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 Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 2:31 pm
Peoplers still loves you and wants you to be happy.
That is all
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 3:17 pm
You don't understand...any of you...ugh, I'm still so upset about last night and I can't even talk about it without bringing myself a lot more trouble than I can handle. And I need to talk about it. But nobody can know. One person knows, and that's fine, but...I need more. When I have a problem, I need it to be accepted, and sometimes, like this time, I doubt it's at all acceptable. But the bottom line is, I know nobody cares about me, and I know I'm expendable, and I know...I know more that I can't say, but most importantly, I know it's the truth.
Actions speak louder than words. Saying you care isn't enough to convince me. It's fine that you don't like me. And it's fine if you want to pretend (in fact I doubt I'd be able to handle it if you stopped, because I'm just that weak and pathetic). But I know, and I've known for a long time, and I know it's not going to change.
My problems are never short-term. They just like to hide until they're triggered. Over and over again.
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 3:19 pm
Kestin Sha You don't understand...any of you...ugh, I'm still so upset about last night and I can't even talk about it without bringing myself a lot more trouble than I can handle. And I need to talk about it. But nobody can know. One person knows, and that's fine, but...I need more. When I have a problem, I need it to be accepted, and sometimes, like this time, I doubt it's at all acceptable. But the bottom line is, I know nobody cares about me, and I know I'm expendable, and I know...I know more that I can't say, but most importantly, I know it's the truth.
Actions speak louder than words. Saying you care isn't enough to convince me. It's fine that you don't like me. And it's fine if you want to pretend (in fact I doubt I'd be able to handle it if you stopped, because I'm just that weak and pathetic). But I know, and I've known for a long time, and I know it's not going to change.
My problems are never short-term. They just like to hide until they're triggered. Over and over again.
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 3:42 pm
Kestin Sha You don't understand...any of you...ugh, I'm still so upset about last night and I can't even talk about it without bringing myself a lot more trouble than I can handle. And I need to talk about it. But nobody can know. One person knows, and that's fine, but...I need more. When I have a problem, I need it to be accepted, and sometimes, like this time, I doubt it's at all acceptable. But the bottom line is, I know nobody cares about me, and I know I'm expendable, and I know...I know more that I can't say, but most importantly, I know it's the truth.
Actions speak louder than words. Saying you care isn't enough to convince me. It's fine that you don't like me. And it's fine if you want to pretend (in fact I doubt I'd be able to handle it if you stopped, because I'm just that weak and pathetic). But I know, and I've known for a long time, and I know it's not going to change.
My problems are never short-term. They just like to hide until they're triggered. Over and over again. Then let me act, and allow my words to strike true.
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 4:41 pm
MY PARENTS FOUND AN OFF-BRAND VERSION OF MY FAVORITE GIRL SCOUT COOKIE (SAMOAS)!!!!
I know it's not really a secret, but this thread is my blog D<
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 4:44 pm
Little Miss Fortune MY PARENTS FOUND AN OFF-BRAND VERSION OF MY FAVORITE GIRL SCOUT COOKIE (SAMOAS)!!!!I know it's not really a secret, but this thread is my blog D< ...I wish I could find an off-brand version of Nacho Flavor-Blasted Goldfish. ;3; Pepperidge Farm discontinued it, dammit.
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 4:47 pm
Foam-Dome Little Miss Fortune MY PARENTS FOUND AN OFF-BRAND VERSION OF MY FAVORITE GIRL SCOUT COOKIE (SAMOAS)!!!!I know it's not really a secret, but this thread is my blog D< ...I wish I could find an off-brand version of Nacho Flavor-Blasted Goldfish. ;3; Pepperidge Farm discontinued it, dammit.
I don't remember having the nacho ones, but I used to looooove the pizza ones. Nowadays, I really only use goldfish crackers if I'm eating tomato soup... XD
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 4:55 pm
Little Miss Fortune Foam-Dome Little Miss Fortune MY PARENTS FOUND AN OFF-BRAND VERSION OF MY FAVORITE GIRL SCOUT COOKIE (SAMOAS)!!!!I know it's not really a secret, but this thread is my blog D< ...I wish I could find an off-brand version of Nacho Flavor-Blasted Goldfish. ;3; Pepperidge Farm discontinued it, dammit.
