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 Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 2:50 pm
It's going to be okay Crystal. We are here for you and we all love you! heart
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 10:55 pm
Thanks whee Tomorrow I have to go to some government offices and fill out a buttload of paper work. xp
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crystalsmuse Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 04, 2008 6:44 pm
the big day is tomorrow eek
listen up-
hearts all over the world tonight, i need you to pray, or hope, or wish for good luck for me tomorrow. I need it and i love you all a lot. heart
more nervous than i've ever been for midterms or finals gonk
oh and birthday in t-minus 5 days! biggrin
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Posted: Wed Mar 05, 2008 1:20 pm
You did great Clue! I know it!
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Posted: Wed Mar 05, 2008 3:04 pm
crystal- whoot you're back! 8D as lana said, we love you! :] heart
lana- i sure hope so domokun
possibly the longest day ever D:
4 tests, and then my math teacher decides to prove that i'm an idiot in front of my entire class last period stare
whoo hoo, what an amazing day rolleyes
whatever, i dont care. The trimester is over tomorrow and the stress is over. I survived hell day biggrin
sweet 16th birthday sunday cool no party, but still excited :3
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Posted: Mon Mar 10, 2008 11:05 pm
Okay... I promised Nick I'd tell everyone what happened to me today.
I went to work at 6am. I was transfered and it was my first time at this store for me. When I got there they didn't have my time card, they didn't have a locker ready for me and instead of giving me a supervisor's or customer service position (like I was hired as) they put me out doing truck! Grunt work! I went to college and worked there for nearly a year working my way up, earning respect and responsibility to throwing cardboard in a trash compactor for five hours for $8.75/hr. I got my nice work cloths all dirty and my shirt even got a hole in it.
Everyone there was Hispanic, so they were giving out instructions in Spanish. I don't know much Spanish anymore... So I didn't understand anything.
A LOT of my friends are Hispanic, so don't go thinking it's a racist thing.
Then when I went to lunch everything just hit me. The separation, the move, the job... And a lot of other things.
I had a panic attack in my car. I couldn't breath right, I was shaking and wanting to scream, cry and throw up all at once. I didn't think I would be able to drive home, but I did.
I'm not going back to that store. I'm looking for new work now.
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crystalsmuse Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 11, 2008 2:40 pm
Omg, what a terrible day. Usually I would say it will get better but jeez, I hope you find a better job than that place. You deserve a whole lot better than this Crystal. It isn't like you did anything bad in your life and you aren't mean in any way so I don't see why life has to treat you like crap.
Don't worry, you will find a better place that will be lucky to have such a great person working for them. Don't get discouraged!
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 5:26 pm
Thanks biggrin I feel better now. But I'm taking it easy. I really should be on anti-depressants, but I can't afford meds. Just working on my room, drawing, cleaning. Thinking.
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crystalsmuse Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 7:57 pm
oh my, crystal darling that really sucks heart
sweetie, you definitely will find a better job than that. You deserve better than being put down to the work of common laborers.
My heart really goes out to you, that sounds horrible. Life can get pretty suckish sometimes. I dont know what to say actually...Hang in there; Micah needs you!
dont go emo, become numero uno! (small tidbit of clue's humor trying to cheer you up) :]
you made the right decision by looking for something else :3
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:18 pm
Wow, that is depressing...I feel sorry for you. sweatdrop It must be really hard for a single mother.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:13 pm
i painted my room pink! whooo biggrin
but no tickets to jonas summer concert gonk again might i add
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 7:00 pm
guess what guys???? domokun biggrin
my friends are getting me jonas brothers tickets as my birthday present! *squeals*
best day ever :] and i got a 99 on a chem test, which is basically a miracle mrgreen
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 3:21 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 6:59 pm
thanks lana <3
yesterday was a good day, even though it was back to school after vacation xP
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Posted: Wed Apr 02, 2008 3:43 pm
Ahh, you had a whole week off? I didn't! It's cool you have such loving friends though! A 99 on a test is awesome! I only hope I get good grades for the tests I take this week.
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