want to control you wether i'm a master or not. So i decided that if know one wants to tell me stuff, when i push for it people get hurt worse. If i'm not suppost to know, maybe i shouldn't untill someone is ready tell me." He looked to evelyn, "it's juat that. The three of us are suppost to be a team, and we end up aginst eachother more then we ever work together. And it... really..." his words went softer as he tossed the empty pad aside, "bothers me. I figured if i stuck around more maybe we would be all more... close to be a team. Becuse before i was always working on the brotherhood, or whatever. But seeing that it didn't really help much all i see that did is make us all further appart. That and I didn't relize until recently that becuse i stopped, i wasn't being a team player either, becuse you rely on me to get you souls to eat and i stopped doing that for you. I didn't give my part anymore." He spoke sadly now looking to her weakly. all the things bottled up in him, was now starting to pour out into a vary large glass.
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 2:49 pm
Evelyn looked away with a small smile. "I've learned to sustain myself for many years on my own Shortstraw, you don't need to worry about creating a constant supply of souls for me to have." She blinked slowly and the smile went to a fine line. "There isn't much else to say, because you're right." She looked to the ceiling. "Kiera will always keep secrets from us. I will always be temperamental." She crossed her legs and put one hand on her belly. "And considering all that is happening all the time." She shook her head. "Its all one big mess. I find it hard to figure out who I'm trying to please anymore." She tilted her head to the side. "Everyone wants to know everything at once and the person with all the answers is more than reluctant to give them." She unfolded her legs then took off her jacket. "You know, Kiera really is as bad as her mother." She looked to him in the corner of her eye. "If not worse." She leaned on her arm, looking to him. "You really love her?" She suddenly changed the subject.
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 2:57 pm
*Shortstraw almost blushed but actully held it back being this wasn't the time as he looked down sadly, "I... I dont know anymore... part of me loves her with all my heart, and part of me feels like i'm just... a toy to her. When i try hard for her it's too much, when i back off it's never enough." He almost broke into tears now as he tryed hard to hold it in. "I'm sorry Evelyn, i'm sorry that... i'm sorry for everything. I know it dosn't change anything though. You dont have to worry about me anymore you know, if it makes it easyer on you... i mean all that master stuff is overated... and all i wanted was a true freind i could trust is all..." he finaly couldn't hold it in as he started to break down finally.
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 3:11 pm
Evelyn faced herself with a conflicting situation. He was almost crying and she just sat there. "Shortstraw... I'll worry about you whether you distance yourself or not." She inched closer to him. "And stop saying sorry goddamn it. You're so innocent it peeves me off." She finally couldn't help it as she preformed her taboo Evelyn hug. "Jesus Shortstraw I should be apologising, not you. Kiera's a piece of work with the double personality thing and I'm sick of it because of how its effecting you. I can't stand it anymore. Its torturing you." She shook her head. "I can... Tell you everything. You know. Only if you want to know... Shortstraw if you want to know anything you just have to ask me." She looked to him.
Kiera stopped what she was doing suddenly and froze in place. "There's a disturbance..."
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 3:20 pm
*Shortstraw sniffled, "I cant do that even if i wanted too. I feel like i hardly know keria... thats true. I have so many questions, thats true. But two things are also true." He sniffled again on her shoulder, "one being that makes you still in the middle. And I dont like the burrden i can have on others. Becuse it's always me me me. And the second... as horrable as it may be, is the fact i have no idea what will happen to you becuse of it. Everytime someone goes aginst keria, it seems they die off, or end up in horrable pain or mis... misary of some kind. And it would mean you betay her too." He closed his eyes and tryed to calm himself, "i'm married to her. I have a baby on the way. A home, but a broken familiy. Half the time i'm afrade to even step out the room... becuse i'm afrade i'll mess up." He shook his head as he seemed to finally get ahold of himself alittle more, "and the one person i never want to be effected badly becsue of somthing I do is you. Becuse I chose to have you live... but again it's selfish of me."
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 3:35 pm
Evelyn frowned and carried on hugging him. "Stop putting yourself down Shortstraw. Just take a second to breathe." She shut her eyes and hugged him tight. She then smiled. "I'll be stuck in the middle whether I like it or not. And I'll tell you now that Kiera's always been afraid to hurt me because it'll hurt you to." She nodded and made sure she wasn't crushing him. After all, she wasn't very familiar with hugging people. "Kiera has an adoration for you that is... Stronger than most. And because of it, it makes her finely attuned to people who want to hurt you, or alternatively get close to you. Because of this, she has no real measure on how she does that herself. Nor how she can hurt others when threatened. I remember back to a time when Kiera would have killed you because of her jealousy." She smiled more. "But who came to stop that from happening? That would be me." She patted his back tenderly. "Because I won't let any harm come to you either Shortstraw. Especially from her. She doesn't intimidate me at all. Sometimes she just needs someone to stand up to her. So... Don't be afraid to be curious about things. I'm here."
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 3:47 pm
*He now hugged her tightly as he put his face into her shoulder more, "i'm not sure what i want to know right now... but... i know your right no matter how i look at it." He nodded and finally looked to her, "thankyou Evelyn. Again." He didn't dare looke down right now, else he would be looing down on evelyn, so instead he looked at her in thought. "..." he opene dhis mouth to speak but retought again. Which answers did he really wanna know. He was really unsure now. "I guess right now... all i wanna know is..." he pulsed agian. He was having troube with this. He was unsure. "I guess i just want someone to be around right now. I mean I wanna know what hte amulets are really for, and why keria wasn't them so bad, but on another note right now i dont care. Right now I think i just wanna..." he pulsed again, "I dont know. How about this qustion. Whats been happening to you recently." He looked to her again, "latly you been getting more and more... emotion. And by that i mean, well the kirro thing. And then the sleeping thing, and all these changes i've noticed ou are going through that isn't suppost to happen. Is it becuse of my soul... are you actully becoming a full personal again? Kinda like fading in more from a demon to a living person?" He figured if he put the question about her, it would mean he didn't have to about keria. He didnt' even wanna think about keria right now. No, he need the time from keria. All he needed right now was evelyn. Just evelyn.
