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 Posted: Wed Nov 15, 2006 10:37 am
Then go back to hell, Luc...All I've tried to do is make you see how much I still need you...How much I still love you.Tristian sighed, shaking his head before he moved to check the closet. Despite how much it hurt to say something like that to the man he loved, it was all he had the energy to say. If Lucius didn't want him anymore, he wasn't going to stay. and chances were, that meant the Underground. Pain was not Tristian's forte.
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 4:40 pm
She shook her head, lightly, grinning and bending to get dressed herself.
"No, but I've accumulated some really nice things that I had to buy for myself. The jewelry for this dress, and the outfit I wore when I was a dancer in "Cats"."
Perfectly calmly, he lifted he knife and threw it, letting it hit the closet door with a heavy thud, skimming it close enough in front of the blonde's face to reave off a thin, wispy lock of yellow hair.
"What do you want me to do, Tristian? Do you want me to admit how afraid I am of you? Fine, I'm afraid. I'm afraid you'll leave me and make me as weak as I was those first few days again. You are the only thing hats ever frightened me."
In a second, he was on his feet and behind Tristian, an arm circled around his waist tightly, a little too tght for total comfort, growling softly in his ear,
"I don't like having things held before me that I can't really have."
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 7:19 pm
Tristian winced as the blade missed him closely, and started to turn back to Lucius before the other wrapped around him. The pressure made him wince again, and he held his breath just a moment. I didn't leave you, Luc...And I never will. You've always had me...You just don't seem to believe me when I tell you that. The younger boy pushed away from the vampire and turned to him, his eyes full of pain though he tried his best not to let any other facial feature show this. I love you, Lucius...He sighed and shook his head, moving to hug the other tightly, though he wasn't sure how well Luc would take to it.
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 7:35 pm
Before Tristian could lay a finger on him, Luc shifted his momentum and pinned him against the wall, growling in a kind of pain and intensity of emotion.
"God damn it, don't you see? I am terrified that if I trust you again, and I lose myself in you again, I can't ******** come back! Where will I be the next time you make a mistake?"
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 9:09 pm
Tristian bit his lip as Lucius pinned him, but the words the other spoke angered the blonde. He pushed the vampire away from himself and glared, not an easy expression to pull from him. Don't touch me like that...he growled, rolling his shoulders as he kept his eyes on the other. Be selfish then, Lucius. I don't want to fight with you anymore, and I don't like you looking negetively on my decisions. I know you don't like what I did. A lot of people don't. But I did it, not you. You don't have to worry about the consequences, I do. If you want me still, then knock it off. Because I want you still, but I'm not going to stay here and let you talk down to me. The blue-eyed boy kept narrow eyes pinned on Lucius, his heart pounding in his chest.
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Posted: Mon Nov 20, 2006 8:35 am
Luc met his eyes, lips pulled back in a sneer.
"God damn it, why can't you understand? I want you but I can't have you! If I take you back, it will make me weak! If I am weak, I can't protect myself ... or anyone else ..."
Finally he deflated, slightly, shoulders slumping and face becoming flushed of all color, pale and eyes cast down. He sighed in a heavy, shaking way, stumblin bac towards the bed and sitting down, heavily.
"Why can't you understand ... I want to trust you, but I don't know how I can without hurting us both ..."
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 1:42 am
You're already hurting both of us, Lucius. Tristian muttered, shaking his head to the exhausted light of his life. He clenched his teeth a moment to keep himself from spitting out something he didn't want to say just yet and moved towards the door, pausing to look back to the vampire. I've never lied to you...If you want to be stupid and keep on like this, that's your business. The blonde moved to reach for the doorknob, not wanting to leave with such a bitter taste in his mouth but not sure he could submit himself to anything else right now. He looked back to the other once more, hoping somewhere in his heart that Lucius would just show his weakness and let him stay.
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 7:42 pm
Saber pouted a little. "Well, we should get you some more outfits like those. I gotta say...there's no way I can resist a girl who where's such outfits." Though he wouldn't admit that almost any sort of costume was a turn on.
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 10:05 pm
Sunray Tristram Nikolai continued watching until he finished. Glad his sense of smell was still around, he could feel his mouth water a little. "It looks very good. I am sure it will taste just as well," he said while taking one of the plates. Deciding that the couch looked comfortable, Nikolai walked over to it and sat down, patting the space beside him for Misaki. Misaki smiled softly, moving to sit beside him. She laughed softly, nuzzling her cheek to his shoulder briefly before taking a bite, humming softly as her tongue and teeth admired her handiwork.
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 3:15 pm
After she settled, Nikolai turned back to his food. He first looked it over then inhaled the scent of it. After a moment, he took a bite and smiled. "This is very good. Is all Italian good this good? Or is it just your cooking?"
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 7:24 pm
I'm not sure, Misaki said with a laugh, taking another bite of her food as well. It could be because this is the meal I am best at, but your typical spaghetti, ravioli, tortellini, they're all good, she said with a smile.
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 7:31 pm
Nikolai chuckled lightly. "Well, I concider your cooking the best. You are very good at it." He took another bite and savored it as if he may never have it again. "Do you cook for others as well?"
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 7:51 pm
Thank you so much, Misaki giggled with a small blush. I don't cook for others, at home, my mother and some of her men do most of the cooking, so I've had it pretty easy, she said with a nod, putting a slice of chicken in her mouth.
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 8:12 pm
"It must be nice to have people to cook for you, though." He thought back to his younger years, still remembering how his mother would cook for him. "But a mother's cooking is always very good... I wish I could have more of my mother's food. She was a fine cook."
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 8:36 pm
My mother is a good, very good cook. She doesn't cook too often though, as she's usually busy with children, lovers, or sleeping, she laughed. I can cook for you as much as you'd like, though, if that makes up for anything... Misaki said with a blush.
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