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PostPosted: Sat Dec 10, 2011 10:46 am


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If you guys will reply, than I'll get the blackmail letters out~
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|| UGH! I wont let this rp die! I like it to much~ I just hate how Im so damn busy all of a sudden! D< I have to go for now but Im going to make sure I post soon, I wont let this thing die! ||

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PostPosted: Sat Dec 10, 2011 11:09 am


{{Okay thank you!!! <3 As long as I know that you guys are at least trying to post when you can, then that's fine. I just don't want people to forget about this and just let it go lol}}
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Alexander was a centimeter close to shutting the door on him, but hey, he would rather have someone to talk to then no one. Well, not really. Seeing the expression on the males face didn't come to a shock to him. Actually, he knew something like that was going to happen. I mean, have you not seen his rotten attitude? When the male came in and closed the door, Alexander felt a ping of hate start building up in him. He had nothing against Demean, it was just that he didn't like talking to people when he was trying to calm himself down, so in result, he would hate on the people who bothered him. Still, he said nothing and made no comment about it, why would he? He took in a deep breathe, and soon let it out, rubbing the back of his neck . His mind felt like shutting down and blocking the male out, but his body strained against this protest. He wasn't used to talking to people when it came about his problems. He just tended to get fustrated was all. And to think, he thought he was going to have a good day, with Haruki talking to him like he was just another person.

When Damean had told him not to say any more about the girl, his head just turned down. The vial things he could say about that girl. He was right, she was just snooping around in his life, like everyone else had used to do. He frown grew at the thought once again, and his traced patterns on the ground with his eyes. Alexander soon lifted his head again to look at Damean, and he rolled his eyes. How irratating. "I gave the reaction right now as such because of that women. Yes, the letter might have had a small hint to it, but im not stupid, Damean. I know that this guy was only trying to get a reaction out of me. Us, really. But, the thing about people, sure, they might wonder, but to be honost, most people are so occupied with their own perfect lives that they wont care much about some one like me or anything. he stated with a small shrug added to it. He frozed when he spoke about his secret and he crossed his arms, "And what? You dont either right? I mean, i'm not the type of person to stay calm and collected, when people get me angry, i'll show it." he stated lowly.

His hands gripped onto the sink and he looked down. Did people really see him as the type to hurt people when he was angry- Of course they would. It wasn't like he hadn't done it before. Its not his fault though, people just knew how to push his buttons, and Damean was actually staying on the safe side. Heh, the odds of all this made him slightly quesy. He wasn't used to people being 'kind' for him. He was just used to people using him for his talent, then neaver talking to him unless it was needed again. But, again, he was used to all of this so he didn't care all to, to much. Or so he kept telling himself. His mind was telling him not to care, and go on with life as it was, while his her told him other wise. His heart told him to change his ways, and become a better person. But of course, the mind will always win over his heart. Hence the reason he was so bad at loving people, such as his orphan parents. Honestly, he couldn't remember the last time he had actually..loved someone. All this aside, his mind came back to the current situation. What was he supposed to do? If he did not react as planned, then would the person who sent it out get angered and tell someone something? Would they take this against them? He bit his lower lip and looked down once again.

He then looked back up to land his eyes on Damean, and slightly nodded, "Ah.." he said softly to the fact that he wasn't given orders, he was just looking for people on his free-will. He rose a brow at Haruki and he rolled his eyes. "It was just a conversation..." he murmured softly to himself. To be honest, to day was the only day he had actually talked to someone, and that scared him greatly. He didn't like this. No, he hated this beyond extent. He wanted to run out and never look back, to make things go as they were. He didn't want to be in the boys restroom, hidding and fearing away from the world. His life held at least some potential! More or less, so he thought. He sighed and looked down. "Well, that is not good....There has to be more then three....but its hard to figure that much out. I don't talk to many people, and I haven't seen any one to ansty and such, but I can keep a look out for some more, just in case..." Alex said with a small shrug added to it. He let a broken sigh escape his thin lips, and he brought his hands to cover his eyes, resting them there for a bit before he completely rubbed them. All of this none sence was making him weary and depressed. Not to mention stressed and antsy and how he just wished this day could end already.



~Out.Of.Cream: Imma have to edit this because I need to do some things! BRB!~


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PostPosted: Sat Dec 10, 2011 11:14 pm


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You could hear the repeating, paced ticking of the clock as the white walls of the hall they stood in seemed to ment in with the blue lockers. Everything was so still and silent, it seemed as though they were both utterly lost in their own thoughts. Completely oblivious to the outside world. The only thing that brought Haruki back to reality being the loud sound of a door slamming. His peircing emerald orbs scanned both sides of the hall, only to see no one their. It was probably just an echo from another hall close by. Whe he looked back down at Ares, he could clearly tell he was fretting, and a lot over this situation. What was it that made him cry? What was it that made him flip to no extent and run from the class? These questions ran through his mind and continued to for the next few minutes or so, but decided it wasn'y best to ask them at that time, or ever for that matter seeing as how sencitive he was about it. He wasn't sure exactly what it was that made him get so emotional over the note, but he wasn't just going to bluntly ask like a snoopy idiot. Besides, it wasn't his business and he if he was in his possition, he wouldn't want people asking him person questions. Expecially a stranger like himself.

