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 Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 8:57 pm
Hatomi nodded after rubbing his eyes to wake them up a little more, "I'll be fine.....wouldn't be the first time I've gone without eating for a whole day. Just ask Ryo and Shadow....." He then started to laugh as he finally caught on to those twos strange behavior. He laughed softly and shook his head a smile plastered on his face. He stretched once again his muscles unknotting as he made those stiff muscles rippled slightly as he did so. "Ugh my body feels like lead," His hand cupped his mouth real quick after suddenly feelings quezzy. Well he knew it was bound to happen, not eating would make him sick sooner or later and he was glad it was sooner then later. Stopping it from coming up and groaned, "Be back in a moment," His eyes seemed odd as though he was going through alot of invisible pain at that moment in time.
Once Hatomi had reached the bathroom he knelt down next to the toilet and bent over. Letting his gut wretch it's self empty as he threw up absolutely nothing. His stomach basically dry heaving due to emptiness it was suffering. He groaned and rested his head against the edge of the tub that was near by the sudden coolness of the tub comforting before he wipped his face off and flushed the toilet and made his way back into the room. "Sorry bout that.....I have to go home change, eat, and wake myself up. I'll be back to walk back with you to the shcool ok?"
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 9:35 pm
Rosuto had been very worried when he heard what may have been a wretching sound from the bathroom. At first he wanted to go over there and ask what was wrong, but he only stayed put and waited for Hatomi to return. He didn't have to wait long before his senpay came back and announced that he had to go home, but he will return. "Sure, I'll be waiting here, then," Rosuto replied, smiling a little. He really wanted to ask if he could stay with Hatomi while he walked to his home, but he didn't say anything of the sort. It would be better, perhaps much better, if he didn't ask or it may cause Hatomi some trouble if he would have to bring Rosuto with him. It would probably hurt his reputation or something before it was supposed to change. Who knows what people would say if they suddenly saw Hatomi with the very person he had been making miserable all this time?
School was something that seemed to cause Rosuto to get nervous at this moment. Since Hatomi was greatly feared, everyone at school would be surprised at what they would see today, even those former victims of Hatomi who had considered Rosuto a savior. Hatomi's friends may be expecting to beat him up again, but instead they would find a homosexual boy and his tormentor, now former tormentor, walking to school together like the old friends they had been before. It was perhaps unheard of in their case.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 8:05 am
Hatomi had been watching Rosuto and waiting for the reply when something odd flashed across the others eyes then vanished just as quickly. He racked his brain and rubbed the back of his head as a light blush coated his cheeks. "Unless you'd like to stay with me.....you could come, but I'm afraid I never got to clean my place up before going to school yesterday. So I didn't want to bring you with me to my house because of that." It was true Hatomi was very self concious of the way things looked in his home or around him. That's why it had been a huge shock to him that even his own mind held his most cherished secrets from him. He ran his fingers through his hair again, which he seemed to do alot when he was nervous or thinking really hard. His blue eyes looked down at the ground. He thought that option over in his head. It would be easier that way, though he douted that anyone would dee them together if they went to his home. He had basically made himself anti scocial from the world and his home layed on the outskirts of the small town in the tree line. Hatomi may have been a bully, but he loved nature more then anything he'd used as a hobby in his life, his scetches he's never shown anyone attested to that.
