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[ Grey ]

She hadn't gone far when the voices called to her again, and so she returned to the lake, watching the faces in the water as she placed a hand in the liquid

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Everything was grey. the vortex of insanity consumed her entire being, taking her will and her mind but leaving her with a new found strength. What was left of her being thirsted for the place called home, and she would not let anyone get in the way of her desire.

She could see figures in front of her. Three of them. They wanted to stop her, they wanted to destroy her home. No! She would not let them, she'd kill them before they could even try.

[ Wisdom ]

"Pokerus, do you understand what I'm trying to teach you? You cannot let arrogance and pride cloud your judgment. For if there is anything more lethal to a dragon it is these two vices."

Having been knocked to the ground, a frustrated water dragon got to her knees, massaging the bump on the head she had received from her mother during training. She was always keen to be instructed in how to fight, for her mother was very knowledge in these matters.

"Yeah, I understand." She answered after making sure her brain still worked.

The earth dragon nodded . "Good. Now lets continue."

Entering
The Lake, huh? Raze smirked and strolled in like she owned the place and stopped at the whispering. ******** she did not like whispering, they tended to piss her off. She stormed to the water's edge and slashed with her claws and-

[FEAR]

The heartbeat in her ears was loud.
Louder than anything she'd ever heard before.
Louder still when she realized it was her own.

The sheen of sweat on her skin was cold. Clammy.
She didn't want to move. Didn't want to go through with it.

"Ano ka, duwag?" the boy sneered at her from the top of the steps.
The empty house loomed behind him, delapidated doors ajar and beckoning they enter.

"Ano ka, gago?" she shot back but unable to join him.
Even as he disappeared into the darkness.
Her heartbeat grew louder but couldn't drown out the screams.

[LOSS]

"What? You and me? On a date?" the boy gawked. He gave her a once over and began to laugh. "Look, you're fun to hang out with but uh, you're not girlfriend material."

Her knuckle hurt where her fist met his mouth but not as much as her pride. Rubbing her hand, she glowered,

MY STATS

My character's username: RazerHead
My character's level: 3
Character's HP: 30
Character's Job Class: Gryphon
Current party: None
Current Guild: None
Location: The Lake
Small IC description of character: Brown-haired, tanned gryphon wearing the black and red outfit.
Character journal: RazerHead

Hiding

He panted slightly as he leaned against the how closed bathroom door. He'd become quite good at ducking into bathrooms, classrooms, closets, and anything else without someone being the wiser that the door had opened or closed.

Outside he could hear the faint voices growing louder as they got more and more angry that they couldn't find him. Just as well. He didn't feel like being beaten up that day anyway.

There were moments of happiness. usually they involved the days when both his parents were home. Like the day his mum came home from a long trip, a smile on her face and her fires burning his. she had brought him something, he opened it to find the monster game he had been begging her for. but more, she actually sat for a rare time and played with him, surprising him with how quickly she picked up the controls.

His mum sat on the couch and watched idly over her magazine, and they had ordered out that day.

Food arrived, still hot. Pizza was a rare choice, but he loved it, and his parents wanted to just spend time together that day. It was rare... but it left him feeling like it was a perfect day.

It was moments like this, when he caught her looking at her secret treasure hidden within the drawer. He saw it, knew it, that feeling of something you can never have.

Fire consumed like that. Be careful, she had warned him. Fire consumes. He saw the longing, the gentle longing. The knowledge she could never have it back.

he saw, and he knew not everything was right. That there was pain behind the mask. For anyone else he would point it out, but the one time he did for her... he did not see her for the rest of the day, but he knew, she was there looking at her secret treasure.

He didn't want to know. Part of him knew already, but he did not want to know.

All demons had secrets. Everyone had their fear. That was what Halloween was all about. But Fear lead from one thing to another. There were little fears, and then there were jump scare fears.

And then there were fears that lead to despair.

[9: Repeat]

It seemed as though every memory he had rushed through his head on a speed train and crashed into his brain, replacing everything he thought he knew was reality.

He thought he had remembered bits and pieces of his past life. He thought that he was starting to piece together what he was, before his death and arrival into the Violet Kingdom.

It was as though his mind had been entirely clouded and full of fog and now everything was clear. He found himself flipping through his memories, making sure every piece was intact.