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 Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:37 pm
*Clings to Foamy* I'm glad you became a part of the family, toooooooo! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Alex was online for like two seconds tonight, and it was soooooo hard to say bye, and I was still kind of upset when he left...
...but then he called me and told me that his mom had made him go to bed but he wanted to make sure I was okay first. He told me he loved me over and over and made everything perfect again. I don't know how he always does that, but he's my hero >w< heart
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:46 pm
I know i'm being fickle, but I can't seem to stop myself.
I'm torn about trivial things with him. That he doesn's ask me how my day was, that he wants to brag about his achivements but shows no intrest in my ideas and writings, that he doesnt care what I dream about. I don't want to be the girl who obsesses over little things but... idk. :/ Why do I keep talking to him? Why should I care what he thinks or doesn't think if I have made up my mind that he is bad for me?
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:48 pm
Obito Draken Uchiha I've got a pic of a girl-i-know's chest on my phone (topless) o.o Kestin Sha I know better. I can't. I won't. I know better. Indulging cannot be helped. Moments of weakness end. I know better. Little Miss Fortune *Clings to Foamy* I'm glad you became a part of the family, toooooooo! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Alex was online for like two seconds tonight, and it was soooooo hard to say bye, and I was still kind of upset when he left...
...but then he called me and told me that his mom had made him go to bed but he wanted to make sure I was okay first. He told me he loved me over and over and made everything perfect again. I don't know how he always does that, but he's my hero >w< heart Baw, I'm flattered~ o3o Man, I srsly wanna be like that for the person I care about. D: Like, no joke.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 11:17 pm
Doctor signed me up for art class before I had a chance to know about it.
Good intention but... W/O ME KNOWING YOU SIGNED UP ALREADY, THEN JUST BOTHER ASKING ME IF I WANT TO?
Times of my life where I want to say "no" but can't. Oh wait that's all the time =D
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 11:20 pm
Foam-Dome Little Miss Fortune *Clings to Foamy* I'm glad you became a part of the family, toooooooo! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Alex was online for like two seconds tonight, and it was soooooo hard to say bye, and I was still kind of upset when he left...
...but then he called me and told me that his mom had made him go to bed but he wanted to make sure I was okay first. He told me he loved me over and over and made everything perfect again. I don't know how he always does that, but he's my hero >w< heart Baw, I'm flattered~ o3o Man, I srsly wanna be like that for the person I care about. D: Like, no joke.
You're already like that. You just to find someone worthy of your awesomenesssss ^^
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 11:41 pm
Little Miss Fortune Foam-Dome Little Miss Fortune *Clings to Foamy* I'm glad you became a part of the family, toooooooo! <333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Alex was online for like two seconds tonight, and it was soooooo hard to say bye, and I was still kind of upset when he left...
...but then he called me and told me that his mom had made him go to bed but he wanted to make sure I was okay first. He told me he loved me over and over and made everything perfect again. I don't know how he always does that, but he's my hero >w< heart Baw, I'm flattered~ o3o Man, I srsly wanna be like that for the person I care about. D: Like, no joke.
You're already like that. You just to find someone worthy of your awesomenesssss ^^I think I found her a couple years ago, but she told me that she doesn't have any feelings for me. XD;; I'm still determined to win her over eventually, though. And now a sekrit. o3o I'm seriously starting to worry about my health. D:
I'm pretty lean, but I don't get very much exercise. Even the slightest bit of exercise leaves me breathing heavily and my heart beating harder than usual, and my family has a history of heart problems... I wanna start exercising regularly again, but I fear that if I just rush into it all of a sudden, I might go into cardiac arrest or something.
And then there's my left shoulder blade... It feels like it's been rubbing against the underside of my skin and caused some nerve damage, because I can hardly feel anything on that patch of skin anymore... And sometimes when I'm walking, no matter how good or poor my posture is, it feels like the inside of my skin is itching/tingling/burning... It's a weird sensation, but it's very, very uncomfortable. D:
And there's my gums, too... My teeth are perfectly fine, but I dunno if my gums are. XD They've just been naturally weak, and always bleed so easily...
Also, apparently holding in your sneezes for a few years screws up your nasal passages for life.
I hate to just talk about all of this stuff so suddenly, but it's been bugging me for a while. XD;;
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 12:35 am
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 12:38 am
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 2:02 am
So I'm going to a counselor/doctor on Wednesday.. Hopefully it turns out well. Scared out of my mind.. I'm going to tell him something I've only told two other people. I even refused to tell my current counselor. Yet.. if I want to get the best treatment, I absolutely have to tell him.
I'm really scared about going but I know it's for the best and it will help me. Doesn't help take away the nervousness. @_@
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 3:04 am
I dont think I ll be able to sleep again unless I can find someway to forget
I dont know why this is affecting me now =S
I m not allowed sleeping pills so I dont know how Im going to get any rest anymore
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 3:05 am
Kuroyanagika So I'm going to a counselor/doctor on Wednesday.. Hopefully it turns out well. Scared out of my mind.. I'm going to tell him something I've only told two other people. I even refused to tell my current counselor. Yet.. if I want to get the best treatment, I absolutely have to tell him.
I'm really scared about going but I know it's for the best and it will help me. Doesn't help take away the nervousness. @_@ *hugs* I know it ll be difficult but I know you can do it
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 7:41 am
last month i was put on anti-depressants and i decided to take them all to ... ya know but it didnt work obviously but i never told anyone because nobody was around at the time. i have a scar down the middle of my chest between my boobs its just a line but i hate it and would never feel comfortable around someone naked. i also hope that nobody bothers to read this! XD
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 7:44 am
Sorry Vikky, we all care to much to not read.
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 7:57 am
Shiori Miko Sorry Vikky, we all care to much to not read. seconds this^
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 10:23 am
Just like to clear a few things up:
I'm not even close to hating or greatly disliking anyone in this guild. I have my rage moments. And while I feel a twang of guilt for causing anyone to feel bad, that is about it. I will not withdraw my opinions about anything I've said until I've changed my views and peeves.
Above was written upon much musing of my last rant, which, though I viewed fair, I realised might've been taken as indirect attacks (or felt like it) for certain individuals. That was not so. It was just the final threshold that made me blow. I'm usually very tolerant and do respect all reasonable opinions. That, however, does not mean that I will like them.
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