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 Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 8:38 pm
She smiled and bobbed her head. "Aye, I suppose that is very true. I forget this as I was not told this when young. I had nothing but learning and training. Even now, with friends, with family, I still feel this is all I have. Focus on things, on events, the betterment of living .. not of the people, not myself."
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 8:48 pm
Thats a mistake worry to much about training that one gets lost in it absorbed and little by little you lose more things than just time and effort to your cause. Time passes by and the most meaningful events pass you by and that something that later one regrets. Maybe a walk or a destined meeting all of that could be missed if too much attention is paid to one thing only.
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 8:53 pm
"I had few options when young, you know this." she said softly, her eyes dropping to the ground, her head bowing some also with this. "These days here .. I cannot hardly express how grateful I am to have company of good people like you. There is still so much I must understand, however. It sometimes feels impossible that I will ever know."
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 8:58 pm
I know. *shaking her hair and leaving it all frizzy* Gosh i did such an impression! Well as for that you have time on your side. There's no need to subject yourself to an overly rush
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:08 pm
"Hey!" she exclaimed with passion, fixing her hair again right away. Giggling again, she bobbed her head as they continued walking. "Some day .. I am certain .. I will know and I will have good times without so much .. awkward .. times." she finished quietly, bobbing her head again.
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:12 pm
You are having one now arent you not? *Frizzing her hair yet again playfully as they continued walking and talking to each other*
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:22 pm
She sighed softly, bobbing her head slightly. "Yes, well .. today is very nice but I am still quite awkward, I know this." she said softly, not bothering to fix her hair. "It pleases you to see me in a disheveled state?"
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:28 pm
Whats bothering you? and no is i find it a reason for you to be playfully cute *He smiles a bit*
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:34 pm
With a nervous laugh, she fixed her hair again. "I enjoy a particular look each day. And .. I should be doing something, I just know I should .. but what? I know not. It is frustrating to always have this feeling."
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:42 pm
Ah i can understand the feeling like you missed something and want to do it so the day finishes good. i think i know what it is. *He smiled and kept walking*
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:50 pm
"In a way .. yes. Though .. I have nothing and no one whom I know to be depending on me this day. There is something else, something more .. I must help others." she said softly, bobbing her head again a bit as they continued onward.
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 9:58 pm
Sometimes one must help oneselves in order to help others. But is because you have that feeling so carved in your heart that you feel somewhat unsatisfied you cant help more. Or that today no one needs your help
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 10:13 pm
"What more is there for me to provide for myself/ I ensure that I have plenty of rest, good nutrition and a balance of being with people and alone, because I enjoy both." she said softly, keeping her head down a bit while they walked, looking to the path before them.
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 10:27 pm
realyy? then you shouldnt be feeling this way*
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 10:37 pm
"Then how should I feel?" she asked with wide eyes. If she was supposed to be some way, she needed to know so she could act appropriately.
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