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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 8:38 pm
"This is what I want!" she insisted. "Who cares if it's right or wrong? We want each other, we have for a while. Why can't we act on those desires?"
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 9:02 pm
"Because you're better than this." he said sternly. He stared into her eyes for a moment before softening up. "I want this, so bad. God, you have no idea how many times I've thought of this, in this exact spot. But I want this to happen when you're ready, not upset."
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 9:27 pm
"If you stop me now, this may never happen again," she told him, her eyes digging into his, begging him for this escape.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 9:53 pm
That was true, and every inch of Fortunado's body begged for him to do it. But he couldn't. He lowered his gaze and looked away. "I'm sorry."
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:01 pm
She silently stood, making her way to the ladder, then walking to the entrance. "No, you're not," she mumbled, walking out of the bunkers.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:17 pm
"Aliana, wait!" Fortunado said and leaned over the railing just to see her leave. He sighed and let his hand fall against the railing. Great job, Fortunado, he grumbled to himself. The one chance you had of having her and you rejected her! You sure are smart.
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:24 pm
Aliana turned back at his call, her hands in her damp skirt pockets. "What do you want, Fortunado? You want to reject me again?"
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:34 pm
"No, Aliana.... Ugh." he groaned and looked at her apologetically. "Don't think I hate you. Please. I'm doing this because I love you!"
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:39 pm
She took a moment up sneeze, then looked back at him. "If you loved me, Fortunado, you'd do this for me and end my misery. All I'm asking for is a quick escape, a way to forget. Why can't you just let me have that?"
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:42 pm
"Because you and I both know that you can't take your troubles out like that." he said. "We both even watched that Intervention episode of that!"
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:48 pm
"What's one time going to kill? It's not like I'll get addicted to it. I just want to relieve my stress and just be Aliana for once instead of something or someone else." She trembled in the cold wind, the wind seemingly blowing through her. "I want to feel sexy and desired, instead of used and defeated. I feel sexy and desired with you, Fortunado. I thought you could tell."
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 10:56 pm
"I do, Alianai! God, you're making this so hard for me." he cried into his hands. "But that's exactly how they always start! You're doing this because you're hurt, Aliana, it'll be meaningless. You've managed to get through this before, you can do it again!"
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2012 11:02 pm
"The last time I felt like this, I moved out of California," she said, crossing her arms. "Maybe I should just...move again."
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Posted: Fri Nov 23, 2012 11:45 pm
Frustration turning to anger, Fortunado's voice rose slightly. "Dammit, Aliana, quit acting like this!" he spouted. "You know you're beautiful! You're like a goddess in this God-forsaken town. You want to feel that so bad then just walk through my school any time! You'll get eye-humped by just every single guy out there. And you know it! You know you're gorgeous in every way, and you know damn well you don't need me or any other guy feeling you up to know!"
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Mayah Playah Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Nov 24, 2012 8:55 am
By the end of his monologue, she was by his side, gripping his shoulders. "But I don't want anyone else touching me but you!" she cried. "You think I like this...this hunger for your touch? That I rejoice in the need to feel your skin against mine? I don't want you stuck in my head! I want to be free of you, damn it! I think so hard about you that I get headaches each night, and each one is worse than the last. For some reason, the only man I want is you. I wish I could explain it, but I can't. I just...I want you. No one else, but you." At the end, she bowed her head, her shoulders shaking in tiny sobs. "I want so badly to be free of my thoughts of you, to determine my outfit for the day without wondering if you'd like it. If it would entice you. If it would make you desire me more. I want to sleep soundly, without thoughts of you keeping me up. Maybe satisfying this hunger will end it, I don't know. I just know its growing too great to bear."
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