He looked back up at Rosuto, "you don't have to if you don't want to...." He sighed after a while of thought. Probably thinking that he probably didn't want too, considering it would be hard on them later when they're at school and people saw them. It had been true he had said he lived in an apartment, but not entirely so. He called it an apart ment since he was paying a landlord to stay there, but they were small homes struined out along the edge in the woods that were one bedroom, one shower, one kitchen, one dinning room, one living room, and one office room homes with a small front and back poorch decks that had a cover over them. Hatomi himself had installed a bench swing on the front of his home during the time he had been living in it. He was going to buy the house fully from the landlord one day, but he never did get far. He shook his head upon thinking of his small home and waited to see what Rosuto had to say.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 4:40 pm
Rosuto's eyes brightened when he heard from Hatomi that it was okay to go home with him, though the home would be a little messy. However, that didn't bother him at all. "Actually, I'd very much like to go with you," he said, smiling sadly. "Then I'll be able to visit you after school or on weekends." He didn't want to admit it, but he just didn't want to be alone again. So what if he had been on his own for two years? Even now the very thought of it was still unbearable. It was pretty ironic, actually, since by now he should be used to being an outcast among those who he thought were his friends and family. Well, times have changed now and perhaps he may be ending his time as an outcast now that Hatomi-senpai acknowledges him again. Things will return to normal, that's for sure. There will be nothing at all to worry about except for what would happen to Hatomi's image in the school. Or maybe that doesn't need any worrying about at all either.
On the other hand, Rosuto was a little unwilling to go. Since he still didn't trust Hatomi, this invitation could be a trap for all he knew. Considering this, what if by going to his house something bad happens that can't be done in school? What if he was led to some other place instead of Hatomi's home? Rosuto shivered a little in discomfort despite his wanting to go with Hatomi being greater than his fear. Maybe his senpai would understand. There isn't any reason at all for him to not understand, after all.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 7:12 pm
Hatomi blinked in surprise, but didn't argue the fact because he liked that the other had agreed to go with him. He happy that he had said he would go even though his own home was a total mess. Though he wished Rosuto would trust him. Something in the air about him shifted with distrust. If he had wanted to do anything mean he would have already done it wouldn't he? Sighing he smiled a gentle smile he would give to a scared small child that had been seperated from it's mother and was crying because he or she didn't know what to do. "You don't have to force yourself to go.....it was only an offer," He said softly and soothingly. He ran his fingers through his hair and stopped mid way as he caught the habit this time and stopped himself from doing it. If you want you can follow either way it's your choice ok?" He turned and started to walk out of the house Rosuto lived in. His long strides shortened in case Rosuto was going to come with him. if not then he would lengthen his strides to get home faster. The street seemed empty and deserted, which showed not many people came this way often unless they were gang members by then it didn't really matter. He looked at the cloud covered gray sky and decided to wait there for a moment just to feel the cool breeze bite at his skin.
Wet drops hitting his face every now and then. Great it was going to rain again, so he would have to grab his umbrella once he got home. Oddly enough he missed his small one bedroom home surrounded by large oak trees, cherry blossoms, and sakura trees. The plain white sidding off setting it from the foliage and bushes the huged the edges of the house and along the sides of the porch. His small black cat would be probably laying out on the front porch by now wondering why he his master hadn't gotten home yet. The small cat door swinging back and forth when he entered and left.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 8:26 pm
While Hatomi was walking home, Rosuto had been following close behind. He was glad that his senpai wasn't walking so quickly, or else he wouldn't be able to catch up to him otherwise. Because of yesterday the act being alone was now a very alien thing and was once more was really frightening. So what if his senpai might be setting up a horrid trap? Whatever it was, it's probably a whole lot better than being home alone with a possibility that Senpai may not be able to, or perhaps will not, return.
The drops of water falling from the sky implied that it was beginning to rain. Hopefully they would arrive at Hatomi's home before it rains too hard. It wasn't that Rosuto minded getting soaked, but what about his senpai? Maybe he wouldn't want to get wet. Not everybody likes water anyway. Another reason that Rosuto hoped it wouldn't rain so hard was because there was a possibility that it would mean that there was a thunderstorm coming soon.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 5:17 am
Hatomi didn't mind the rain, actually he liked it more then most poeple thought he did. He didn't even bother to walk anyfaster then he was, insted he shoved his hands in his pockets as the rain started to come down a little bit more. He glanced back wondering if Rosuto liked the rain or not, "Well be there in a moment." He then looked at the sky, his mind oddly a peace for the first time in a long time. It had been as though a thinck fog had been lifted from the far corners of his mind and replaced with a light floating feeling that didn't feel constricted. He knew that things had changed, and would probably continue doing so. He smiled when the house came into veiw and pointed at it. "There it is," He pointed at the small white house with and porch and bench swing. Large trees of three verieties were surrounding the house, the biggest ones being the Oak trees to off set the cherry blossoms and sakura trees. Green bushes lined the edge of the house and buses to make the small place looking really homey and something you wouldn't expect to see after know Hatomi's personality. His features seemed to soften even more if that was possible showing that he had deffinately been home sick and the he was the only one that ever stepped foot in this house since he bought it.
