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 Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 12:08 pm
Ly said nothing, he just wanted the picture in his head to go away which wasnt happening.
Kuri ran over to ward, placing the soup and scrapbook on a near by table "well I think i scared Muraki" he said giggling.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 12:11 pm
"Baby you can be scary at times but I don't mind." He Said pulling Kuri towards him resting his head on his shoulder.
Noah kissed Ly slowly stroaking his skin as he held him close. "Love are you feeling a tad better?" He asked laying his head down against Ly chest.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 12:25 pm
"The one picture that i dont want is staying in my head. The picture that I had been cursed with seeing for over six years is now staying in my head and i dont want it to be there and its worse this time. Much worse." he said crying into Noah "the picture of the children standing over their fathers dead body arnt the ones whos father I killed, they are ours." he said sobbing into him "my sub concience is toying with me, I know that, but those children look like they could be our children." Ly just broke down and cried into Noah, the picture had been twisted by his own mind and it scared him so much "Noah, I want children so much but this picture is terrifying me. Maybe I dont deserve kids, not after what I did to those kids father...." he trailed off and turned away from Noah and hugged a pillow.
Kuri sighed "well baby, what do you want to do?" he asked resting his head on wards.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 12:34 pm
Noah shushed Ly laying his head agianst the other wolfs. "It's alright. Ly listen. I love you dearly. You diserbe to have children. I've killed people before quite a few that proabably had family some where. You get past this."
Ward smiled pulling Kuri close. "I can think of a few things."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 12:51 pm
Kuri giggled "then lets go up to bed shall we?" he said turning around to head up stairs.
Ly turned around and held onto him again "you didnt do it out of rage, you did it due to war there is a difference Nova. I DIDNT have to do it, i didnt have to kill their parent. You had to to win the war, the circumstances are different." he said calming down a little, loving the feel of noah being there.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 12:55 pm
"Yes to the bed." Ward purred. "Its a lot more comforable."
Noah smiled. "Did you think I took lives just durning the war? When I ran with gangs, some other misshaps their was death. You didn't mean to Ly and you ran because you didn't mean to. Perhaps you should met the children again and appoligize."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 1:15 pm
Kuri ran up the stairs and when he reached the top he waited for his mate "I love you darling" he said smiling softly at him "and our children will love living here but we do have to visit the cave more often when we have them. They have to know Sky and Sahil and the others just as much" he said to ward as he held out his hand for his.
"You tell that to my old pack, you tell them i didnt run and lets see how many points you score with them. I was pack leader, a pack leaders job is to stay with his pack and help them yet what i did was run away like a coward. A pack leader doesnt do that no matter how much he wants to, I just screwed them over majorly just like my mother did. Like mother like son, who would of thought. They were right to not trust me when they found out whos son i was." he said turning away from Noah "and i would love to apologise yet somehow, after all these years, they dont want to see me and even if they did how could a simple apology be enough for them? I killed their father and an apology isnt going to bring him back to them" he said silently and gently starting to cry again.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 7:42 pm
Noah ran his fingers threw Ly hair. "WOuld it help you though? Your not like your mother Ly. I love you dearly and I wouldn't if you where a coward or someone I couldn't spend my life with."
"True love and we will or else Sky and Sahil are going to walk over here and seen them when they want to." He took Kuri hand nuzzling him.
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 3:27 am
Kuri giggled and sighed contentedly as he squeezed Wards hand a little and made his way up the third floor stairs "I couldnt of wished for a more perfect life. A safe and loving home, friends and family that care for me.." he turned to ward and nuzzled him "the worlds most perfect mate and father" he said as he stoped nuzzling him and resting his head on his shoulder "and our children. I have everything that I have ever wanted and I couldnt give this up for anything." he said sighing contentedly as he let go of his mates hand and wrapped his arms around his waist "I love you Ward, I love you so much" he said as he started to cry a little due to how happy he was and just hugged Ward tighter, not wanting to let him go.