In all honesty, Haruki himself was shocked he even followed this boy. Even bothered to come and help him, well, give the little help he did seeing as how he wasn't best at cheering others up. As seconds moved on and slowly turned to minutes, he began to even think to himself why he followed him. Maybe it was because he actually felt pity? No that couldn't be it, he never felt pity for others unless it was sincere. Perhaps because he wanted to see what Ares would do? No that wasn't it either. All he could think of was because they were generally in the same situation. They both put their secret into the box, they both got a note, they both were being blackmailed and they both were in a lot of trouble because of it. His secret wasn't as bad, thats only because no one would believe it in a million years so he had some protection. But others... Well they were as real as they can get to the natural mind. They had big trouble on their hands, just like him. Sure the blackmailer had a good point about telling the government, he would make a rather fine specimine. Then again, would the government, the actual government even believe him? Believe some kid that walks up and says another kid is some type of alien or something? They arn't that naive. Then again, there always still is that possibility thats puts him on edge.

When the other male finally spoke, he was surprise he hadn't recieved some type of yell or smack across the face. Instead he got an ammused laugh from the other. "It helped didn't it?" He questioned as his signature, slick, smug smile returned over his lips. He was slightly glad Ares managed to atleast crack a smile, and stop the tears, then atleast he was slowly calming himself. "Yeah me too. Besides, you don't want to ruin that pretty little face of yours." He chimed, obviously in a teasing, yet friendly way that didn't show purpose of being harmful. Letting off a small sigh of relief, he placed his hands against the tile floor and moved possition till he was at Ares' side, leaning against the lockers as well. He began to wonder about His question then too. Why did he follow. It was still uncompletely clear why, even to himself but he managed a reasonable answer that he was going to stick to atleast. "Heh, I dont know... Maybe because your in a problem similar to mine in a way?" He replied in more of a question, wondering how the other would respond. He then began to wonder when class would end, time must have been moving fast as they sat there because when he looked back up at the clock, there was only ten minutes left till next class.

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PostPosted: Tue Dec 13, 2011 4:24 pm


{I'll wait till Waffles tells me when she's done with her post and I can get posting, I won't let this die either, its pretty fun ^^}


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PostPosted: Tue Dec 13, 2011 7:16 pm


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Im so sorry for the delayed reply! I got it up, but sorry its kinda short. ^^;;
PostPosted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 2:49 pm


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Ares continued to listen to that rhythmic ticking of the clock, taking small, deep breathes as he listened to try and calm himself down even more. The initial shock over the blackmail letter was starting to wear off as Ares told himself that he could deal with this. It was just another bully; he dealt with those every day. What he couldn’t deal with were the memories that flooded his mind after reading that letter. He still couldn’t get them out of his head, but he tried to as he turned his gaze onto Haruki. It seemed like they were both lost in their own worlds and for the moment, that was probably a good thing. They both had things to think about and could use a moment of silence. The moment of silence was broken for a moment though when there was the loud sound of a door slamming somewhere nearby in a different hall. It made Ares jump a little as he still was not in the best of moods and reminded him of those horror movies that he loved to watch so much. He let out a soft sigh though as the sound went away and the silence came back. He could tell that Haruki was curious as to what Ares’ letter was about. Curious as to what could’ve been said to make Ares worry so much like this and to actually start crying. But Haruki didn’t say ask any questions about it, he just simply seemed to stay lost in his own thoughts and curiosity. Truthfully, Ares wasn’t sure if he wanted Haruki to ask questions or not. He was not ready to start talking about his secrets and had worked so hard to keep his personal life private. On the other hand though, he could tell that he was getting closer and closer to losing it like the letter had mentioned. He was sick of all the bullying and the memories and deep down, he was sick of nobody making an effort to even try to find out what was up with him. But at this moment, Ares decided he was glad that Haruki wasn’t prying. Maybe a different time, when he wasn’t in school would he want someone to ask questions, but right now he just needed to think himself. “Спасибо,” Ares said softly. He figured that Haruki would understand that he was saying thank you for not asking questions at the moment.