This would be the first time he's ever brought anyone over to see his home. He brightened when he saw his faithful cat litteraly bound up to him and he scooped the cat up quickly and preceeded to pat the small thing. His little mels reaching his ears as he leaned down and nuzzled it gently between the ears and chuckled, "Good morning to you to Shadow." He ment that as a true name, for the cat because he litterally acted like a shadow when he was around, but as soon as Hatomi left his home grounds it was like the cat understood he was going out and would be back no matter how long that took. The cats fur was a glossy black color showing that he had been well taken care of, he also had one green eye and ine blue eye. Around his small neck was a burgandy colored collar and a star like tag handing from it with his cat's name and his phone number on one side and his street adress on the other.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 3:24 pm
Rosuto was okay with the rain as long as it didn't turn into a thunderstorm. To him, it was always a morning song and a lullaby. Still, he didn't want to get wet or anything this morning, so he hoped they would arrive soon at Hatomi's house. The white house was unlike anything Rosuto had ever imagined. It seemed very cozy in contrast to the once-haunted and very lonely house that now belonged to Rosuto. What made it even more appealing to the eye was the scenery of the trees around it. He felt that Hatomi was very lucky to be living in such a beautiful place.
Suddenly, a black cat ran up to Hatomi, soon getting scooped up. The cat must have been his senpai's pet, since it was very, very comfortable around him. Rosuto couldn't help but think that it was very cute, but he didn't dare reach out his hand to pet it or else he may get scratched. It probably wasn't likely that the cat, Shadow, would attack him just because he was a stranger, but it was best to keep his distance in case he was wrong.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 6:24 pm
Hatomi walked up the porch and looked back when shadow pawed at his face and mewled. His miss matched eyes looking at Rosuto as he mewled again. He smiled gently as he scratched behind the cat's ears. "Come on in....unless you want to stand in the ran now that's your choice," He opened the door and left it open for him. The living room was just the right size like the kitchen and dinning room. The chairs and couches black like the tv and coffee table. The carpet was a silvery gray color along with the brown varies book cases that scattered the walls. The kitchen was clean, the black and white marble counter top reflected the sun as it came in through the sliding glass doors on the back side of the house. His office that was off to right near his room was opened. Scetches of animation, reality still lifes, and buildings littered the room. Large posters he was painting of real plants and animals lined the walls along with writtings from books he had started to make. A few pictures lined the wall but they were photographs he had taken long ago when Rosuto was around, but had never showed him them. Hatomi walked to his room, which was different from the rest of his house. His bed was layered in blue colors. His curtains a cloudy blue color. His brown dressers and video cabnet/ book shelf sat to one wall were his tv sat on a tall desk for him to do his homework at and play games at.
