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An watched the entire interraction with Wes rapturously. So . . .there was another lycan in the game. Looks at Jaden with respect* Jaden is not a monster . . .he is a Lycan and with that are the animal instincts to protectone's own territory. The uninvited entrance . . .the INTRUSION of a MALE LYCAN into his territory merrited his reaction. Jaden was being a good wolf and in his way he was protecting you as well as all of us . . .he is an Alpha wolf. It is simply Jadens nature . . .no monstrosity indeed. *This is all said in a well bred and analytical manner. Anne combs back her short white hair that ruins the educated affect . . .her bangs hang boyishly in her eys.* Tell me . . .are we actually going to have this meeting or is this going to be endless melodrama . . .for a group of immortals we are acting so very . . .human * human is said with a slight curled lip of disgust*

Jaden turned to Anne and his eyes flared. He took one step toward her and his claws gouged marks into the floor.
"So you understand my nature do you? I doubt that any vampire raised under constant protection could even begin to understand what my nature is. But who knows? Why don't you use those fancy psychic powers to look into my memories and tell me I'm not a monster... be warned though, the last person to do that had this small problem afterwards about going into convulstions and slipping into a coma. I can't even begin to imagine what they dream about... I'll bet it's driven them insane.
He was ignoring everyone else in the room.

Smiles politely. Doesnt give an inch.* I know what its like to be a monster . . believe me. You are not one. YOU have no idea what a loss of true control is, NONE!* Her ring starts its irratic flashing. pulls the ring off and shoves it in her pocket. Her eyes shift from their calm black depths into a midnight blue . . .twin orbs of white slowly appear and glove and her hands begin to shake uncontolably. She blinks, trying to shut out the call to kill . . .to drink. Fights for control* Dont do this * she begs (and she never does that) in a coarse voice. Even as she begs she loses control and lunges at him. She sends a wild pattern of shifting images in his head, accidentally letting slip images from her past: a vampire man, good looking but for his wastes state, an old village, shackles, a cage in a luush room, countless bottles of serum, florescent lights, a party. She sends him into a dream world. The wind rushes into the room as she literally flows into it and on to Jaden, distended claws sinking into his pectorals and long fangsarching to bite . . .

Jaden heard the words but he wasn't really Jaden anymore. Right now he was mostly The Wolf, that primal, mindless killing machine too wild and dangerous to even be considered an animal. Something that had remained buried under a pile of forgotten memories.
He put one hand to the back of his neck and when he withdrew it blood was dripping from his claws.
He stood up in front of the two vampires and glared at them. Thoughts, emotions, memories, these where not important to him.
Loss of control...
What was he doing here right now? Something had happend.

Anee shook on her hands and knees her body quivering. she looked up from her now long hair and for an instant her eyes were normal again * get . . .the vial* She wispered in a panicked voice before she rammed herself onto the girl. Her hands grabbed onto her as she tried to do everything but attack. Her hands tightend on the vampires arms as she tried to control herself, her nails pierced through the girls shirt and into her arms. Anne bit down on her fangs to stop them from instinctively biting* my coat . . . THE VIAL She was losing control

desperately she grasped at the coat and tore through the pocket spilling books, a pocket watch, a small teddy bear and a wilted flower and (thank god) the vial. Snapping oof the top of the vial she drank the contents all the while crushing galss into her hands and lips. She doubled over, hunched into a ball. A small moan escaped her . . .and then she collapsed in exhaustion. Slowly she pulled herself from the floor. Her hair was boyishly short, her nails retracted. her fangs short, all that remained as evidence was her blodied mouth and hands that were fast healing. Calmy and in a composed manner she combed back her hair and pullinga hankercheif from her povket, wrapped it around her wounded hand. She turned to see eclips. She bowed and smiled sadly* I am so sorry you had to see that*she said, for once sounding like a girl, emotion in her voice where it was always missing. Eyes clouded with concern when she saw the wounds on her. Pulling a vial of silver liquid she rushed over and pured it over her wounds. Lifting her hands on either side of her arms she allwed her black eyes to slightly mist over. the wounds hissed and smoked up into anne's hands as she absorbed the wounds into her spirit. placing her cupped palms together, she condenced the energy and gave a small grunt of effort. opening them there lay a ruby the size of an eye. This she presented to the healed girl* I am so sorry. I dont know how to that you

Control... loss of control... violence... pain... death... screaming; all these things seemed to be swirling through his mind but then something rose through them all. A voice, cold, dark and emotionless...
You can't fight like that little brother, where's your control? Remember, father had no control and look where it got him. Me, I've learned the value of control and because of that I've become far more powerful and terrorifying than he ever was. Your never going to beat me without some disipline.
Jaden hated that voice. Hated it more than any other thing in the world, but for once it served a purpose besides tormenting him. It brought him back to himself.
"I'm..... sorry..." he muttered.

Jaden watched Rein leave and he felt like something had just slashed through him.
"Out..... everyone leave." No meeting could be held right now "I... need to be alone right now."