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Yuzuki grumbled in his head, 'Why's he gotta be smiling like that...' He loved Jin and Luke, and seeing Jin like this how he was with that girl before got him feeling so hurt. He felt like he was being selfish but he didn't want to lose either Luke or Jin to someone else. The little thought bubble of his popped when he heard Jin. Blinking "...Yea...just...tired." taking his attention off him, shaking his head that there wasn't anything on his mind looking to the food. He leaned over his bowl, stirring it and feeling the steam. He was taking a sip when he heard Jin. Frowning with him poking over the food towards him. "It's fine...I don't want to...it's your meal anyway. You'll be sharing it and then get annoyed when you didn't get enough." Grumbling, thoughts and more thoughts kept surfacing starting to drive him up a wall, like Jin didn't love him he doesn't feel the same now like Luke still did. But then they got worse saying how Luke would get tired of him too and find someone new. He suddenly jumped up, "I just...don't feel good, I'm going home!" He felt sick and needed air, feeling tears rushing to his lids. He ran out of the restaurant and had hopped into a cab before either could catch him.

Yuzuki rolled up into a ball when he got home. Laying there staring at the wall with the pillow smushed over his head. He was afraid he'd lose Luke too, lose them both and he was getting freaked out. He was trying to get rid of those dark thoughts, already crying cause he couldn't keep it at bay. He jumped when he heard Jin. "Go away!" He sat up looking at the door, tears all down his cheeks. He hadn't realized he'd left the door unlocked so Jin could just walk in.

Yuzuki rolled back on his side, he didn't want to open the door. He heard Luke soon too, he just went quiet now. He didn't answer or move to the door. he was being stubborn but was afraid what the conversation would be. He jolted up as the two came in the room forgetting he'd left the door unlocked. His face scrunching and he looked away from Jin. Biting his lip he was silent, but finally answered. "You...you like someone else...and not me anymore..." Gulping, everything bubbling up again, "Y-you'll just...get bored with me and go with someone else...and then Luke probably would to...and I don't like thinking that." Crying again, he hid his face in his hands showing how his thoughts were getting all mangled like that.

Yuzuki jumped as Jin had grabbed his hands. Blinking looking at Jin shocked but he couldn't see him well his eyes blurred by the tears. His eyes closing again as Jin was wiping away the tears. Sniffling, he flinched as Luke flicked him. "B-but...that girl...and you kept saying," he was mumbling a little incoherent and he didn't see the silliness in his own remarks. He curled up in Jin's lap when he pulled him over, listening to him. "W-when you said business...I though...I..." wanting to say he thought he was meaning the girl and her confessing her feelings and all. He looked at the two back and forth, hearing what Jin said. Seeing him tearing up, "I-I didn't know...I didn't know what to think and then...t-the thoughts I had w-were spiraling out of control I...I was panicking." Sniffling more. Swallowing hard taking a breath. Looking seeing Luke looking away and finally heard him speaking. He was blushing and wide eyed, tearing up again but this time cause he realized he'd been acting so stupid. One hand clung to Luke's as he was sat in Jin's lap. "I-I'm sorry, I...I'm so stupid I thought the worst but...But I was afraid, I couldn't help it" sobbing. "Y-you two a-are...my...my first loves a-and I was scared I didn't want anything to happen I didn't want to lose you two." Because he hadn't really loved anyone before the twins and he really loved them and it just got him nervous. "I love you both...I-I'm sorry, I just...I got scared."

Yuzuki blinking as Jin was wiping away more of the tears. Looking from Jin to Luke, his gaze still with Luke as he asked about if he was really sorry. And to promise not to think that way again. Nodding, "I am...I'm sorry, I was overreacting." He felt silly now, nodding again, "I promise, I really do, I won't think like that again." Nodding quick. He didn't want to end up hurting them too for thinking like that. Sniffling, though as things switched up he was blushing and his heart fluttering hearing that remark about punishment. "P-punishment?" Flushed and wide eyed, obviously knowing nothing bad but also he was nervous since it was both of them in his room with him and well yea. He'd be in for it for getting them so anxious too.

Jin and Luke smiled as they sat back and rested against the wall. "Huuy, it's still the middle of the day and you made us miss our lunch. But since you decided to serve us we're pretty much full." though even with that said their stomachs growled. "We'll just order take out. We'll be at our house alright Yuzu, unless you wanna eat with us?" said Jin.

Jin and Luke looked over to Yuzuki as he pleaded that they stay and eat here instead. "Are you sure we aren't going to be a bother?" asked Jin. Though there was no point in saying that since the two just came in willy nilly and then punished the boy. Luke shrugged. "I'm fine, as long as you cook for us." he said. "Don't you think it be great to see little Yuzu in a nice apron?" Luke asked Jin. Jin nodded and the twin smiled opening the door for Yuzuki so that he could cook for them.