Ester finally caught her breath, but she looked with a worried face at Elk. The gruesome scene at the cornucopia would not leave her mind, and she found it hard to see Elk as the same person holding her in her bed.
He was tall for a boy, and although he was not overly muscular, she knew that he was very, very strong. Strong enough to tackle and kill a peace keeper with his bare hands. But still, she was scared.
Elk looked over at ester, she diverted her eyes to keep them from meeting his own, but he knew that he had to crack ester open. He didn't need ester to win the conflict here, but he wanted to learn more.
I knew that I was born from her blood. But there was so little I truly understood about myself. And at the same time, I wanted to learn more about her. We both are nearly brother and sister, yet we are so different. I am strong, and ready to fight at a moment's notice, she is weak, fragile, and knows only to run at confrontation. I also feel somehow attached to her, and although she is a very attractive 18 year old, I don't feel that way for her. It really is the first time that I've actually felt this sort of devotion to anyone. and I don't know why.
I sit down next to her and she scoots away a little bit.
"Ester, why are you scared? You know that I won't kill you."
"I... uhm..."
"Calm down, I doubt anyone will find us here, and I'm not going to let anyone kill you."
"No...I..."
"Ester, siate calmi, mi dica cosa c'è che non va."
(Ester, be calm, tell me what's wrong.)
"Tu ... voi li ha uccisi ..."
(You... you killed them...)
"Non riesco a fidarci di loro piace come mi fido di te.
È necessario capire."
(I cannot trust them like how I trust you.
You must understand.)
"Ma ... Io"
"Ester, devi fidarti di me."
(Ester, you must trust me.)
"I... I can't..."
"why."
"I... I don't..."
"Ester, we are in a place where I must do as what my instincts tell me. No one told me to kill them. In fact, I'm sure that all of district 2 is in an uproar because I'm disobeying orders. You too must do what your instincts tell you, and I think they're telling you to trust me. You don't have to. You can go out there and go it alone.
You'd die out there for sure alone.
Or you can stay with me. I can't promise that you'll leave this arena alive, but I can promise that you'll leave this world a bit better than at their hands.
And personally Ester, I need you. You and I are related, and there is too much that I do not understand. There is something going on that is beyond both of us. And once I get out of this lab, I'm going to fix it. I'm going to fix all of it. But I need you help. And besides, even if you die here, there is a clone of you out there. and maybe she's watching.
Think about the rest of them, they all are just like you. You don't want them to endure more like you have. I'm going to end it, not for me, and not for you, but for all of us.
Ester, anata wa watashi o shinrai suru hitsuyō ga arimasu."
"Watashi wa karera ga nin'i no Elk no shōsai o kizutsukenai yō ni shitakunai... Shikashi wa, dai |.."
"What will you do then Ester?"
"...ok ... I... I'll trust you."
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