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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 3:29 am
Can't sleep at night, sleeping long hours during the day though. This is not a pleasant sleep schedule.
In my room, I have this plug where a phone line or wall-socket used to be... there's a leather-belt-brown rubber-coated cable sticking out that splits into two pieces of copper wiring, and I'm assuming those are positive and negative charges for something. Don't know where that wire came from, it suddenly just popped out of the wall for no reason. When I say it popped out for no reason, I mean I just left the room, came back, and the wire was sticking out of the wall. I haven't tested if there's an electric charge coming from it. I'm assuming there isn't since sparks aren't pouring from the source, but electricity is a tricky thing, a current can still be flowing into a conductive source around the wiring. If I touch it (or any metal around it), I'm certain I might get a bit of a shock, if not electrocuted. I haven't studied myself much in the field of electric currents so this is an unknown thing I'm dealing with...
Somebody's playing a trick on me, that's it. That's all it is. It's probably not even attached to anything.
I should just leave it alone. That's what I'll do, I'll leave it alone. I'll ignore it and pretend it doesn't exist...
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 8:53 am
Wf krui, eyk hexi. Eyk xwy aesi eolk yfi wxat wxi ofw lbyrlaat jej lxtyfexg.
Ejejxy inqiby lxtyfexg, cey twr blxy kpelkf fwqi. Lxj ey ek quiyyt rxhleu eh twr lks zi...
...Xwy yw zixyewx eolk sexjl fwqexg Bfw owraj uialemi ey owraj hexlaat giy zi yw gw lolt aesi fi olxyk...
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 10:25 am
kittycross wtf?! side effects can include blindness??! O - o new meds? D=
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 1:21 pm
***NOTE: My emotions are kinda haywire after today and the super humidity X_X;
I hate highschool. And I admit I'm a little whiny b***h for constantly feeling jealous of all the couples in the hallways getting affectionate.
I don't know anymore, it just feels lonely. It doesn't work that way [questions by others of "Why can't you just go for ___? He's gay!"]. That wouldn't be a relationship, that's one out of pity. Only guy I liked for personality 1st before finding out he's actually straight.
I know I cna't have him, the truth hurts but no matter what I do I can't get rid of any feelings for him.
College please give me a new life to start over and finally set me free from this constricting bottle. I don't want it to explode in front of everyone, especially not Mr. Warnock [band class + us knowing Persona 4 he might be ashamed of how much of a shadow of doubt I'm casting upon myself right now]
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 3:41 pm
She just described me as a 'floppy baby kitten full of muscle'
I am not sure weather to laugh or like that...
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 8:15 pm
I caved in and joined skype...I feel ashamed.
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 8:30 pm
Kamok0 kittycross wtf?! side effects can include blindness??! O - o new meds? D= yep. I really, really don't want to go blind. It shouldn't happen in small doses and being monitored - the incidents of blindness occurred in patients with lupus taking large doses and I don't have lupus and won't betaking large dose but still, just omfgwtf?! how is blindness and acceptable possible side effect? It's an antimalarial- not that I have malaria either. Hopefully this will will mean less pain and some semblance functional life returning....unless i go blind
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 8:32 pm
epic-writer42 I caved in and joined skype...I feel ashamed. WAT IS DIS MADNESS? youshouldtotallybefriendthepeepsthatfrequentthere>w>
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 8:35 pm
epic-writer42 I caved in and joined skype...I feel ashamed.
=OOOO What's your name on there?
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 10:14 pm
I'm really sad, yesterday was my last full day of school and I, on a usual day, never got to see her till after lunch, meaning I might as well not go to school. But it's saddening that was the last day we'd get to walk together to her car, etc, the last day ever.
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 10:42 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 11:51 pm
A world of echoes and fallen gods... I hate it when parents create a hostile environment for their children. I ******** hate it. It's WRONG.
Where all is shadowed, no rights or wrongs...
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Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2011 2:56 am
/pets. He'll be back soon(ish) right?
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