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 Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 1:22 pm
 Look in my eyes covered in Maybelline,
Looking like something fresh out a magazine
I can be part of your deepest fantasies
You're the detective, come solve my mystery.
Some say that love is all that I'm missing
Some call it jezebel, I call it attention
But what they don't know they can't even imagine
Say I don't have no self-esteem but it's my fashion
Maybe I'm just a bad girl
Maybe I'm just a bad girl
Maybe I'm just a bad girl
Maybe I'm just a bad girl, a bad girl.
 Isabella Étendre "Thank you." Belle said as they began walking to her tent. "It really is....we really shouldn't have to worry about someone trying to kill us at any moment......I really don't understand the logic behind a killers thoughts. What is the pleasure in killing another person?" she said slightly irritated at the thought. It was awful that someone was going around and randomly attacking people. "The more I think about it, the more uneasy it makes me feel...." she said tightening her grip around his arm a bit. Something about me has got you hypnotized
Examine my body like you're the science guy,
Watching my every move you anticipate,
What ya thinking about, boy I can recreate,
Some say that love is all that I'm missing,
Some call it jezebel, I call it attention,
But what they don't know they can't even imagine,
Say I don't have no self-esteem but it's my fashion,
Maybe I'm just a bad girl,
Maybe I'm just a bad girl,
Maybe I'm just a bad girl,
Maybe I'm just a bad girl, a bad girl.
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 3:23 pm
 It's complicated
It always is
That’s just the way it goes
Feels like I waited so long for this
I wonder if it shows
"They already have won." Anayah shook her head, starting back up the ribbons. "Sonya is and always will be perfect, but you'll never be able to convince me that I was or still am. I should have been able to stop it." She did a few more tricks, ending up upside down again, which seemed to be her favorite way on the ribbons.
Head under water
Now i can't breath
And never felt so good
‘Cause i can feel it coming over me
I wouldn’t stop it if i could
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 5:01 pm
 From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight  ℒιℓυɾa ℳaϵʋϵ ℛa∂ιϵɾăLilura was hurt by what Gabriel said. Her breath was catching slightly and she knew she had to be anywhere but in the tent. "I-I need some air. Forgive me, I need a moment," she told him, walking out of the tent calmly. She waited until she was a small distance away before she bolted outright. It did not matter where she went, she just needed to get away. Fight or flight for her usually started with a fight and ended with her flight. She wound up at the big-top, hysterical and hyperventilating from her sobs. Why did she always screw things up with her and Gabriel. They had barely been back alone for ten minutes and she had messed things up completely. She tucked herself on the floor, beside the platform the seats were on and could only weep more. And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 5:35 pm
 When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along.  Ian Guaritore"Your still alive and healthy right? Your also happy, other than about that one thing. I would consider that as them losing." Ian said looking back at her. "So you couldn't stop it. It happens, Anayah. If it bothers you so much then just make up for it. Make sure you keep your sister safe now. Don't let her get into any dangerous situations. Thats what I would do." He said patting Cecilas head once again. If anything happened to his little sister that he couldn't stop, then sure he would want to beat himself up about it but probably wouldn't let that happen for her sake. He would seek out revenge for her and then do everything in his power to make everything she wanted happen so she would feel happy again. After Ian patted her head, Cece let him go, stood up and walked over to where Anayah was practicing. "I think your perfect Anayah." She said looking up at her with her usual small and innocent smile. "Your always so nice and strong. You not afraid of anything and you don't make it hard for me to talk to or understand you.....Sonya is really nice too but....she never did play with me as much....and it was always hard to talk to her since half of the time...I have no idea what she is saying. Ian is smart though so he can more easily talk to her." To be honest, between the twins, Ian might favor Sonya a little more but Cecilia liked Anayah better. Anayah would play with her without treating her like she was different from everyone else and wouldn't talk in ways that would go right over her head. She also had a strong personality that was nice and she wasn't afraid of anything. If Cece admired anyone most at the circus, other than Ian, it would be Anayah. Ian watched the two before he noticed Lilura come flying into the entrance and hide. He quickly got up and ran over to where she was. He needed to make sure she wasn't hurt or attacked. For all he knows the killer could have just tried to get at her. "Alright, Lilura try and calm down a bit." he said reaching out and patting her head like he would for Cece, when he noticed her hyperventilating. "Tell me exactly what happened. Did you get hurt anywhere? Or did the killer come after you?" he asked her remaining calm to try and help her relax. And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 5:48 pm