Ares smiled softly when he saw the surprise on Haruki’s face when he didn’t yell at him or smack him. It was tempting~ But Ares wasn’t like that; he had learned over the years that it was just best to take things calmly. Plus, like mentioned, he was grateful that someone had actually done something…that someone had noticed he was upset for once and followed. He nodded his head of brown and magenta locks and said softly, “It did help..you got me to laugh didn’t you?~ Just don’t get all cocky now.” He teased slightly at the end as the other put on that signature smug smirk. Ares’ cheeks heated up to a pretty pink hue like always and he shook his head with a smile at the teasing compliment. “Why? What’s going to happen if I ruin this pretty little face of mine?” he teased back, still keeping his knees tucked him against his chest and his arms wrapped around his legs. It was a good sign if he was teasing back; it meant that he knew that you weren’t trying to be harmful with that comment. He watched as Haruki changed positions so that he was sitting beside Ares and against the lockers now. He didn’t say anything to that change though and just played with the ends of the sleeves of his sweater. He glanced over at the other when Haruki spoke and replied, “You don’t have to say it as a question~ It makes sense. I’m glad though that you followed…” He spoke the last part softly and turned his gaze away a bit. He also noticed that they only had about ten minutes left until class and that made him panic a little bit. This was obvious as he started to play with his sleeves a bit more. He wasn’t ready to head into another classroom full of students though, to sit in a class and pretend that everything was alright. Then he remembered though that his next class was a study hall and after that it was lunch. He let out a soft sigh of relief. Study hall meant that he could be in the library which was his favorite place to be at school. He allowed him to read and to get away from a room full of students. It was quiet and peaceful. Plus after that was lunch, which yes meant that he had to try to find somewhere to sit but it also meant that he got some food in his stomach which would hopefully help. “Do you think there’s any way to stop this person from blackmailing us?” he asked Haruki curiously as he thought about it. It seemed to make sense; that there had to be some way to stop this person.

{{Thanks for the quote, Naunii~ And sorry that this took me sooooooo long to put up!!}}

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During the long moments of silence that seemed to speckle along there conversations, Haruki had seemed to space off eace time. Never failing to trail off into his own world, though was ever to easily brought back to reality each time. The soft ticking of the clock, the faint sound of distant footsteps, possibly going the opposite direction, the low, muffled noise of kids speaking in their class rooms sheilded behind closed doors and thick walls. As his mind had seemed to wander off into its own free land, many things happened to pass through it and take a landing. Only to swoop off once again in the empty wind of his mind. One of the thoughts being the letters itself. Who had been sending them? It wasn't till then did he really begin to think about the possibilities. Who was acting shady around school lately? Who had been acting even the slightest bit different around others? Who seemed to be snooping around throughout the past week or so? Nothing and no one seemed to be popping up or catching his interest. Haruki wasn't the time of person to pay attention to such things, seeing as how he could care less most of the time. -- It wasn't like he sat around and eyed every person who passed by him in the halls, or acting a bit off in the class room. He simply was a guy that didn't care. Then again, that was only because anything that related to such never really involved him till now. Usually people would even dare to mess with him, though whom ever had enough balls to do it now must have had a lot of confidence, and inteligence. That was when Haruki's mind suddenly flipped it switch, moving on to its next thought. His own person letter. At that moment a small fire burned deep within him, fueling his hatred and anger once again. Whom ever had been sending the letters was going to get a mouth ful of fist if he ever found out whom it was. They better be extra careful with him, seeing as how when hes motivated, he is actually quite cunning and inteligent as well. Oh it was times like then that he just wanted to reach out and simply crush what ever was in front of him like some soda can. Then again, he could never do such a thing only since Ares happened to be the one sitting before him. This making him wan't to merely punch the locker at his side. Then again, he didn't and refrained himself, knowing it was probably frighten the smaller male at his side.

