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 Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2005 6:41 am
blue_mirror Gem, that really sucks. sad I told my mom today that I was planning on getting a group of friends together and going camping the weekend following my birthday. I mentioned that JD might come along if he can. Her reply was: Just make sure to bring lots of condoms. Me: Mom!! gonk redface Anyways, hope the concentration camp situation gets better. I know JD's mom is a warden over him. *big hug* I fell for ya heart thanks heart
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2005 8:41 am
argh!! my car is completely screwed!! gonk
everything in my life seems to be falling apart right now... a few weeks ago everything seemed great and I thought things were getting better, but now it's all back to s**t! scream
I just want some time to relax and hang out online again... instead of popping on the computer quick to check the job market before I run off to do odd jobs around town just so I'll have money to feed my dog.
I miss you guys... cry
and now I'm told that my car won't pass inspection and it's not worth spending money to fix it... so now I can't even do the shitty little jobs I've been doing, because I have no car.
and I can't afford to get a new car, or even to get a loan for a new car right now because I have no steady source of income...
and I can't get a job unless I have a reliable car, since I live in the sticks I have to drive 45 minutes to get to anywhere, so it's not like I can just hop on a bus to go to work.
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2005 9:54 am
Gun Street Girl argh!! my car is completely screwed!! gonk everything in my life seems to be falling apart right now... a few weeks ago everything seemed great and I thought things were getting better, but now it's all back to s**t! scream I just want some time to relax and hang out online again... instead of popping on the computer quick to check the job market before I run off to do odd jobs around town just so I'll have money to feed my dog. I miss you guys... cry and now I'm told that my car won't pass inspection and it's not worth spending money to fix it... so now I can't even do the shitty little jobs I've been doing, because I have no car. and I can't afford to get a new car, or even to get a loan for a new car right now because I have no steady source of income... and I can't get a job unless I have a reliable car, since I live in the sticks I have to drive 45 minutes to get to anywhere, so it's not like I can just hop on a bus to go to work. gonk looks like it's time to move to Boston and find yourself a young strapping sugar daddy to support you while you get re-established. :turns in his application:
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2005 11:41 am
shadowlaw Gun Street Girl argh!! my car is completely screwed!! gonk everything in my life seems to be falling apart right now... a few weeks ago everything seemed great and I thought things were getting better, but now it's all back to s**t! scream I just want some time to relax and hang out online again... instead of popping on the computer quick to check the job market before I run off to do odd jobs around town just so I'll have money to feed my dog. I miss you guys... cry and now I'm told that my car won't pass inspection and it's not worth spending money to fix it... so now I can't even do the shitty little jobs I've been doing, because I have no car. and I can't afford to get a new car, or even to get a loan for a new car right now because I have no steady source of income... and I can't get a job unless I have a reliable car, since I live in the sticks I have to drive 45 minutes to get to anywhere, so it's not like I can just hop on a bus to go to work. gonk looks like it's time to move to Boston and find yourself a young strapping sugar daddy to support you while you get re-established. :turns in his application: Both of those made me cry crying xd *hugs Gunny* Awe hun, I know what you mean. Yesterday was the two year aniversary of my ex-wife and I splitting. Two years that I have been forced to live with my parents. Gem thinks he has it rough at 19, he should try being 32 man. Seriously. Think I would be living here if I could afford not to??? gonk *really hopes Gunny's pressie gets there soon to cheer her up* heart
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 3:13 pm
You know what i hate?
When a friend REALLY needs help, but refuses to ask?
finding out one of your best chums is in the Hospital cause he tried to kill himself with sleeping pills form his girl friend is NOT a nice way to find out he needs help.
/end complaining
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 3:20 pm
This thread makes me sad.
;___________;
I love you all.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 3:21 pm
Teh Paige This thread makes me sad.
;___________;
I love you all.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 7:20 am
firebean You know what i hate? When a friend REALLY needs help, but refuses to ask? finding out one of your best chums is in the Hospital cause he tried to kill himself with sleeping pills form his girl friend is NOT a nice way to find out he needs help. /end complaining don't let it get to you. most suicide attempts are prompted by a crash more than a decline. you're more likely to hear that someone seemed so happy and to be doing fine and then one day they slice a wrist because something snaps. depressed people, pessemists and cynics almost never kill themselves cause they expect life to dissapoint them. All that being said it's almost impossible to see it comming. Even if you did most people wouldn't buckle if asked. :- i hope they're ok.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 10:35 am
Nyny is back for a few days after a both great and disasterous weekend...okay...My b/f and his 3 friends decided to go on vacation for a week...one of them took his g/f with him and I could too but it was too expensive and so I could come for a few days..they even forced me to whee .
But suddenly him friend Wim broke up with his g/f and they needed someone else to come with them cos they already had a 6-person house and not a 4-person one...so it would be stupid not to have atleast one with them. One of the friends Yuri, took his lil brother with him and it was all okay..and now thursday, the day before we would leave..my b/f was called and he was told that the guys only wanted me to come for a few days and leave sunday.....even tho there was this great All American day in a town nearby...so I cried...I would never mind leaving sunday if they told me that before...but they (2 guys >.>) decided they did not want me to stay very long...which hurt me very bad...cos they showed me movies from earlier vacations and forved me to come before....but I could not be picked up that day...and the train was no option...so I had a great friday and saturday with the guys..and sunday was great....I found a ubercool Metallica shirt for little money on a market....And the Brother of one of the guys (Daniel) that wanted me away was there too for that one day and they told me I could/should go with him home...cos they live near to my place...and that hurt me again.....I did not expect them to want me away that bad....when we were back in the house I had a long convo with my b/f..and Daniel told me again that if I wanted to go I should go now cos he would leave...and my b/f told him that what they promised me and what was happening now that, that was not right....and I called home to see if anyone was there so I could get in the house...but there was not so I did not leave that night..but yet again I wsa hurt...and now this morning...I woke up..and my b/f told me to stay in the room..and they guys went away...but I was mad and stuff..yelled at my b/f...cried more and more...I was just really upset.....and after a while we wetn swimming...after we talked again...