Ly sighed and dried his eyes "I dont know if it will help me as I never even tried to apologise back when I first did it. But even if i did, what child will want to hear an apologie from the person who killed their father when the murderer showed no remorse back when they first did it? They probably wont even want to see me let alone talk to me and hear me out." he sighed as he stiffled a yawn and turned around and looked at Noah "and I am a coward Noah. I was pack leader, I should of stayed with my pack and faced up to what I did and help my pack and dealt with whatever happend.
Not run away the first chance I got because I couldnt deal with the events of which just took place, that isnt what a pack leader does no matter how much he wanted to. I ran away from my responsabilities, I ran away from my pack who needed me, I ran away from facing up to what I had done. I am a coward Noah, if i wasnt then I would of stayed and held my pack in anyway i could of and stood up and took whatever it was that was said or done to me for killing that wolf but instead I ran into the forrest for six months and never showed my face. If thats not a cowrd then i would love to know what is...." he said softly trailing off.
Ly wrapped his arms around Noahs waist and snuggled into him just wanting to be held and yawned "talking about this is helping me a bit Noah but please, can we continue in the morning? I am tired and I want to sleep. Though I admit that I have one small fear, the fear that you wont be here when I wake up. I know its stupid but I have now gotten used to having you by my side and yet I fear that you wont be here when I wake up.
These thoughts and my past have started to make me feel like I am alone again and I hate it, please just hold me tonight?" he said softly as he closed his eyes "I want to know you you will be here when I wake up" he said silently starting to cry again as he pulled the bed clothes over them both "just hold me..." he said softly trailing off and falling into an uneasy but deep sleep, holing onto Noah and not wanting to let him go for anything.
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 5:33 am
Ward smiled. "I love you to." He said holding on to Kuri stroaking his hair as the rabbit cried. "I'm glad of the home I have now and just being with you makes me estaic."
Noah sigh and cuddled with Ly as his mate feel asleep resting against him playing with his hair. "Sleep Ly things will be better sometime soon."
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 5:58 am
Kuri sighed happily "lets just go to bed sweetheart" he said yawning a little "we can have sex tommorow or whenever" he said as he rounded into his room and walked over to the bed and took his boots off "I just think goodnights sleep is what I need after today. You dont mind do you darling?" he asked as he snuggled down into bed without getting undressed and waited for his mate.
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 6:00 am
Ward got ingo the bed pullling his mate close resting his head against Kuri. "No I don't mind. Night love." He kissed Kuri ears cuddling next to him drifting off.
(How are we going to get the babies in to the equation. )
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 6:23 am
((Well now that they are sleep, do you want to carry on say a month (little bit less) later or something? Only trouble is no thanksgiving but it would be closer to christmas which we can still do the christmas party if need be))
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 6:41 am
(That would work. Then the babies would be causing trouble. Their so cute.)
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 7:28 am
((they are totally cute whee 4laugh
I will also add the party in so bsically its everyones here from both houses but i will be rping Muraki, Ly and Kuri only unless other wise needed))
"Thank you" Kuri said to the cab driver as he handed over the money and got out of the car with two of the babies in carriers and placed them on the ground outside of the car. He reached in and grabbed his overnight bag and shut the door and waited for Ward, looking at the Estate he was pleased to finally be home after being in that hospital for a few days. Kuri put the back on his back and picked up the babies "well my darlings, this is your new home and you are going to love it here" he said as he smiled at the two babies who had started to fall asleep and was now ignoring their 'mother'.
Kuri just looked at them and smiled to himself "you are beautiful my little angels, you sleep now if you wish as Muraki and the others will want to hold you soon enough." he said softly to them knowing that as soon as muraki and the others greeted them they would be woken up anyway though something told him that they wouldnt care especially when they had people inside who wished to shower them with attention.
"your family and friends are waiting inside for you darlings, they wernt allowed to see you at the hospital because mummy wanted to be mean and make them wait till we got home to see you and believe me Uncle Muraki, Sky and Sahil wernt exactly happy with that arrangment but I know they didnt really mind." Kuri giggled and walked around to Ward and kissed him on the temple "welcome home my darling" kuri said nuzzling him "I love you and our sons so much" he said resting his head on wards shoulder now and looked at his other two sons and grinned contentedly at himself.
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