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Kinder name Ramiro
Song title An Honest Mistake
Band Name The Bravery
Song Lyrics
People,
They don't mean a thing to you,
They move right through you,
Just like your breath,
But sometimes,
I still think of you
And I just wanted to,
Just wanted you to know
My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way

It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

Sometimes
I forget I'm still awake
I ******** up and say these things out loud
My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

Why the song fits He's spent his whole life explaining everything he did to other people, he still thinks everything that happened was his own fault. For some reason whenever I hear the song I start playing out the fight between him and Jariath in my mind, and how he tries not to upset any person, but Jariath is hardly a person, more like the monster hiding in your closet. But Ramiro still feels like he owes him for keeping him alive all those years.

Kinder Name: Kinji and Ramiro
Artist Name: Butterfly Boucher
Song Name: Don't Point, Don't Scare It
Song Lyrics:

We hide behind the hills
We walk through tunnelled fields
And no-one sees us holding hands

Love
Don't point
Don't scare it
Oh Love
Don't point don't scare it

We sneak into the trees
We hide beneath the leaves
And nobody will find us here
Oh we dance across the lake
We laugh into the wind
And nobody will find us out

Love
Don't point
Don't scare it
Oh Love
Don't point
Don't scare it...Please!

We creep along the lanes
We sneak through seven gates
We pass a flock of birds
Who didn't flinch a feather
This cliff will keep us safe
We hide beneath it's walls
Alone again it's
It's time to kiss

Love
Don't point
Don't scare it
Oh Love
Don't point
Don't scare it
Love...oh love
Oooh love, don't point
Don't scare it

Why it fits: Well, right now the possibility is there, right? I thought this seemed like how they would start out, before they were ready to stand up and face the world together.

Kinder name Yuki and Akito
Song title flinch
Band Name Alanis Morissette
Song Lyrics
What's it been over a decade?
It still smarts like it was four minutes ago
We only influenced each other totally
We only bruised each other even more so

What are you my blood? You touch me like you are my blood
What are you my dad? You affect me like you are my dad

How long can a girl be shackled to you
How long before my dignity is reclaimed
How long can a girl stay haunted by you
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name

Where've you been? I heard you moved to my city
My brother saw you somewhere downtown
I'd be paralyzed if I ran into you
My tongue would seize up if we were to meet again

What are you my god? You touch me like you are my god
What are you my twin? You affect me like you are my twin

How long can a girl be tortured by you?
How long before my dignity is reclaimed
And how long can a girl be haunted by you
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name

So here I am one room away from where I know you're standing
A well-intentioned man told me you just walked in
This man knows not of how this information has affected me
But he knows the colour of the car I just drove away in

What are you my kin? You touch me like you are my kin
What are you my air? You affect me like you are my air

Why the song fits other than the girl part i think it really fits the abusive relationship between Akito and yuki. I expecially like the "What are you my god? You touch me like you are my god" part. >>

Name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: Epiphany
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: It's Been Awhile
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As ******** up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and ******** things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that s**t seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As ******** up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and ******** things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As ******** up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: So Far Away
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me 'cause i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

[chorus]

Why it fits: This has to be one of the most fitting songs for Spiro I've found so far, comparing his past life with how he lives now... He's had a really rough past, and it's like a whole new life for him now, and he's afraid of losing it and all of that, which you can sometimes notice if your ever around him.. (well, in my posts.)
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Kinder name: Yuki Sohma
Song title: For You
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

To my mother, to my father,
It's your son or it's your daughter,
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhwere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!

The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions

'Cause I sit here locked
inside my head remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast!

All your insults and your curses make
me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing but
you made me so do something
'Cause I'm ******** up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence get us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way to fast
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: Crawl
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

I'm so lonely
You're so beautiful
Not the only
One that's pitiful

Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces
Craving all of your deadly vices
Like to think that I'm not addicted
But I guess I wear it well

And I crawl
While you spit
And I crawl
Through you

Here I am now
Not a lot has changed
Nothing' better
Everything's the same

Late at night I can hear your voices
Talking s**t about all my choices
You would think you've known me forever
Just because you know my name

And I crawl
While you spit
And I crawl
Through you

Everything falls apart
Everything... [3x]