Then..I packed my bags and watched they gyus play soccer....Tho my b/f did not look at me at all...as if I was no one....and I walked outside with my bags to calm down..and went back in...talked to him...nearly broke my skull against a wall..and after a long talk again..I calmed down again....and then my mum and sis were there to pick me up...
The goodbye itself was sweet....the guys all came with me and stuff..and said goodbye.. But I still feel stupid and I can cry any second....
Oh..and sorry for the messy english but I am not in the mood to make it correct and stuffs >.>
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 11:18 am
Nyika Nyny is back for a few days after a both great and disasterous weekend...okay...My b/f and his 3 friends decided to go on vacation for a week...one of them took his g/f with him and I could too but it was too expensive and so I could come for a few days..they even forced me to whee .
But suddenly him friend Wim broke up with his g/f and they needed someone else to come with them cos they already had a 6-person house and not a 4-person one...so it would be stupid not to have atleast one with them. One of the friends Yuri, took his lil brother with him and it was all okay..and now thursday, the day before we would leave..my b/f was called and he was told that the guys only wanted me to come for a few days and leave sunday.....even tho there was this great All American day in a town nearby...so I cried...I would never mind leaving sunday if they told me that before...but they (2 guys >.>) decided they did not want me to stay very long...which hurt me very bad...cos they showed me movies from earlier vacations and forved me to come before....but I could not be picked up that day...and the train was no option...so I had a great friday and saturday with the guys..and sunday was great....I found a ubercool Metallica shirt for little money on a market....And the Brother of one of the guys (Daniel) that wanted me away was there too for that one day and they told me I could/should go with him home...cos they live near to my place...and that hurt me again.....I did not expect them to want me away that bad....when we were back in the house I had a long convo with my b/f..and Daniel told me again that if I wanted to go I should go now cos he would leave...and my b/f told him that what they promised me and what was happening now that, that was not right....and I called home to see if anyone was there so I could get in the house...but there was not so I did not leave that night..but yet again I wsa hurt...and now this morning...I woke up..and my b/f told me to stay in the room..and they guys went away...but I was mad and stuff..yelled at my b/f...cried more and more...I was just really upset.....and after a while we wetn swimming...after we talked again...
Then..I packed my bags and watched they gyus play soccer....Tho my b/f did not look at me at all...as if I was no one....and I walked outside with my bags to calm down..and went back in...talked to him...nearly broke my skull against a wall..and after a long talk again..I calmed down again....and then my mum and sis were there to pick me up...
The goodbye itself was sweet....the guys all came with me and stuff..and said goodbye.. But I still feel stupid and I can cry any second....
Oh..and sorry for the messy english but I am not in the mood to make it correct and stuffs >.> I know it would've been easier for you to type in Dutch.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 11:33 am
My birthday weekend was a complete let-down. Most of the people who I had invited to go camping Saturday night backed out at the last minute. I bought a bunch of soda and extra supplies that ended up going unused because of it. I wanted to get up to the area we wanted to camp at before dark so we could set things up. We didn't leave till after dusk. I also had to be stuck in the same room with a friend I had a major falling out with before we left. That sucked major a**.
We finally get up to the camp ground and all the spots are taken. We drive all the way back into town and wait for JD and my friend Lisa (they work for a catering business) to get off work. At around half after midnight, Teagan my best friend asks if I'll take her home. I do, and then the three of us (Lisa, JD, and I) set out to go camping. We put the tent up at 1 am. I ended up not getting much sleep at all because JD snores badly.
Yesterday, little s**t seemed to keep going wrong. The driver's side door handle mechanism stopped working yesterday. I can't open the door from the outside or inside. This means either I jump in through the window Dukes Of Hazard style or climb in from the passenger side and manuever myself over the console. Not fun. I also have no money now since I bought a bunch of stuff that didn't get used. All the people that were supposed to reimburse me backed out of going. This is what I get for taking a weekend off and trying to spend it with my friends.
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Posted: Tue Aug 09, 2005 11:29 pm
check it out! i already have another b***h!
yay!
life is full of surprises hmm??
bean likes girl
girl tells bean about hot passionate date.
bean feels like s**t.
alas bean is friend once more and always.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 11:16 am
*hugs Ny-Ny tighly*
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Paigeh, you are too good to us, thus why everyone loves you so much 4laugh <3
And Blue, darlin.. *hugs* People suck. Yush. heart
And Beaneh, baby, I think I am getting my loan today. If this is the case, there is partying very immenant. Yush. My treat 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 12:23 pm
Impresarioz *hugs Ny-Ny tighly* heart Paigeh, you are too good to us, thus why everyone loves you so much 4laugh <3 And Blue, darlin.. *hugs* People suck. Yush. heart And Beaneh, baby, I think I am getting my loan today. If this is the case, there is partying very immenant. Yush. My treat 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2005 5:27 pm
here's a rant:
when you make a serous post, hoping what you apparently though was friens to respond, maybe find solice in a few kinds words, and you don't get jack.
Or if you post at all, and not a single person says hey.
I made a thread in GD about Jon being delpoyed, and got one dickhead in there being all "oh so shocking a soilder being deployed during war time, my symphaty to you, not."...
I've not been dealing well with life since Monday, I've not eaten a single thing since Tuesday.
I just need friends to talk to, and I can't seem to find a single damn one.
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