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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 1:37 pm
mood swings are bad sweatdrop Though I get those some times ninja
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Posted: Wed Jul 04, 2007 2:51 am
yeah I hate those. I think I am bi-polar. Just a lil bit though.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:19 pm
PFF feels alone and can't help be sad about it. PFF made herself alone because she pushes everyone away. PFF is too scared to hurt someone else again so PFF is staying alone... punishing herself for hurting others.
PFF is a confused little girl. PFF wants happiness but knows in order to attain that, she'll have to stop pushing people away. PFF only wants one person right now and she knows she can't have him, with a great possibility of never having that one person, or an even great possibility that by the time she gets to this person, PFF will be a cold hearted b***h.
PFF is destroying herself.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:23 pm
I'm sorry PFF, so what are you gonna do?
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Night Of The Shadowraven Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:27 pm
TheGreatShadowraven I'm sorry PFF, so what are you gonna do? *shrugs* continue? I think I'll call Tommy. I just don't wa nt to keep doing this to him. I mean,... he can only tell me the same thing he always tells me... and I'm sure he's getting tired of trying to reassure me. sad
I can't help it that I'm scared. I want him more than anything so of course, me having the pessimistic mindset that I do (towards my own life), I'm terrified it won't work. The one thing that could truely make me happy, I keep telling myself I'll never have.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:34 pm
If you really want something PFF you gotta put on a good mindset about it, if you tell yourself your goals are impossible then they are. When I have they same thought about the one I want I listen to this song and I feel better, maybe it'll help you http://youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:35 pm
I was listening to Creep by Radio Head. Not the best song in this mood.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:39 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 2:57 pm
I'm listeing to Red Paintings. I love intelligent lyrics. I think another reason I like them is cuz alot of my recent poetry (as in the last year or 2) reads like their songs do.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 3:02 pm
I like their songs too but I cant help listening to them and thinking about you.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 3:07 pm
TheGreatShadowraven I like their songs too but I cant help listening to them and thinking about you. Is it cuz I'm crazy? I'll Sell You Suicide is an awesome song, but I can't find the lyrics to post. Their lyrics are hard to get ahold of.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 3:14 pm
No its cause the first couple of nights that all we listened too
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 3:19 pm
TheGreatShadowraven No its cause the first couple of nights that all we listened too *wants to cry* I miss you.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 3:21 pm
Yeah I've been missing you too.
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 3:30 pm
TheGreatShadowraven Yeah I've been missing you too. crying
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