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 Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:11 pm
"Bad.....Frankly, I feel like hell...guilty....sad...angry....and I'm not even sure if I should be feeling like this..." He said softly and sat down, holding his head in his hands. "And I can't tell anyone...since everyone would just say I'm being childish."
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:15 pm
What happen then? Did someone hurt you?
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:21 pm
"No...it's just that...I feel that Anarane and I are drifting away...and whenever I want to tell her, she's too busy with Fox or something else....I love her, I truly do...but it feels like she only says she loves me to make me happy."
He got up and looked at the sky, sighing. "She said she would be there for me...but when I needed her the most, she ran from me....I can't tell her how I feel...because frankly, I'm sacred she will just say I'm being childish or be too busy to care...."
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:24 pm
Someone died at school natural causes.
Anarane? Yeah seems like she had alot to deal with lately. Cant you three be together and do soemthing? Im sure she wont call you childish.
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:26 pm
"Fox...has issues with me...and I decided to give them space to sort this out...Again..I'm not sure wether to say this is my fault or not Alley....I'm never felt so alone or confused in my life...." A single tear fell from his face as he sat back down.
"Someone died? What happened?"
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:29 pm
*Alley saw the tear and hughed Sigil*
That person was already to old. Well Dante is still teaching me as it is
((Dante is on gaia and actually traines Alley ninja ))
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:31 pm
He returned the hug, closing his eyes to prevent tears. "I see...Alley, do I sound like a childish jerk?....I..just want her to be happy....and I feel like I just keep ******** everything up..."
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:33 pm
*Alley stroke her hand over his face and wiped the tear away*
You didnt sound childish at all Sphen
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:36 pm
He gave a smile and wiped the tears off. "Thanks...I needed to get that off my chest.....It was killing me."
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:39 pm
*she gave a smile to Sigil*
So anything else happen when i was in school?
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:41 pm
"No...not really....I was thinking of going home....but I'm not sure....Again..I'm just so confused..."
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:43 pm
Okey i understand if ya wanna go home and rest or something
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:45 pm
"no..I meant leave the Syndicate and return to my homeland....That home...." He replied and looked back up, closing his eyes as the silver hair spread out on the ground. "I have no place here...and I feel so damn emo...but I can't help it."
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:48 pm
*Alley looked at Sigil*You feel emo. Hm, you have found a loving girlfriend and a sonfigure. Leave all that?
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:52 pm
((i went to bed.. ninja
nini ALL 4laugh ))
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