Everything falls apart
Everything [3x]

And I crawl
While you spit
And I crawl
Through

Why this song fits: It mostly just goes with how Spiro was constantly trying to prove himself in his past life, and how he was constantly being rejected.
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: Outside
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:


And you
Bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've cried
My intentions
Full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be OK

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: Could it Be
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

well i don't know what to say
because there's truth to what you say
i know it kills you i'm this way
there's something different every day

[chorus]

could it be that i never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that my habit is to find a place to hide?
could it be that sometimes i say things just to disagree?
could it be that i'm only being me?

not easy living in my mind
a little peace is hard to find
my every thought is undermined
by all the history inside

[chorus]

[bridge]

i know i hear the words you said
over and over again
i just can't get them through my head
there's just too many voices
must be like living with the dead
waiting for me to begin
to do the things i have said
and for this i'm sorry
so there's some truth to what you say

[chorus]
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt
Song title: Layne
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

i heard today that you were gone
i had to stop and sing along
the song they played to say goodbye
a song they gave, give me back life

[chorus]

you'll never fade
the words you gave
my life you saved
your name was layne
and on that day a child was born
to someone who you helped along
and helped see through his darkest times
because of you, this child she is mine

[chorus]

[bridge]

the words you said, you made me feel like they were all for me
the words you said, they will always be a part of me
the words you said, you made me feel like i was not alone
the words you said, you gave me all the strength to carry on

[chorus (altered)]

so to me you'll never fade
your life you gave
my life you saved
your name was layne

Why it fits: Someone in Spiro's past saved him a lot, and most of this song goes with it. That person is actually now dead.
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Kinder name: Spiro Kobalt (Freize POV)
Song title: Zoe Jane
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

Well I want you to notice
To notice when I'm not around
And I know that your eyes see straight through me
And speak to me without a sound

[Chorus:]
I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the things I've already endured
I want to show you
Show you all the things that this life has in store for you
I'll always love you
The way that a father should love his daughter

When I walked out this morning
I cried as I walked to the door
I cried about how long I'd be away for
I cried about leaving you all alone

[Chorus]

Sweet Zoe Jane [x2]

So I wanted to say this
Cuz I wouldn't know where to begin
To explain to you what I have been through
To explain where your daddy has been

[Chorus]

Sweet Zoe Jane [x2]
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Kinder name: Hatori Sohma
Song title: How About You
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

if someone else showed you the way
would you take the wheel and steer?
it hurts me that you're not ashamed
of what you're doing here
if they jumped off a bridge
would you meet them on the ground?
or would you try and claim
that it never made a sound

[Chorus]
everyone plays the hand they're dealt
and learns to walk through life themselves
not everything in life is handed on a plate
when people think your words are true
it doesn't matter what you do
i sold my soul to get here
how 'bout you?

so you choose to force your hand
what a strange way to make friends
and you always change the rules
so the drama never ends
and you blindly go through life
judging only by its worth
just try not to forget
that the meek inherit earth

[Chorus]

so please don't take offense
this is just a point of view
cuz i'm the only one who
will say these things to you

[Chorus]
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Kinder name: Hatori Sohma (PERHAPS A LITTLE HATORI/KANA, HINTING AT THE FUTURE. domokun )
Song title: Take It
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

I feel like this won't go away
no matter how hard I try
to squeeze my eyes shut
so i can't see the pain
in you this pain in me - in me

But everything that I can say to you
Won't help you - everything you need is right in front of you
Just take it

I know that I am really not here
to represent what I am not clear
About in my head sometimes
I feel ******** up just like you do - like you do

But everything that I can say to you
Won't help you - everything you need is right in front of you
Just take it

Try to make it through the daily pain
That you feel - maybe tomorrow won't be so bad.
It know it
'cause I once felt that way
Nothing I could say
Made it go away
I lived through this
I still feel this
I just live for my tomorrow

Make it go away
Just make it go away
She'll make it go away
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Kinder name: Hatori Sohma
Song lyrics: Change
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

If ever you had said to me before
That I would live this life that I am
Living now I guess it's all so strange
To feel the way I do inisde but
Have so much that I could feel some
pride for in my life so why is it that
I feel like this

How do I feel? I've been here before.
I've felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.