All the aimless thinking and anger inducing thoughts continued to race through his mind till Haruki was suddenly snapped back into reality once again by a familiar voice. Ares' voice. That and the loud sound of a door slamming in the distance. That was right.. He was still in the hall way where he had chased after Ares when he had ran off crying. That was when he began to think about why in the world he had even bothered. He didn't exactly get a solid answer, merely suming up with the one he had gotten before about them having related problems. When he finally did reply to Ares' thanks towards his thoughtfulness, a small smile formed across his thin pale lips, nodding softly. And as he continued to listen he only managed to let off a light laugh as well, hearing him mention something about how he shouldn't get to cocky. This leading to his usual, smug smirk returning just because he seemed to bring it up. "Don't get all cocky you say? I'm always cocky, it's just the way I am~" He chimed with another light chuckle, holding his hand to his mouth to cover it. It wasn't till he noticed the pretty rosey pigment across his cheeks did he really remember his previous comment. The sight of the small boy flustering once again making a large cheshire grin appear across his face. "Because that pretty little face of yours is way to attractive to be stained up by those stupid tears~" --His voice returned to its smooth, silk like tone as he found himself flirting once again. Something he was good at, but rarely ever did honestly. That was one of the only times he could flatter, and be telling the truth, seeing as how Ares did have a very attractive appearance to him that Haruki found interesting. And when he had seemed to flirt in return he took it as a good thing. He didnt notice much but he did notice how Ares wasn' the type of person to openly accept such things, so he was on his good side for now it seemed. It wasn't till Ares continued to talk did Haruki really take the time to look him over once again. The innocent position he was in and the adorable expression he was making was just way to cute. It took almost every ounce of sense Haruki had to really keep himself under control. Though when he had began to play with his sleeve again it slightly caught his attention. 'Hes been doing that pretty often...' He thought silently to himself, couldnt help but noticing. Then again, nothing really crossed his mind about it. He didnt have a clue why, so didn't bother much with it. Besides, he decided he would leave personal questions aside for later when they grew somewhat closer. If they ever did for that matter. He then smiled in return when he said he was glad he followed him from class. Class! That was right! They still had class. That was when his small emerald green eyes dashed up towards the hall way clock. Merely seven more minutes. Damn... He had English next. Something he was good at, a little too good at... Good enough that he felt he didnt really need to be there. He cut it all the time anyways, maybe he would go ahead and go with Ares to where ever he had his next class. He had nothing better to do anyways. It wasn't till Ares had spoken once again was he pulled from his train of thought. He then began to think about the question carefully, quickly without a seconds thought replying with a solid answer. "Not unless we know who it is~" He said rather blunty. And it was true for all he knew at the time. For now he couldnt really come up with anything that didnt include stalking each others lockers every second of the day.

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PostPosted: Wed Feb 01, 2012 1:13 pm


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{{Thank you Naunii!~ I was just thinking that I should quote everyone so that we can try to get this rp going again lol. I'll reply tonight~ Just give me time to finish up my homework xD}}
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Damean pondered about his own thoughts, sorting them together to respond with a most….reasonable and logical sentence he could come up with, one that wouldn't upset Alexander but none that would make him sound pathetically stupid or ignorant of the high schooler's feelings. Damean wasn't intelligent in language, math, science or any other subject you needed to learn during your high school years , he made that up with attentiveness in small details because the smallest details are easily missed but they are the most important. Whatever Damean was going to say he had the ability to turn the tables, it could easily turn a friend into an enemy and a stranger into an ally. Where Alex stood, it was possible to become an ally in this mystery case but nothing is ever written in stone as they say. "Hold on here Alex, perfect?, Perfect?! You, the most smartest student in this entire school don't need to be reminded that nothing is perfect and the best proof of that are these blackmail letters." Perfection, why did such a word exist if none can achieve it, no scratch that, no one should achieve it. If people or anyone for that matter were to reach perfection than there is no room to grow, to expand or to even adjust, whether it be technology, art, math, biology etc. Nothing is perfect, especially people, people don't go around showing the adversity they have to experience in their lives for it would make them unappealing. People make friends by appealing to them by showing who they are and not telling who they are or their problems. Problems brought no good in a healthy friendship, that’s is, your problems from your life. The smartest kid should know this but had he forgotten it in that slight build up of rage when he spoke about our reactions to the note? "Everyone has their breaking point and mine so happens to be a bit hard to break, but whether you show your anger or not is just a simple part of you its nothing to be ashamed."


His eye's looked at the door behind him, voices aroused and the sound of the bathroom door rang through the room, other students seemed to have answered the call of their bladder and scampered off here to the restroom but as luck and thinking ahead, the door was locked and the people would simply have to go somewhere else to empty their bladder. But a thought came into Damean's mind, 'How long have they've been in here?' 'Was the bell going to rings soon?' 'What's going to happen now?', it was hard to answer them but their conversation would have to come to a nice close. If he and Alex stayed here all period they would surely be caught for who's heard of a closed restroom in school that gave no indication that it was out of use? Its especially bad that people had used this restroom earlier so timing was everything and Damean needed to collect his stuff from the classroom if he was going to at least pretend to try to give the next class some of his attention. "You do that Alex as well as I, I just have some suspects but I would need to be cautious of them." he mumbled the last part of the sentence to himself as he headed towards the door, unlocked it and swung the hefty door open. Damean poked his head out and checked the halls, so far they were fairly empty besides a low murmur down the hall but it seemed to rooted and unmoving into any direction, this was their chance to sneak out and return to class before any unnecessary problems arise. He placed his back on the door and bowed slightly, using his hands to show Alex the exit, "Now this way, we have a class and some clues to look into and I'm sure a man of your intelligence can wrap this case up and go back to our lives with little worry and little threat. You first, partner."


{I apologize for it being so short but this is writer's block, I'll do what I can ^^}
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