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 Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 7:00 pm
"Are you empathetic? Can you be empathetic?"
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Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 10:04 pm
She raised her head from Mercy's shoulder and looked at Dreiyan "He is my Father! My birth father, his blood runs in my veins in more ways than most here. If it was not for my mother's hybrid blood I would be a purebreed from one of the first vampires!" Her voice fell to a soft growl
Jinx looked at Dreiyan "Do you not get it, Ivan is her biological father. Though he hurt her hugely as she grew up she still loves and cares for him and always will."
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 12:13 am
*sigh* When you put it so plainly i guess i do understand the logic of it. Please forgive me for not 'feeling' it, however. I dont remember when or if i had something like that so topics like these are bad territory for me."
* his face and voice dropped all pretense of emotion*
"I should stop trying to understand things like this, it upsets people."
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 2:50 pm
"Trying to understand how others feel is a good thing Dreiyan. You just need to learn when it is good to speak and how to speak." He turned and looked at Lav "He does not know of your past does he?"
She rested her head back on Mercy's shoulder shaking her head a little "I do not believe so."
He sighed and looked back at Deriyan "The marks on her back, the scars on her mind, the thin amount of sanity that is left with her, her father is responisble for all of them. Her childhood was worse than what most can even imagine, she may have been a heartless killer but it was not her choice to grow up to be that."
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 4:52 pm
Domi turns her gaze to Jinx. "I don't think anyone really decides to grow up that way..."
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 7:15 pm
*the now blank eyes turned to look at Lav and Jinx* "Im trying...it's all I can do for now. I can learn much knowledge of practical and logical things at will, but learning feelings and emotions... its like learning a foreign language when you dont have real ones to start with yourself."
" Learning your background and reasoning will greatly help me to understand those feelings. Please continue."
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 7:37 pm
She stayed quite against Mercy, leaving Jinx to speak for her.
Jinx sighed glancing at Lav before looking back at Dreiyan leaning forward a bit in his chair, his elbows rested on his knees hands crossed infront of him. A very modern gesture for him to use, but he watched Dreiyan closely. "Lady is well over six thousand years old, her father is older than me and I am very very old, I have yet to meet many others older than I am. She was born of a purebreed, one of the first vampires to exist a descended of the first of all vampires. Her mother was a denounced combination of wolf demon and angel's blood, a combination that in its self should have been fatal. Her Father turned her mother after she had Lady, she was born Lavender Ann Slohovic. Her Father found that even as a child she was not good enough, not powerful enough for him. He beat her, raped her, scard her, and broke her of her will. If left alone with no one to stop her she would, will, do whatever he wishes of her. Fear is the ultimate use of control. By the time Lady was maybe a year and a half maybe a little less she had mastered control of the elements, at 3 she killed for the first time a deer, at 4 a great wolf, and finally at 5 her first human. She found some joy in the praise her Father gave her for how neatly she killed the woman, that she never bloodied herself." He stopped and let out a soft sigh "He had her trained in fighting by 6 she was skilled with the weapons of the time, swords and fists. She fought with their army, a child warrior who killed without feeling because it was what her Father wished of her. By 7 she ran part of the Families army, killed millions with in her first few years. That is how she gained the nickname The Lady of Death, her Father gave it to her. Said it was more fitting than her real name, it was true though death did follow where she went. At ten she was wed to a man from an allied clan, love happened. At 16 one of the men in the family went insane and bit her, effectively turning her fully too young. Her sanity took anouther blow because of that, she nearly died that night but she pulled through some how. Her power development cut short of what it should have been, even as she sits now she is barely anything of what she could have been if she had been changed fully on her eightteenth birthday as was customary. For a little less than two thousand years the routne stayed the same caught between her husband and her father." He glanced at Lady again and then back at Dreiyan "Around her 2,011 birthday she became pregnant and had Mark and Cali twins, soon after the children came the marriage fell apart and they effectively divorced. They never saw their father she took care of the kids. She took a lover a fox demon named Nina, ten years older than she was at the time. Five years after that her family was killed it seemed she was the only one to survive. After that she roamed around the world living everywhere, killing as she pleased till she came her. She wished for peace after having we sealed Death away, she found it and stayed here. Soon becoming the leader of this place." He stretched a little "Now after four thousand plus years her Father has shown up again in an attempt to take her back and restart his blood line, even though she has been exiled by the rest of the council." He grew quite, obviously speaking from memory not from stories.
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 8:18 pm
"A very interesting history...Thank you for telling it Jinx. Lady, I ask forgiveness for not feeling these things properly. I am still learning."
"And I also apologize to the entire clan." *he spoke to the entire room now* "Please forgive me for acting as if I possessed emotions, especially to those who actually believed me."
"For a great sin I paid a great price, and it robbed me of many things, emotions included. I ask only that you deal with me a little longer, I'm slowly getting myself back."
*the eyes stayed blank as ever, his voice just loud enough for everyone to hear.*
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 9:13 pm
She stayed close to Mercy, almost mumbling into her shoulder "We are all broken in our own ways, some worse than others. Emotions were not important for me, according to my Father. I learned to control them, negate them completely, I have no more emotions than any normal purebreed vampire. Feelings are things that things that are not damned have." She picked Mercy up effortlessly and set her back on the couch walking back over to the window looking outside "The damned have no need for feelings."
Jinx closed his eyes and layed back in the chair "That is just a short story Dreiyan, the basics only. There are much worse things that she has done in her life." He opened an eye and looked at Lady then closed it again sighing "Dreiyan, you will quickly learn that being emotionless can not upset her. She may get annoyed but most of the time it is nothing more than an act something she perfected when she lived amoung humans at the turn of the century." He settle deeper into the chair "And how many times do I have to tell you Lady, you are not damned."
She scoffed a little "I am more damned than any other creature here and you know that Jinx. You have seen the blood that stains my hands, the innocents I have taken and the lives I have ruined. If that is enough to damn me then my blood is."
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 9:30 pm
"If you say so. Its hard for me to tell. Even though i can act fairly well also. If that's her definition of damned then I have been for quite awhile. But since I have some emotion back, guess im not anymore. But just barely. That being said, Im only a true vampiric lycan in spirit. My physical self is made up completely"
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 10:28 pm
"Your blood is better than mine. It is not a fatal mix of two sworen enemys, it does not contain that of two different demons. You are much less damned then I am, I have seen Hell itself, you are unlikely to fall to the level I will." Her voice was soft
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Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 11:33 pm
"and for that I am grateful, I think I am only here to serve out my punishment until the planet is destroyed, I see no other way for me to die. Did the hell you see exist in this plane? Like at the center of the Earth? Or was it somewhere or sometime else?"
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Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 7:51 am
"It is a different plane than here, but everything looks the same, just destroyed, demons everywhere. Different parts are different levels. Seeing as my Father is friends with Lucifer, it is unlikely that when I die I will be anywhere but his side." She sighed obviously hating not having choices
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Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 11:42 am
"oh...Well I guess it's kind of a relief. If it existed here then that means I would be a part of it. I can't get close to the center of the earth so I never found if anything was there besides the usual lava and molten rock and such."
"Back when I was normal, I saw Lucifer once, scared the crap out of me when I realised who it was. I imagine he still hasnt changed much."
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Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 1:54 pm
"I can assure you the only thing at the center of the earth is lava and molten rock." She sighed "For those of us who are damned this is just a holding cell till we finally get our judgment." She turned leaning against the wall by the window her hair being taken out the window in the breeze "What did he look like to you, he likes to show up as different things to people."
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