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 Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:33 pm
i've been cring for hours and trust me i wasn't called insanitys beauty on here for nothing....please don't touch me..i'm unstable right now...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:33 pm
Colby, pm me?....
Sylvia...sweetie....I'm not sure what happened but you know that we love you.........
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:36 pm
I'm sorry... I didn't mean to make you upset as soon as you got online...
Why do I feel like I did something wrong?
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:37 pm
Sylvia.. What happened.. Even if you won't tell me, Can you please PM me?
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:38 pm
you didnt do anything wrong darin
a purple kitten looks at sylvia and meows"mew?" heart
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:39 pm
i know you do...that's the only thing stopping myself. it's the only self control i have over my mind and body....i've been broken van..destroyed...no matter how many times i get hit i just cant die...why can't i die? i pleade and beg but death does not come to my aid...the pain only continues and they only grow happier...they get power from my sadness, my pain, my fear...it drives them to strike more...this is my insanity written in words..this is my day...i ran from the pain of a home that doesn't want me only to freeze in the cold and beg to be let back in like a sick dog...i lock myself in a room only to have it banged on, broken down, have me cowar in fear...the one person i love and care for can't stand me and left my side, stealing my sanity with him...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:44 pm
i know how you feel i was in that situation last july i ran and tracked down my ex and now i live with her...life never ends when you want it to you just have to take it...or leave... heart
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:44 pm
oh sweetheart.....I don't know what to say....I don't know the pain you're going through but I do know it's tough to handle pain....we love you Sylvia...and we're here for you...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:46 pm
but sadly i can't be on here any longer so i must suck up this pain of mine and put that fake smile upon my face for the world to see, to make htem think i'm happy....i can't run from the pain or fear...i can't esacpe my problems like everyone else can
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:49 pm
Sylvia... I could only imagine what your going through.. I've had soemthing like this happen to me and I know the pain from that but this, to me, seem sbigger than that, I'm sorry I can't do anything to help... I feel so helpless... I love you Sylvia....
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:49 pm
ok just know i care heart
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:51 pm
ima get offa here ...bye darin
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:53 pm
the only think i wish in life is to meet van in real life even for a second. just to see him smile..that's all...
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:56 pm
I'm so sorry Sylvia... crying I understand it too, but there's nothing I can really say.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:59 pm
I wish I could say something other then that I understand and love you... but I can't think of anything...
I'm sorry, but I have to go for a while... I'll be back later tonight thought.
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