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight ℒιℓυɾa ℳaϵʋϵ ℛa∂ιϵɾă"I-I-I could h-handle that," Lilura replied, unable to stop her ragged breathing. "G-Ga-Gabriel and I h-ha-had a f-fight," she said. Her side was beginning to cramp slightly from how hard she was trying to suck down air. It was different from any of their other fights though. He never turned his back on her, ever. She could not handle the thought of being without him, but maybe he was beginning to think she was more trouble than she was worth, a strong possibility from where she was sitting. She could not believe she was crying and blubbering like this in front of people, but she lacked the ability to care for the moment. Gabriel was like air, vital at just about every single moment. It was a cruel cosmic sign that she now could not breath. And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 7:45 pm
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along. Ian Guaritore Ian sighed in relief. He wasn't happy to hear that she and Gabriel were fighting, but it was better than her getting attacked. "Its alright Lilura. I'm sure it's not something that you two can't resolve. You fought earlier today and made up quickly after right? So no more tears. " he said smiling at her and wiping her away some of her tears. He couldn't help treating her like he would if it were Cecilia. She was acting just like her, when she gets to upset...except for the hyperventilating, which was worrying him. "If he said or did something stupid and mean to you, to make you cry like this then, I'll have to go kick his butt for you." he said trying to be a little funny. Ian never really kicks anyones butt, let alone someone like Gabriel. Though he certainly would lecture Gabriel heavily for upsetting her to the point where she can't even breathe properly. And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:44 pm
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight ℒιℓυɾa ℳaϵʋϵ ℛa∂ιϵɾă"I sc-scr-screwed it u-up. H-He's r-right and I m-ma-made things t-terrible," Lilura told Ian, having trouble getting the words to form properly. Her sobs were uncontrollable and she could not even fake a smile for Ian. "I-I-I'm s-sorry about this," she told him trying, and failing, to collect herself. She hugged her knees, unable to do much else. And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:44 pm
It's complicated
It always is
That’s just the way it goes
Feels like I waited so long for this
I wonder if it shows
Anayah released herself from the ribbons, landing easily on her feet before making her way over to Lilura and hugging her. She would ignore her own problems for now so she could help Lilura out, something she did frequently for others. "Don't be stupid. You didn't make anything horrible and I could strangle Gabriel for making you cry. I won't though, but only 'cuz I know you love him and all. But you're amazing, aunty. Don't think any different."
Head under water
Now i can't breath
And never felt so good
‘Cause i can feel it coming over me
I wouldn’t stop it if i could
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2011 12:39 pm
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along. Ian Guaritore Ian gave Lilura a faint smile. "Lilura, if it's really your fault then just apologize to Gabriel. I'm sure he will forgive whatever you did wrong." With everything you two have been through and how long you have been together, I'm sure something as simple as this can't be hard to resolve. He thought to himself. He then looked over to Anayah. "You don't have to strangle him Anayah. Gabriel can be a grump at times and could have said something out of line but he doesn't deserve that, over such a trivial fight....." Ian said with a slight frown. Ian liked Gabriel just as much as he did Lilura, which was why he was only kidding about kicking his butt.....He knew Anayah would literally go strangle him and Ian didn't believe Gabriel did something so bad to deserve that. A lecture would do just fine. "I do agree that you, and Gabriel, are both amazing. I'd rather not see you two upset with each other....." he said thinking how both of them helped him and Cecilia so much since the death of their parents.....He and Cece, who followed behind Anayah and stood at Ians side, both didn't like the thought of them fighting..... And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you~
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2011 4:04 pm
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight ℒιℓυɾa ℳaϵʋϵ ℛa∂ιϵɾă"I-I d-don't know ho-ow to withou-out starting a-an-another fight," Lilura replied becoming even more hysterical. There were times when having two different views in a relationship were good but this was not one of them. She knew that neither she, nor Gabriel would bend on it. She feared that Gabriel would not want her because of how she liked to do 'dangerous' things. However, after being with im for so long and growing to be so dependent on him, the thought of him not wanting her anymore was driving her into an anxiety attack, something she had limited experience with, mostly other people's. Any progress she had begun to make was quickly undone as her gasping breaths quickened to the point where her face was getting numb as well as her fingers. "D-D-Don't d-do anyth-thing t-t-to h-him. I-I-It's my f-fau-ault," she said, barely able to say anything past her tears and ragged breaths. And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2011 5:25 pm
