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 Posted: Sun Mar 17, 2013 7:20 pm
Markus Laton Markus shrugged. He wasn't going to say something now. the other made his decision. The other is going to let him go to an empty home with no friends and just an empty life. It wasn't really fair that Markus got to have the empty life. Markus was nice and didn't care about money why did he have to have the empty life when someone else that really was greedy could. Markus put his mask on but the sadness was still their. He didn't want to go back home. The loneliness would probably kill him more. He didn't want to be lonely anymore.
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Posted: Sun Mar 17, 2013 7:28 pm
Brian Jackson Mateja Brian blinked gently as he bite his bottom lip worried that he did or said something to upset the male as he rubbed his checks gently as he trembled a bit unsure if he should do it again or not."Markus please talk to me at least. Tell me what I can do to make you happy or what I can do to actually see you smile"he said gently as he pressed his forehead against the male's breathing him in.
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Posted: Sun Mar 17, 2013 7:33 pm
Markus Laton Markus shivered a bit when the other put his forehead on his own. Markus liked the closeness. It makes him feel normal and that someone might like him. He liked the other's smell. It reminded him of a true home some place comfortable and happy. Markus blushed a bit and shrugged at the other's question. It was easy to answer but Markus didn't want to admit that he was to alone at his own home. He didn't want to admit that people just thought he was snotty and kept away from him.
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Posted: Sun Mar 17, 2013 7:41 pm
Brian Jackson Mateja Biting his lip he continued to rub his back gently as he continued to watch him softly. "Markus please talk to me. You are starting to scare me actually. Do I need to kiss you to make you talk again"he said laughing a bit.
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Posted: Sun Mar 17, 2013 7:51 pm
Markus Laton Markus blushed when the other suggested that he kiss the other to get him to talk. Markus never really was a talker of his emotions. Markus shrugged at the suggestion. He wasn't against being kissed by him again. Markus was scared of going back home but he didn't think he could admit that.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 10:52 am
Brian Jackson Mateja Brian blinked softly as he looked at Markus and pulled him close as he began to rub his back gently. "You can talk to me about anything you like and I will not judge you and I will never hurt you or force you to go against your will"he said calmly.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 12:39 pm
Markus Laton Markus looked at Brian fully "Did I ever look happy at home? Did I ever bring anyone home? How the hell am I suppose to want to go home when it is so depressing there. Home is where no one is and no one will ever be. I am always alone in that bloody mansion. It hurts that you even suggest that I should go home to the place where I feel the most sad and lonely." Markus whispered quietly. He was really depressed on the subject of going home. Here he can be more happy because someone is here with him but at home. No one is ever there and it just makes him more and more depressed. He knew that someday if he were to stay at home the depression would be to much for him. He knew that it was bad enough that he has depression but if he stayed with people that make him feel happy he would be more happier.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 12:55 pm
Brian Jackson Mateja Looking at the male gently he placed his hand on his check gently as he took a small breath and pressed his forehead against Markus. "If you want me to answer those questions I will answer them for you Markus. No you were never happy and home and the only thing I saw you bring home was a stray cat but no one ever. But I do not want you to stay here with me if you are going to be happy with me. If you are happy staying here with me then you can stay I will just have to make changes around the house so it can hold in one more person and I promise I will do my best to make sure your happy here if you stay with me"he aid gently.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 1:04 pm
Markus Laton Markus nodded. He was happy here. He wasn't lonely here. In this place he felt as though he was finally at home and finally fit in. Markus smiles at the other and hugged him. He liked the other a lot now that he let him stay. Markus didn't think He could stand walking into his old home and pretending to be happy when on the inside he felt a deep hole where no one would ever catch his act. Markus leaned on the other's shoulder "lets watch another movie. You got a lot of good movies" Markus said.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 1:07 pm
Brian Jackson Mateja Brian nodded gently he took a small breath and looked at the male and rubbed his check gently as he smiled a bit. "Alright why don't you go pick out the movie while I fix these pillows up a bit. And um thank you for say that about my movies, most people think its a little to much"he said.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 1:13 pm
[ Markus Laton Markus got up and looked at all the movies. He smiles at the cases. He loved movies. He usually watched them on his free time. He liked any movie pretty much unless it was really bad. Markus sighs not knowing what to pick.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 1:22 pm
Brian Jackson Mateja "Pick whatever you want even if you have already seen it. I want you to enjoy your time here and not well hate it"he said laughing a bit as he continued to move the pillows around a bit.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 1:28 pm
Markus Laton Markus looked through all the movies and picked up 'live free and die hard' or something like that. He never cared for the name but he liked the movie. It was very interesting. He looked at the other waiting for him to finish the pillow fluffing. Markus wanted to sit in the other's lap but he knew he couldn't. The other really didn't like him.
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 4:43 pm
Brian Jackson Mateja Finishing he took a small breath and then sat down as he looked at the other male calmly."Something the matter Markus?"he asked calmly as he tilted his head a bit.
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Posted: Tue Mar 19, 2013 4:15 am
Markus Laton Markus shock his head and sat down next to the other. Markus put his feet cross-legged. He looked to the screen. nothing that is important that is the matter with myself. I just have a little crush on you He thought in his head. He never would ever say it out loud because he was to scared to loose the other and would spend his time all by himself again.
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