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Raz grabbed the couch coushin next to her and lifted it in front of her face as she heard Josie start laughing.

This can't be happening, it just can't be. Raz hid behind the coushin as well as she could while her blush deepened a little more.

"You're right Tuomas, she does look good in that color. But I'm going to let you convince her to try to wear it more often." Josie laughed at Tuomas' joke and went into the kitchen, preparing to give the two a little time alone so Raz could give Tuomas a piece of her mind like she wanted to.

Raz poked her head out from under the coushin and stared at Tuomas, her cheeks still red from the blush.

"Why did you do that? I sounded like an utter fool." She let the coushin drop to the floor and kept staring at Tuomas, her anger rising a little.

"Felt like an utter fool." She looked away from Tuomas and bit her lip, trying to lower her anger.

"Whatever." Raz pulled her hair over her shoulder ans began to run her fingers through it, her thoughts drifting a little as she thought about the kiss and how she had felt again. Her cheeks turned slightly redder and Raz let go of her hair with a sigh, just letting it sit there while she stared at the floor.

Josie looked out of the kitchen at the two and gave a snort, her sister usually didn't act as shy as she was. What had happened when they kissed? Josie sifte dthroguh her mind to find something to liven up Raz again, than smiled as an idea came to her.

I hope she doesn't hurt me. She opened the fridge and pulled out a few fruits that had been put in there when Raz had unpacked the cooler, she found a blender and put up a force field to keep the sound from reaching Tuomas and Raz as she started up the blender.

"Let's hope this drink gets you back on your feet, Raz." Josie added some ice to the mixture and watched as the blender cut the ice up, making the drink smooth. She poured the drink into a couple of cups and sent them out with her telekinesis to land on the coffee table.

Raz looked over to see the cups also and smiled. Josie was up to her old tricks again. Raz reached forward and took one, then sat back and sipped it through the straw it had.

"No, but the drink sure is good." Raz took a few more drinks of the smoothie then set it back down on the coffee table and turned to Tuomas, a sad look in her eyes.

"Tuomas, I'm sorry I've been acting like a total arse lately. I'm not used to getting so much attention and with the stress I have, I guess I just did what cames naturally and closed up. I didn't mean to be so closed, it's only second nature to me." Raz lowered her gaze from Tuomas to the floor again and started finger-combing her hair out of habit, she really did feel sorry about acting like an arse and didn't want Tuomas to be mad with her.

"That's just it. I don't hate you and can't find a reason to, Tuomas. I don't understand why and it's starting to drive me crazy." Raz pushed her hair back over her shoulder and pulled her legs up underneath her. She bit down onto her lip again and gave Tuomas a small glance before picking up her smoothie and drinking more of it. She really couldn't find a reason to hate the neko and hated the fact that she couldn't.

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"In a nutshell. But I'm also confused. I don't know why I can't find anything to hate about you and it's just....frustrating." Raz sipped a little more of the smoothie. When Tuomas had kissed her, she had suddenly forgotten her hatred of him and now couldn't find it, and that drove her insane. Raz shifted to keep her legs from falling asleep and looked back at Tuomas.

The last time I had been confused about what I was feeling was with my ex-boyfriend, and now it's started up again. What am I feeling for this neko? She continued to sip her smoothie and stayed quiet, her thoughts working to try and find a solution to these buried emotions she was feeling again.

Josie sighed and leaned back against the counter, she was listening to every thought of Raz's and couldn't believe what she was hearing.

Raz isn't that stupid, is she? There's a reason behind her pushing aside her feelings, and I'm going to find out that reason. I might just hook Raz up with someone along the way. Josie smiled at the thought of seeing Raz happy again and closed her eyes, trying to find the true reason behind Raz's confusion.

Raz cracked a smile, she could tell Tuomas couldn't find anything else to say. It was pretty funny to her.

"That sounds like a good idea, kitty cat. But one question; Where are you planning on taking me?" Raz gave a half-smile as she sipped the last of her smoothie, she liked the idea of going out with Tuomas, even if it was only to get to know him better.

"How about the hot springs? Or greenhouse? Those would be nice places to visit for a 'date'." Josie came out of the kitchen, her own smoothie in hand. She had listened to the entire conversation and given up on trying to find out what was wrong with her sister. she wouldn't be able to unlock those secrets for awhile. Josie smiled innocently as she sipped a bit of her smootie and Raz gave her a questioning look.

"The hotsprings sound nice, and I haven't seen all of campus yet." Raz set her empty cup down on the coffee table and gave Josie a small I-know-what-you're-doing glare before turning to Tuomas and smiling.

"Maybe we could go watch a movie after visiting the hotsprings?"