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 Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 1:34 am
I hate nphow it takes me about an hour or more to fall asleep. I just can't seem to stop thinking so much. I try not to clear my mind but that just doesn't work but I'm never successful at doing so. Even if I'm free as hell I still won't be able to fall asleep right away..
/rant
Sorry ><
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 1:38 am
cow of the null I hate nphow it takes me about an hour or more to fall asleep. I just can't seem to stop thinking so much. I try not to clear my mind but that just doesn't work but I'm never successful at doing so. Even if I'm free as hell I still won't be able to fall asleep right away..
/rant
Sorry ><
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 1:47 am
Wait somethings not right here...
So all day, I had to take care of my baby sister while the rest of my family went off to purchase things for her birthday party. For 7 hours they were gone. 4 of those hours my sister spent sleeping, which was fine. But then when she woke up you can see the mess that she made while I was looking away. :l I clean the mess with ease and then continue lurking the z!CB. Then my dad comes in to see my sister crying. He then slaps me. Ouch. After all those hours taking care of the baby, who gets slapped? Well that's not right.
And still right now I'm taking care of the baby :l
_____________________________❥ { em / tart }
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 1:47 am
Today I almost had a mental breakdown and had a minor panic attack.
So yes, I now know the answer to the question of whether I want to go back or not. While I would love to go back to old times, if I'm reacting this badly now it is likely not a good idea to go back. Not now.
If I was allowed back at a later date when I'm in a more stable mindset, then yes I would like that. If not, then it's understandable and I'll be perfectly fine with that.
And I don't really expect people to understand what I'm talking about.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 1:50 am
I am deathly araid of ever getting pregnant. Pregnant people? Yeah, whatever. But if I ever get pregnant.. I don't even know how I'll react. I can't even fathom, the though just scares me so much o.o
*plans on adopting a kid*
Oh, and I think my really good guys friend is the reason that my ex broke up with me. I told him about how my friend was baking for me for my birthday and he freaked out saying he should be the one baking for me, blah blah blah. After that day he just seemed kind of off and would keep talking about what would happen if we ever broke up. Then there was the whole "it's not you, it's me" speech, because he thought he couldn't be there for me and how I deserved better. Which was true.. Anyways, I'm debating if I should tell my friend this or not. It's not like he meant to do anything, its was just kind of snowball effect. (Mind you, I wouldn't be blaming him at all because I'm happy about the breakup)
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 1:54 am
I might as well admit how I feel, really D: I have mixed feelings about Wednesday. I'm scared, excited, worried, happy, frightened... I could go on D: It's my final exam for college. It's going to take an impact on my overall grade and the main tiebreaker of whether the University lets me do my course I want D: I figured I just need a high C at least to get a B overall, but since in my previous exams I've been getting As and high Bs (like 1 mark off an A), I could get a B in this exam making it an overall A... Blehh... Stress D: And I really CANNOT wait until Wednesday is over, the exam is 2 hours and it's all essay questions, I'm scared my hand will cramp up, since I write super fast XD In the last exam, I wrote way over 10 pages. Hand was a PAIN D: I'm scared I'm going to forget something in there, like someone's name or an important study, or even get the theories mixed up... OMG D: what if I don't remember anything x(((((
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 2:49 am
Illogical, but I really dislike feminists. Seeing females suddenly turn a joking atmosphere into one dead-serious or seem like the other gender is victimising them/or treating them unfairly because of an off-hand comment really pisses me off.
Not just earlier, but most days. It's a miracle I even stand most females. "Girl power" or "boys vs girls" grates on my nerves.
Gender divisions shouldn't exist, yeah, but making yourself stand out as a speaker for your gender that makes the other gender feel bad or uncomfortable? How is that better?
Also, then comes the question: if someone made a joke or an off-hand comment that might sound degrading to their own gender (let's say female) in a light-hearted fashion, would the females be as offended?
I already can come up with several ways to refute some of the arguments I made in the above. Call me wishy-washy or contradictory, but I like to take all sides into consideration and do not have a strong affiliation with just one of the two genders.
If anyone replies to this, per usual, I will not see the reply. I rant and then I don't come back to see reactions and do not want to discuss it any further.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 3:50 am
Secret:
1. I feel uncomfortable talking about Scleroderma to people who haven't lived through it.
2. I feel uncomfortable talking about a period to people who haven't lived through it.
3. I feel uncomfortable talking about anything in my life to a person who has not experienced the same thing because it's impossible for them to understand at the level I want them to.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 9:32 am
Calling Shenanigans I am deathly araid of ever getting pregnant. Pregnant people? Yeah, whatever. But if I ever get pregnant.. I don't even know how I'll react. I can't even fathom, the though just scares me so much o.o
*plans on adopting a kid*
I'm afraid of this, too. I really really reeeeeeeeeeeeally want kids, but I have such a low pain tolerance that I can't even THINK about how much it's going to hurt to give birth. Why can't there be an easier way? crying
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:00 am
her: "They're hard. You shoud have used all the milk and cooked it at a lower temperature"
me: "I used all the milk in the cup."
her: "Then you should have used more."
me: "...hm."
her: -eats-
me: -glares-
her: "hm, they're very good. Yeah, good."
me: "mh."
her: "Good good."
me: "mhm."
QUIT INSULTING MY PANCAKES BEFORE YOU EAT THEM. scream
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:12 am
Poor Mickey /giggles/
While I know Tasn won't see this.. doesn't stop me from commenting on it..
I'm basically the same way. It annoys me so bad when someone makes a joke and someone like that has to jump in and get offended by it. You could very easily sit back and realize that they aren't being serious. If it was a serious topic, then I could understand getting upset over it but when it's a joke between friends and you make everyone around you feel uncomfortable.. People are going to start avoiding YOU and take their conversation elsewhere.. Which shouldn't be the case.. Even I make a few jokes once and a while but I know who to avoid because I know they would only cause issues..
I get people getting offended but when it's a conversation between a close group of friends.. leave them alone unless they are honestly hurting and attacking someone. Others shouldn't have to avoid you to feel comfortable to speak freely with their own friends.
The thing I find funniest... is that if the joke is about a female, most females that don't know how to take a joke and instead choose to be catty brats that go into a frenzy and foam at the mouth.. But if it's a joke between a bunch of females about their own gender OR about males.. it's perfectly fine and it's NOT okay for a guy to get annoyed.. wut?
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:15 am
Mickey2146 her: "They're hard. You shoud have used all the milk and cooked it at a lower temperature"
me: "I used all the milk in the cup."
her: "Then you should have used more."
me: "...hm."
her: -eats-
me: -glares-
her: "hm, they're very good. Yeah, good."
me: "mh."
her: "Good good."
me: "mhm."
QUIT INSULTING MY PANCAKES BEFORE YOU EAT THEM. scream mmmm pancakes<3
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:17 am
I had french toast this morning.
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:27 am
I sure hope no one here is talking about me in their rants, but I'm not compleeeeetely oblivious, and I'm sure you are. Just know that I don't get any less offended when the sexist "jokes" are about men or if women are the ones making the "jokes."
If you find sexist or racist jokes funny, that's your own issue. But I'm going to continue to stand up against them. =3
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Posted: Sun Jun 27, 2010 10:30 am
Foam-Dome cow of the null I hate nphow it takes me about an hour or more to fall asleep. I just can't seem to stop thinking so much. I try not to clear my mind but that just doesn't work but I'm never successful at doing so. Even if I'm free as hell I still won't be able to fall asleep right away..
/rant
Sorry >< I'm glad someone feels my pain.
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