He set Shadow down and went to fill his food and water dishes. He then walked about gathering some things he need for school today. He the turned to Rosuto, "be right back I need to get changed." He walked into his room not bothering to close his door all the way. He slipped off his pants and tugged his shirt over his head. Walking to his dresser and pulled out black pants and a white button down shirt. He slipped into them, but didn't button the shirt when he came back out looking for his black boots insted of his tenishoes. Once he found them he slipped them on after sitting on the couch. Remembering his umbrella his eyebrows drew together and he looked around quickly before getting up. He walked to his drawing room and moved some papers around. Laughing loudly when he found his lost Cell phone next to his umbrella. As he walked back out he grabbed his leather jacket while he buttoned all but the top two buttons to his shirt. "Ok now we can go," He said pulling the jacket on and shoving his phone into his pockets as he grabed his messanger bag and slinging it over his shoulder ready to go.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 9:06 pm
The whole time Hatomi had been changing, Rosuto had to resist the urge to pet Shadow. The cat was just so cute not to pet. What Shadow had that really seemed irresistable was those mismatched eyes that Rosuto couldn't keep his eyes away from. However, he didn't want to get scratched in case the cat didn't like him. He is a stranger, after all, so it was reasonable. Besides, he was never much of an animal person unless he was around reptiles.
As soon as Hatomi returned, Rosuto smiled a little. "What time is it, anyway?" he asked, looking around the room for a clock. He knew it wasn't anywhere near eight o'clock, or so he hoped, but it never hurt to check to make sure. There was always a possibility that time flew since they had woken up. If there was still time, then maybe they can have some breakfast before going to school. Since they both haven't had any dinner, it was probably best to go and get something to eat before going to school unless they wanted to be sick during class.
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 9:56 am
He looked at his phone when he pulled it out again, "We still have an hour left, thoug I was thinking you'd like to change out of those and put on clean ones, that's whi I didn't waist time." Shadow walked over to Rosuto and mewled. He sat down and looked up at him, before placing his paws on his leg and lightly pawing at the other's pants. Hatomi smiled and shook his head. "Shadow likes you alot, most of the time when a stranger comes in he runs and hides. Pick him up....he'll probably let you since he seems to want you to so much." He sat down adn watched the small black kitten and Rosuto, it had been planely obvious the other had wanted to touch the small cat but was unsure as to if he could or not. Always taking in the felines feelings towards him. Haotmi chukcled softly as the kittne brushed up against him, purring very louly and meowing loud enough to make it fill the room as he butted his head against his leg.
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 8:38 pm
Though still unsure, Rosuto lifted the kitten from the ground and began to pet him. The black fur was so soft that he wanted to nuzzle the cat as if it was a pillow, but it might make it uncomfortable. Even if Shadow liked him, that didn't mean he could do whatever he wanted to the cat. He had never thought cats with fur this soft could exist, but it was probably because he had only pet curious stray cats that never had someone to brush their fur for them.
Sitting down on a nearby couch and resting Shadow on his lap, Rosuto continued to pet the soft fur. Once in a while he would pet the ears, which he really liked to pet when it came to animals. It was quite interesting and cute how sometimes they would move as soon as he touched them. His favorite animal ears to touch were cat ears. The way that cats seemed to move their ears when they were touched was completely adorable.
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Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2010 9:36 am
Shadow purred with complete delight as the other stroked him. The small cat leaned up and licked his face gently and nudged his face. Hatomi laughed softly as he watched the display. Shadow never got close to anyone unless they had a pure heart and Hatomi's care for that person. It seemed Shadow was always in tune with what Hatomi liked and didn't like. If Hatomi was in a sour mood or didn't like someone Shadow would only stay close to him to keep his mind occupied. He has yet to attack anyone and Hatomi though him only passive to everyone expect him. Shadow had never let anyone touch him either. If they tried he would run and hide. His tail swished as he tilted his head and licked those delicate fingers. Hatomi's mind started to wander and he rested his chin on his hand. His eldow resting against the armrest of the large couch. Though he wasn't expecting where his thought took him too. He blushed and looked away, without drawing attention to him from his cat. He flicked his ear, but other then that his whole attention was on Hatomi's geust and love he had never known he had. After shaking his head and trying to clear his mind he looked back over at them. The picture that had popped up in his head was of him and Rosuto. some kind of food spilling on his fingers and before the other could get it off with a napkin. Hatomi had grabbed his wrist and licked it off his fingers.