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 11:53 pm
Evelyn rubbed her eye although for once didn't want to avoid the question. "Honestly Shortstraw, I'm not too sure myself." She looked to the side. "I've been trying to find that out from some demons I used to be okay with. They all just keep saying I'm becoming too soft. And that in itself is a perfectly possible thing. Given how I used to be a human too." She shrugged. "But that investigation is still underway. I didn't want to trouble any of you guys with my personal problems." She then shook her head. "But I doubt in the end I'll become an actual person or something. I'm still perfectly in tune with my demon abilities. It's just the emotion thing. I dunno."
Kiera all of a sudden started to cry. Which was surprising for Demi at least. What was this suddenly? Nevertheless Demi crouched beside Kiera and looked to her curiously. "Kiera? Kiera what's wrong?" Kiera looked away as she cried and slowly crawled to her feet and stumbled towards the door. "It doesn't... matter.." She walked out of the room unevenly and coming down the halls she dragged her nails against the wallpaper. Demi slowly followed her out and watched her with a troubled expression. "Kiera-" "Stay AWAY from me Demi or I might just slaughter you right now." She growled as she kept stumbling down the hallway.
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2013 5:28 am
*Shortstraw nodded, "i still think it's becuse of the human soul that is keeping you here. After all a soul is what holds the life of anyone. Before you would have a deamon soul, which means forever untill it ws taken or dimolished, you would be a deamon. But becuse the soul was swaped to a human soul, being that you were once human, it could change most aspects. But what is you will never change." He nodded, "I've been doing alot of resarch on souls before i took to the demon leader guy. It just that i relized what i did." He looked back to evelyn, "A demon has a spechal soul, it's not suppost to be messed with. And it's suppost to be immpossable to turn a deamon otherwise with any other soul to break them out of there chains, beuse the demon souls suppost to litarly devour any soul that comes near it inside you." He shrugged, "in other words it sould have never worked. But i think the only reasion it did, is becuse my human soul, has demon in it. A small portion. I think it's all in the soul whats been happing to you." He nodded, "And Evelyn, i care alot about you, if i can help in anyways i would really like too. I know it's not your stile but, when i have a problem you help me wether it's personal or not." He smiled, "like now."
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2013 8:09 am
Evelyn sighed and shrugged. "There's not really much to help. If that's it then I think the only thing to do is let things take its course, unless you all prefer me as a heartless b***h like the demon I was." She looked away. "Although I still don't understand your obsession to learn as much as you can about my life. I mean everyone has things they'd rather not say, and I told you even that. The things about my cat and parents. Those were pretty personal." She looked back to him, then realised they were awfully close. "But I guess since that's all out there I don't really have to worry about it."
Demi watched Kiera fall into one of the rooms and drag herself to slam the door shut. And then Demi almost screamed when someone touched her shoulder. She looked around to see an apologetic expression of Sean. Someone who she knew just to be some random leader from the meeting. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to alarm you." Demi pulled a face. "I was just concentrating on something else." Demi looked back to the hall and the ripped wallpaper. "Is she often this way?" Sean shrugged. "She won't let me near her with a ten foot pole. But she's always been a bit loopy and... sensitive. Yes I guess that's the right choice of word."
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2013 8:16 am
*Shortstraw nodded, "And i havn't talked to anyone about any of it sence." He smiled, "may I be honst with one more thing? Kirro. It's a toughy subject, but i'm little conffussed on you and her. I noticed some days she is all happy, and others she's... well dressed." He blinked, "does keria... control her in any way." He asked in wonder.
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2013 8:26 am
Evelyn shook her head. "Nah. Kiera left Kiiro to me, although she did express some kind of interest in Kiiro's upbringing. Then she went fully against it because of what Amelie did to her when she was little. So I'm just raising Kiiro by myself. She's sad the days I take her to see some other Demons. She doesn't like her own kind at all except me of course. So she ends up pouting the rest of the day because of it." She scratched her head. "But she's been getting close with Soflora and Hana so I'm happy about that I guess. Hana at least is close to her age and Soflora close to a mental age. Although Kiiro is far more clever than she makes herself out to be."
Demi frowned a little. "Should I go and talk to her?" Sean's expression dropped. "Like that? Hell no. I guess we've all learnt it from being around her so much. Sometimes she has these little fall outs with herself if something else is happening where she isn't. Her mind reading extends too far and her feelings go haywire. I would just come down to dinner with the rest of us until she gets herself back together." Demi stayed put as Sean walked back down the large stairs. "It just seems wrong to leave her like that."
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2013 8:32 am
*Shortstraw nodded, "Good. With all do respect Evelyn, i think Kirro needs to be free. And i saw in her eyes that she was a smart one, but also a reliable one too. Thats why even though she's your sister, and she's blind and stuff, I asked her to join the brotherhood in the first place. I have good feeling of her in my gut... though i'm unsure about Hana for some reasion. So keep an eye on her around kirro when you can. Just saying..."
twice he pulsed inthe center of his words and stared at her, a small twich of his eye each time. Suddenly he leaned and pushed evelyn down on the bed and locked his lips to hers with a large kiss, before pulling away, "OH s**t! SORRY SORRY!"
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