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 Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 9:47 pm
Exxos Kujujuwa Exxos Kujujuwa Exxos I once had lamb done in a crock pot for 3 days, it was like noodles in consistency at that point. ewww... that don't sound right at all... eek It isn't. That is why it was left for me to eat. sweatdrop I get mostly the garbage not fit for anyone else to eat. ... it sounds to me you need a care pack! 3nodding That sounds wonderful. I think you mean wonderFUN!! 3nodding heart
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 9:57 pm
Kujujuwa Exxos Kujujuwa Exxos Kujujuwa Exxos I once had lamb done in a crock pot for 3 days, it was like noodles in consistency at that point. ewww... that don't sound right at all... eek It isn't. That is why it was left for me to eat. sweatdrop I get mostly the garbage not fit for anyone else to eat. ... it sounds to me you need a care pack! 3nodding That sounds wonderful. I think you mean wonderFUN!! 3nodding heart Sorry, the concept of wonderfun is new to me, so I have not learned to properly utilize it. 
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 9:59 pm
You just use it whenever... there really is no "proper way to utilize" it. emotion_hug
So what is new?
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 10:06 pm
Kujujuwa You just use it whenever... there really is no "proper way to utilize" it. emotion_hug So what is new? I am facing a bit of a crisis in a way. I am torn between conflicting feelings on some things, confusion and fear on others, and all the while trying to find little bits of happiness and normalcy to cling onto. This morning I spent most of the day going from doctor to doctor with mom. Things are pretty bad in her insides. And I do not know what to think or feel. I mean, I love my mom but she has been so mean. I find myself thinking she deserves this and that this is what she gets for all the pain and hate she has propegated... So I feel like a really bad person and an even worse son.
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2008 10:12 pm
I tend to attribute such things in life to Karma. So, I do not think you are necessarily a bad person or son for feeling and thinking this way about them since you have no control over what is happening anyway, regardless of whether or not she deserves it. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 12:15 am
I like what amaeli said! 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:12 am
Me too. Karma is a b*tch man, but it always gets to you eventually for better or worse.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:27 am
Karma has been getting to me for the worse for a long time. I think I must have tortured millions of babies to death in a past life.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:32 am
Sometimes it makes you wonder doesn't it? I mean good grief. I'm nice to pretty much everyone, you'd think things would be a little easier around here, lol.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:35 am
Ro-kun says sometimes that I am depressing because I consider a good day to be one in which I am not beaten or injured.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:37 am
Hehe, yeah those would be bad days.
I am sitting in the dark and my screen seems ludicrously bright this morning.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:40 am
I am sitting in the dark, but my screen has auto-adjusting brightness linked to a light sensor in the top.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 3:00 am
As much as I would like to believe otherwise, I think that sometimes depending on how good we try to do in this life, we receive an equal amount of the bad in exchange instead of more good as we would wish. neutral
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 3:05 am
So I have to cause harm? I am a sump for awfulness and I make others happy by sucking away the bad juju? gonk
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 3:15 am
eek No, not at all. I just think the world works in mysterious ways at times. stare
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