Hatomi couldn't beleave his mind had congered that image up. He was knew to these feelings in him and yet his mind already knew what to do bring up and his emotions were starting to make him edgy and nervous. He wasn't used to it though he couldn't say he didn't exactly dislike it either. Because that sure as hell wasn't the cas at that moment in time. Sighing softly Shadow took then to look at him, his softly mewle seeming small and yet very fragile. Hatomi then realized the reason in naming the cat Shadow had reminded him of someone and he hadn't realized it till now. He chuckled and tilted his head slightly to one side as he regaurded Rosuto and the small kitty. His thoughts wandering as he realized just how much Rosuto and shadow were alike. It had been odd when he had first named Shadow. He hadn't know why he had called him that other then it sounded right for the small feline who seemed to follow him everywhere. Kind of like how Rosuto used to follow him around school back before things went wrong some how. Often his parents had called their little friend ship back then Older cat and younger brother cat. Often refurring them as being together all the time and having fun together like brother did. Even though it was something much more then just that.
Hatomi watched a little long and decided to speak then, "You know why I called him Shadow? Because he reminded me of you. I may have not subconsciously known it at the time, but The way he acted and did things reminded me of the good times we had together. It always felt right like breathing the air. But somewhere deep down I loved you without even knowing I was falling for you. You were my light in my shadowed world...not to mention you follwed me around back then like Shadow does now." He smiled a sweet tender smile that he had never used in so long that it seemed kind of awkward to him. Even though it was a natural as walking and sitting.
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Posted: Thu Feb 18, 2010 10:10 pm
Rosuto had giggled quite a bit when Shadow licked his face and fingers. The feline tongue seemed to tickle him as it covered his skin with some moist fluid, and he believed it to be extremely cute. It was now obvious that the kitten liked him, and so he had no need to be afraid of whether or not the cat would like him or something. What made the situation even better was the fact that Shadow didn't like most strangers.
"He's very cute, and I guess Shadow does kinda fit him," Rosuto replied, still petting the soft fur. "I wish I had a cat like him. It would probably be nice to have such a cute and soft kitten." Of course, he knew it would be a huge responsibility to take care of a cat, so he never took in a stray one. It wasn't that he didn't like taking care of cats. It was just that he didn't have the right position to take care of one. He was always low on money or time, so how would he be able to take care of a cat?
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Posted: Sat Feb 20, 2010 8:28 pm
Hatomi smiled gently and stood up. He walked over and tapped the kitten on the nose a few times. It mewled and batted at those fingers playfully. "If you want I can get one for you....don't worry about food for it. I'll provide it with food. Shadow doesn't eat much and I have a huge container in the closet full of cat food," He looked at Rosuto and his eyes stayed soft and friendly. He didn't want to ever scare Rosuto away from him and in turn he decided to be cautious and kind to him. His love for the boy growing with every new open side to Rosuto was bared to him. he had enjoyed watching play with Shadow and it seemed as thought Shadow was just as happy as Rosuto was to play with someone new. Shadows miss matched eyes shimmered as he yawned indicating that it was about time for them to head out. A soft pur resonaited from the kittens throat as he mewled softly sleepy eyed now. "Oh must be time to go....he gets like this just right before I leave for school. Seems like he's put himself in a natural cycle to my schedual. I often wonder what he does while I'm away since I put in that cat door." He chuckled as he lifted the kitten out of Rosuto's hands and placed the kitten gently on the couch where he emediatly curled up into a ball. His eyes watching them to see them leave before he drifted to sleep.
"Come on. We better head back to your place so you can get your things ready for school. I normally get to school and hour early..." his thoughts trailed of and he sighed, "Don't think I'll ever get used to the fact that I'm gay too." He was refurring to how he always went to school early to make sure no one who was Gay, bi, or lesbian got by without his notice and demonstrational beatings. Now he wouldn't be doing that anymore cause he was one of them now. "Rosuto......is it.....always this hard to accept it? or was it easy to when you found you loved me?....." then the thought hit him, "When did you start loving me?"
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