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along. Ian Guaritore "Lilura, I know your upset right now but you must calm down." Ian said starting to get more worried. How can one fight make someone like Lilura act like this? It surely made him want to know what they fought about.....He reached his hand and patted her head like he saw Gabriel usually would, trying to calm her down. "Getting to upset over this won't be helping neither him nor you.....If it really is that bad then, maybe its best to avoid Gabriel for a little while. Sometime apart might help you two calm down, and think of a solution. I'll tell Gabriel to stay away for a while if I must. We can't have you getting worse by him being around you right now....." he said trying to think of a way to help both of them. If Gabriel really was angry, which he only slightly doubted knowing how Gabriel's temper is, then some time alone will help him cool down.....and Lilura would be able to recollect herself and find a good way to apologize. And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you~
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Posted: Wed Mar 09, 2011 8:10 am
It's complicated
It always is
That’s just the way it goes
Feels like I waited so long for this
I wonder if it shows
Anayah let out a sigh and repeated herself. "I said I wasn't gonna cuz I know you love him. But I'm positive it wasn't entirely your fault. You both share similar personalities, you're going to butt heads, but that's what makes your love so amazing." She hugged her a bit tighter, rubbing her back to try to help calm her down. "If getting upset helps her get this off her chest than that's exactly what she needs to do." She said to Ian, knowing what it feels like to need to let it all out. " Anayah straightened a bit of Lilura's hair that had gotten messed up. "You should try to calm your breathing though. . . you sound like you're hyperventilating. Do you want me to go talk to him?"
Head under water
Now i can't breath
And never felt so good
‘Cause i can feel it coming over me
I wouldn’t stop it if i could
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 09, 2011 4:03 pm
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight ℒιℓυɾa ℳaϵʋϵ ℛa∂ιϵɾă"W-Where el-else could I g-g-go?" Lilura asked Ian, wiping away some of her tears. She hated looking this pathetic in front of Ian, Anayah and Cece. The embarrassment made her hide her face in Anayah's shoulder for a moment. Gabriel had turned into an extension of herself and would be able to cheer her up in an instant. She wished she could go back and turn another direction up on the trees.
"I-It was m-more my f-fau-fault th-than his," Lilura replied as Anayah tightened her hug. It was cramping her side to breath the way she was, but at the same time, she was having trouble stopping it. "I-I d-don't want t-to be-e like th-is. N-not g-g-good to," she said. People could pass out from it if they kept it up for too long and she had no intentions of letting that happen too. She was embarrassed enough for now. She had to think about what she knew for hyperventilating. "K-keep me t-ta-talking. S-speech re-re-regulates breathing." And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
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Posted: Wed Mar 09, 2011 5:08 pm
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along. Ian Guaritore "Well I'm not telling her to not let it all out, I just want her to relax enough so she isn't breathing so badly. It wouldn't do her any good to pass out." Ian told Anayah before looking back over to Lilura. He thought for a minute to Lilura's question. "Well you could always stay in the infirmary. Cecilia and I would love to have you join us and we have plenty of room and beds....or maybe you could stay with Gwen. After what happened with Satine, she has and extra bed in her tent." Ian offered. He and Cecilia really would not mind Lilura being with them and he was sure Gwen could surely use some company if Lilura didn't want to stay with them. Cece just nodded in the back ground with one had lightly grabbing onto the back of Ians shirt. And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 09, 2011 5:44 pm
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight ℒιℓυɾa ℳaϵʋϵ ℛa∂ιϵɾă"I th-think I w-will st-st-stay in the infirmary," Lilura said, after thinking it over for a second. She did not want to bother Gwen just after Satine had been killed. Gwen had enough on her mind at the moment. Her breathing was beginning to calm down slightly as she managed to try and focus on her next step and think about what she could do. "I'm r-really sorry about th-this" she said, the words coming out easier than before. And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
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