I don't remember having the nacho ones, but I used to looooove the pizza ones. Nowadays, I really only use goldfish crackers if I'm eating tomato soup... XDI adore them. ;3; I used to eat at least a bag and a half every day. We buy the pizza ones now. I don't really like them so much, but they're bearable. XD
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 5:14 pm
You know how sucky my sleeping pattern is right now. Now you tell me I have to be awake for the party because my uncle is coming up from Texas to meet everyone. He's gonna be here for two weeks, let him meet me when I'm not sleep deprived. I have to go to a stupid party when you didn't even bother to get a single vegetarian thing. Dad promised to buy something I could eat but as usual I come second. So instead of saying "Oops I messed up sorry" you tell me to make something I have NO IDEA HOW TO MAKE. You won't even take the time to teach me how to make it.
And considering ever since I became veg 2 1/2 years ago I've told you the benefits. Now Grampa B has colon cancer and you're still all going meat crazy. I don't expect you to go veg but at least reduce your meat intake.
And that's not even including how you bought s**t FOR MY WALL THAT I DON'T NEED OR WANT but you didn't buy food that I can eat without puking.
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 6:12 pm
I'm really starting to hate my mom right now.. =/ Ever since we had that "conversation" about me trying to go to college and get student loans to pay for everything, including housing.. we haven't talked.. She just ignores me and only tells me when supper is ready or if I need to do something (like clean the kitchen) I mean.. seriously? Are you THAT butthurt over the fact I want to move out and go to college? It's seriously pathetic..
She's also doing everything in her power to piss me off. Like.. she cooked chili a few nights ago and she knows damned well I hate the large chunks of tomato and chopped onions in it.. What's in it when I get a bowl? ._. I had to spend more time picking that s**t out than I got to eat it. I actually had to heat it up BECAUSE of how much time I spent picking that crap out..
She knows I hate it when the TV is up really loud because it hurts my ears.. yet there she is.. playing the TV as loud as possible as if she was ******** deaf.. and I'm having to either put my headphones on (which give me a headache because they pin my ears back) or blare my speakers which hurts my ears... JUST so I can hear what I'm trying to listen to.. Like.. seriously, you can't watch that s**t upstairs or just turn it down a bit?
I can't.. I don't have cable in my room, it isn't hooked up because the wire is shredded... Besides, what I am watching (all the episodes of Bleach I can get my hands on) isn't on the TV.. it's on the internet.. What she is watching IS on the TV.. which could also be in her room.
I tried talking to my sister in law.. to see if she could take me up to Indianapolis.. so I could see if I could get into the school, that way I could get a student loan and move out asap... She hasn't answered.. my chances are slim to none at this point.. I don't have anyone else I could ask that would be able to transport me.. It's really starting to piss me off... I just honestly can't wait to move out and I won't be able to move out without getting into college and getting a student loan because I don't have any job experience..
Ugh.... I just CANNOT stand her right now..
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 7:32 pm
*hugs Rayne* I m sorry to hear, have you tried confronting her about it and just try piece stuff together maybe?as for sister in law maybe keep calling her until you get a reply?=S like if it s important to you Im sure she ll understand
June is evil =S
first time I ve felt so helpless and unable to function properly
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 8:10 pm
I can't seem to really help anyone lately.
And the more I try, the more I seem to fail
I hope things go better for EVERYONE tomorrow.
And I hope it's a happier day. <3
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 8:24 pm
Maris Pallitax I can't seem to really help anyone lately.
And the more I try, the more I seem to fail
I hope things go better for EVERYONE tomorrow.
And I hope it's a happier day. <3
-hugg-
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Posted: Fri Jun 25, 2010 8:31 pm
Maris Pallitax I can't seem to really help anyone lately.
And the more I try, the more I seem to fail
I hope things go better for EVERYONE tomorrow.
And I hope it's a happier day. <3 That's me at all times. Helpless to help.
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