I try and try to break away from all the hate
I'm feeling for every one of you that's ever
done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons
for the way I'm living. I guess I can't 'cause
I don't feel like I deserve it

How do I feel? I've been here before.
I've felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.

So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding I can't take away
the shame I feel. Forgive me.

How do I feel? I've been here before.
I've felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within me.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.

AGAIN!
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Kinder name: Hatori Sohma
Song title: Excess Baggage
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them
To you

And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom
From you

And I'm eaten alive by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with I can't easily hide
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you

It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
Until I'm not alive

When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly?
To you?

I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with
From you

I'm so sick of this place
This taste in my mouth
Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you

It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
'Til I'm not alive
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Kinder name: Kyou Sohma
Song title: Spleen
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I feel I give everything to you

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I think there's nothing left to do

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I don't like today, take it all away
Just like what you say - I don't want you

Kinda like the way, everything is gray
Just like what you say - I don't need you

I don't look like you, do the things you do
But I'm ******** up too - I don't need you

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I feel you are what's changed my soul

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I think I'll never lose control

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I don't like today, take it all away
Just like what you say - I don't want you

Kinda like the way, everything is gray
Just like what you say - I don't need you

I don't look like you, do the things you do
But I'm ******** up too - I don't need you

I don't understand it
You're killing this planet
The scabs on your face
It's a ******** disgrace
I blame you [2x]

I blame you [5x]

Can't breathe!
Shut up [2x]

I'm don't like today, take it all away (shut up)
Just like what you say - I don't want you (shut up)

Kinda like the way, everything is gray (shut up)
Just like what you say - I don't need you (shut up)

I don't look like you, do the things you do (shut up)
But I'm ******** up too - I don't need you (shut up)
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Kinder name: Yuki Sohma
Song title: A Flat
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

Trust In me can't trust
I know, I don't believe it
All my life so scarred
what for, you can't conceive it
Everything you fear
I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear
so loud, why can't you hear it

I'm OK

All my faith is gone
you think I couldn't find it
Pieces falling down
shattered, nothing behind it
In my mind alone,
Lost here I'm separated
Crawl deeper in my hole
safe here from what I hated

All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show can't believe it
Want to show that I'm good for something
I can't you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me

And I hate myself
And I hate my face
And I hate my world
And I hate my ways

And I
And I
And I

I'M NOT OK!

I'm OK

Trust In me can't trust
Iknow, I don't believe in
All my life so scarred
what for,you can't conceive it
Everything you fear
I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear
why can't you feel it

All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show can't believe in
Want to show that I'm good for something
I can't you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me

I don't believe it [2x]
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Kinder name: Hatori Sohma (Some hinting at the future, and Hatori/Kana)
Song title: Raw
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

The pictures left with me won't fade
These images affect me every day
Cause of you I feel I don't deserve
The life I see in her

Just don't leave me
RAW

Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold

RAW

I've never been someone who knows
My choices haunt me everywhere I go
Finally did something right for myself
My life to you no one else

Just don't leave me
RAW

Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold

I'm so cold
I feel so cold

I CAN'T TAKE THIS
RAW
I feel so...

Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold

RAW

I feel so:

RAW
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Kinder name: Hatori Sohma
Song title: Just Go
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You left me here with this damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
I've ******** up places
In my memories none of them I've lost, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.

It's kinda sick
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure
But I know that I'm the only
One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.

I feel so alone
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I'll feel so down
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.

Just
Just
Just
Just go
Go
Go

All these ******** lies [3x]
All your ******** lies [3x]
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Kinder name: Akito Sohma
Song title: No One's Kind
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

What the ******** the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what your saying
All along decaying
Can't see thru the fire
Darkness lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Building up the border

Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No One's kind is all you'll ever be

Can't see thru the rain
Too much time
No sublime
losss of energy
No symmentry <******** soceity
Lost in nievate

Can't stand they way you break me...
Can't take the pain you break me....
Can't bite the hand that feeds me...
Can't take away what's in me

Addicted to the feelings
Lose touch with all I've know
The cobwebs on the cieling
Make me aware that I'm all alone

The endless rain washes all away
Makes clean the mess I have made
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Kinder name: Yuki Sohma
Song title: Nameless
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

