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 Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 12:00 pm
AkureiKnight xd rofl Oh gosh.. Oooo and I just had a thought which I got from the "bisexual vs faithfullness" thread.. I dunno why but ever since I found out I was homosexual in some way I want to be more homosexual than heterosexual. Even though its far more hard to be a homosexual in our day-and-age that doesn't really matter to me. It's like the desire to be abnormal added with the fact that I like the way I feel when I thinki of being with a woman vs being with a man (the feelings are polar opposites), is probably why I consider myself a lesbian rather than bi. I think also that being a self identified bi-gendered person effects my opinions on my sexuality as well. There are a few other theories that go along with that but I wont get into them. I feel really similar... I consider myself lesbian, but sometimes there comes a guy that will capture my eye. Ive only been attracted to two guys, James and Bradley. James because he was so appealing to me, he was different and eccentric, I fell into his eyes and he caught me with a kiss... I think I was attracted to Bradley, only because my ex girlfriend was with him, and she cheated on me with him, but he liked me... he tried so hard to get me to like him, and after awhile I did, then he disapeared. I dont think im bi. I LOVE girls!!!! I just get so confused at times.. hah what I wrote really has nothing to do wit what you posted. I feel similar, I just dont know how to explain I guess....
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 5:28 pm
She's been cheating on me, hating me, wanting to leave....
For months....
Now she's finally leaving....
Sana's 'perfect' to her.......
I'm nothing....
-sigh- This may be my last post, for I'm pretty sure I'm killing myself tonight or sometime in the near future.
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 7:09 pm
Mary - lol it's okay. I know how you feel in a way. It gets confusing but usually I ignore it
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Posted: Wed Jan 10, 2007 7:23 pm
First of all I hate to say I told you so but, yeah. I told you so.
Second, you are still young. You have your whole life in front of you and at least 300,000 lesbians. There's lots of other fish in the sea. Getting dumped hurts. Okay? But it's no reason to kill yourself. You can't let some person be your reason for living. And it happens to EVERYONE, moo. I mean hell, Uma Thurman who hit the genetics jackpot with a rocket scientist father and a supermodel mother, got her heart ripped out and stomped on and if it can happen to her, it can happen to anyone.
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Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 2:43 pm
AkureiKnight Mary - lol it's okay. I know how you feel in a way. It gets confusing but usually I ignore it Agreed. Part of the problem I've found though, is that some guys end up with female souls, thus why we're attracted to them. But of course, you'd have to truly believe in the supernatural to understand and accept fully what I just said. ^^;
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Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 9:10 pm
Saknika AkureiKnight Mary - lol it's okay. I know how you feel in a way. It gets confusing but usually I ignore it Agreed. Part of the problem I've found though, is that some guys end up with female souls, thus why we're attracted to them. But of course, you'd have to truly believe in the supernatural to understand and accept fully what I just said. ^^;
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Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 11:29 pm
lol I believe it. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 9:32 am
Miss_Mary_Jane Saknika AkureiKnight Mary - lol it's okay. I know how you feel in a way. It gets confusing but usually I ignore it Agreed. Part of the problem I've found though, is that some guys end up with female souls, thus why we're attracted to them. But of course, you'd have to truly believe in the supernatural to understand and accept fully what I just said. ^^; Exactly.
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The Committee Staff Gaian
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 7:20 pm
You know...that made a lot of sense.
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 7:45 am
I must have reached a new boredom level. I'm watching Gay, Straight, or Taken. eek
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The Committee Staff Gaian
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 4:37 pm
BakaTulip You know...that made a lot of sense. Just one of those things I've picked up on over the years. And if you notice, this is a lot of where transgenders come from as well. Some are okay with the surgery, some aren't.
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 5:44 pm
God it sucks to be in love *pout*
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 9:17 pm
lol it sucks but you know it's still awesome too. xd heart
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 10:50 pm
BakaTulip God it sucks to be in love *pout* o.O
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The Committee Staff Gaian
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 5:41 am
AkureiKnight lol it sucks but you know it's still awesome too. xd heart It's less awesome when you don't have the guts to say it.
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