The walls around me caving in
Cracked and grey
Remind me of myself, I need some help
There's no one else
I'm empty
Addicted
Pissed off
And still afraid
Of what you
Have left me
To live in
This mess you've made

I feel...
Useless...
Jaded...
Nameless

the ride is over I've come down
Hate to be
Can't rely upon myself, for my own health
I'm so ******** up
Distorted
Dysfunctional
and drained
All my deep rooted
Fears seem to get
The best of me

I feel...
Useless...
Jaded...
Nameless

I hate the way you ******** with me
You can't rely on open eyes to see
I force these painful visions from my head
You won't be happy till I break down

I feel...
Useless...
Jaded...
Nameless
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Kinder name: Kyou Sohma
Song title: Break
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

I walk alone
I am alone
I think alone
I'll die alone
Don't think I can make it on my own
I think I need someone to SAVE ME!

Such is life
So sad but true
Kill everything
That's close to you
Try to decide what not to do
You know you cannot CONTROL ME!

I don't see the point in
Going any further
Than we've gone already
Can't keep my hands steady

Sadness
Everyday for me
You can't
Take that away from me
All these ******** thoughts inside my head
Are almost more than I can take
You push and pull on me
Your gonna keep pushin
Till I break

You think you control me
Have no chains to hold me
Only thing that saves me
Voices just might kill me

Sadness
Everyday for me
You can't
Take that away from me
All these ******** thoughts inside my head
Are almost more than I can take
You push and pull on me
Your gonna keep pushin
Till I break
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Kinder name: Kyou Sohma
Song title: Tolerate
Band name: Staind
Song lyrics:

I Don't give a ********
About all of your problems
I could give a rats a**
how your feeling today
take your wordly advice
and shove it straight up your a**
Thanks for coming around
to ******** up my day

I try
TOLERATE
Good-bye
Take me... [4x]

Look at you I can't
You don't see the whole picture
take my bed of dirt
cold and empty I'll stay
what's the point of trying
To stay above the surface
Take my life from me
Help me to ease my pain

I try
TOLERATE
Good-bye
Take me...

Try to see the way around you
I can't find it
Try to take the path behind me
Can't rewind it
Stick your finger in my face and
I will break it
Leave me with an after taste

I try
TOLERATE
Good-bye
Take me... [4x]
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Kinder name: Yuki Sohma
Song title: If You Can't Leave it Be, Might as Well Make it Bleed
Band name: Dashboard Confessional
Song lyrics:

What you've found sure upsets you
Never saw it coming did you?
Its easy to be suprised with both your eyes sewn closed
Handled with great percision, another thoughtless execution
You're the subject of this exhibition
A willing cadaver, a willing cadaver.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.

These cuts are leaving creases
Trace the scars, fit the peices
Tell your story, you don't need to say a word.
Call off the calvary, can't save a wretch like me.
Clean this with kerosene.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again.

Your wires are frayed, can't fire right
You look better when out of sight
You were not made to stand and fight
There's something better wrong with you

Your wires are frayed, can't fire right
You look better when out of sight
You were not made to fire right
There's something better wrong with you

Your pulse is anemic, you're tired of the fire
You're bruising too easy and falling behind
And no one is waiting for you.
And no one is waiting for you.
And no one is waiting for you.

Call off your quarantine, can't save the rest from me
Clean this with kerosene.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed.
Scapel, Sutured.
Made whole again.

Your wires are frayed, can't fire right
You look better when out of sight
You were not made to stand and fight
There's something better wrong with you
[x2]
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Kinder name: Spiro (POV on Colette)
Song title: Creep
Band name: Radiohead
Song lyrics:

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so ******** special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so ******** special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, ohhh ohhhh

She's running out the door...
She's running out, she's run, run, run, run....run....

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so ******** special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

Why it fits: Colette was one of his first real friends, and her personality baffles him a lot. But she has a certain air around her he always dreamed about having that attracts people, and is well-liked, and he views himself as a horrible monster and has no clue why she wants to be his, of all people's friend.

s'over... but I'd like comments on which ones are your favs! =B
cuz theres so many. XD You can pick one-five favorite from each catagory. *points to the list of numbers* ignoring the ones that are like.. only one.
one for smaller ones.. up to 5 for the larger ones.. like 12+