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 Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 2:16 pm
LT watched her for a second and then it clicked in his mind, she was upset about something, and the letter she threw was personal, so he wouldn't dare read that. LT's eyes ran across the Sana'a face, and he still had his mask down with his face revealed. That was something that LT never did but he had other things to worry about than him self. "Sana..." LT whispered to her. He then remembered her hand and he took off his own head band and wiped up the blood from her hand. He then ripped part of his shirt and wrapped it around her hand which stopped the bleeding. He would have to take her to the hospital, but he knew she didnt want that. LT looked back at her face and her blue-purple eyes were both filled with tears. He wiped them off her face and then held her face to look at his. His brown eyes from the Uchiha clan locked onto hers. "Sana..." He said again. He didnt know anything else to do, so he wrapped his arms around her and cradled her while she cried in his arms.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 2:27 pm
Sana did indeed feel the warmth of his body, her long blonde hair was laying against her back and her bangs in her face. She kept a straight face, then her emotions spilled out and she layed her good hand around to his back and held onto him softly, she was careful not to cry to much...or get emotionally attacked to anyone from now on. She sniffed softly, hearing her name be called so sweetly made her feel good inside, even though she couldn't feel anything but his warmth on her body. She didn't blush, she didn't look at him, she couldn't. Her body was numb, feeling the rush of warmth throughout her cold, limp body..She could still feel the feeling of his hand on her face, and it ran through her mind a million times, but her purple-blue eyes didn't show any emotions, she wouldn't show anyone affection, no one love..no one..anything from now on..The only people she'd care about..are herself, and her villagers.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 2:38 pm
LT felt Sana put her good hand around her. He didnt mind her tears making his jounin vest a little wet. He didnt mind at all. "Sana, are you okay?" He felt her cold body in his hands and he could see the blank stare in her eyes. "...Sana, whats wrong? Tell me, i am here for you."
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 2:43 pm
Sana remained emotionless, feeling the last bit of emotion run down her heart, into the emptiness of it. She blinked once, twice, then took in a sharp breath, her back rising a bit..You're..not here for me..you're here out of pity..I'm fine..She knew she was being cold hearted, but she didn't feel as if she even had a pulse right now. Her mind was foggy, and she didn't feel anything inside of her body. She knew no one loved her, and that letter proved it. Luo was specifically saying that he didn't love her, and that pained her to death. She whispered when she spoke, her voice was raspy. She made herself believe that no one loved her, and she was better off alone. LT only felt pity for her, and she just had convince herself that she was alone, and he's only here for business, not for anything more
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:04 pm
LT smiled and looked down into her blinking eyes. "Sana... I broke down your door because i was worried about you. You have no idea was running through my mind when i was standing outside your door." LT ran his fingers through her hair and felt that it was very soft and beautiful. It felt like heaven, looked like gold, and smelled like honey. It was very relaxing to hold her in his arms. "I came here for you Sana, i saw you were mad when you ran out of the office. So i came to see if there is anything i can do for you." LT took a moment of pause as he gathered his thoughts. "I... am here because... i care for you. Do you feel alone Sana?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:08 pm
Sana stared back at him with her blank eyes, her blank face, she was a blank person right now. She looked away from him, her still in his arms, it was warm. She shifted around in his lap and looked at the wall beside her, then chewed on her bottom lip, her bangs falling over her blue-purple eyes..Alone..? Of course I'm alone LT..I have nothing..no one. She had lost her parents a while ago, and then grew up on her own. She had no one that took care of her, or even cared enough to see the love inside of her about to burst. She rolled her eyes once..You don't care for me LT, so just leave..okay? You and Luo can just leave me alone..She stood up, holding her right arm with her left hand and walked out of the room.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:15 pm
"...Sana, dont lose your love, for that is the most powerful weapon you have. I can see you are trying to close off your emotions. Please, i am begging you! Please dont cut me off before i even had no chance." He followed her out of the room.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:20 pm
Sana knew that right at the moment she would be crying, but she couldn't feel herself..she was numb..A chance? A chance for what? So I fall in love again, then have you play with my emotions, then have you write a letter to me just hours before I show up again..And tell me you don't love me like that? I'm tired of being played a fool these days, I'm sick and tired of it..She stated, her words were passionate and true, as if she were telling a story of a hopeless romantic..She was alone, always will be, and no one would ever feel the same way she does, everyone was looking for family at her age, but no..her, being mature as she was..was looking for love. Someone to spend her life with, someone she could tell everything to, and never be afraid of it. Someone..that would love her the way she'd love them.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:38 pm
"Sana, your not listening to me. Whether you like it or not, i am here for you for the rest of your life, you can tell me anything, and never be afraid of anything around me." LT finlly chased here down to a room, and wrapped his arms around her, "Here," LT said quitely, "let me see your hand... I dont want to play with your emotions, i want to be your rock. And i saw that letter, i didnt read it, but who is it from? I am not trying to play tricks on you, trust me please" He looked at her hand and studied it. The bleeding had stopped but she broke her middle and pinky finger. She would be okay. He looked at her clothes and she looked torn up. "Come here," he said as he put his arm around her waist. "Lets get you changed." His mind was racing, he was trying to show her that he loved her, and that he could take care of her, but she wouldnt have any of it. It was very confusing to LT.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:47 pm
Sana blinked her eyes and pulled away from him again..The letter was from Luo, telling me..that he'd never love me the way I'd want him to..She looked away, her emotions fully surpressed now, she couldn't feel her heart, and her body was cold, as if she were the undead. She knew that she was being cold to LT, but he needed to understand her point of view..Please don't try to be there for me, I'll only push you away..She stated the truth, but she didn't want to be mean. She knew her clothes were a mess, but it wasn't like she could get changed with one hand..I'm sorry, but..I don't need help, I just..want to be alone..Her voice was holding a lie in her tone at that last statement, she didn't want to be alone, but she didn't want to be messed with either, she couldn't stand the fact that everyone wants to be there for her, but she can never find the right person, everyone gives up.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 4:07 pm
LT smiled, His eyes began to water but he didnt let her see it. "I know you dont want to be alone, but you said that you did... so... um, yea." LT scratched his head a little embarrassed, and turned away so she couldn't see his face. He replaced his kakashi like mask. "Like i said Sana, i will but what you need me to be. And if you want me to leave you alone the i will." LT turned around to face her, and he lifted his hand to brush the hair out of her face so he could see her beautiful blue purple eyes. His soft eyes filled to the brim with water did not spill. He blinked once, then stepped back from her. He turned and walked out the front door, fixing it before he left. He remembered thinking in his mind, -oh sana, it was not me that left you, but you that left me.-
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 4:11 pm
"Oh, and Sanachan, I have known Luo for many years now, And trust me when i say then when he said he couldn't love you, he was just scared. He has never been in love before so he cant do every thing right. You know, since he is the Kage and if he has a relationship with you, you will become a target." With that LT bowed his head and left.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 4:16 pm
Sana got on her knees and felt her eyes looking downwards..Pl..Please don't leave me LT Please..She whispered softly, then ran out of the door, looking around..LT! Please, stop!
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 4:22 pm
LT froze in mid step, he almost made it to the road and was about to head do the street, and he was happy to obey her wish. He didnt say a word nor did he turn around. All Sana could see is his back of his flack jacket, and his three mist headbands blowing in the wind, The one that was tied around his head was still damp from Sana's blood.
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 4:26 pm
Sana ran to him quickly, in almost immense speed that was almost impossible, she wrapped her arms around his front as she held him from the back..Don't leave..I'm sorry, so sorry..I didn't want you to leave, I just..I don't know what I'm saying, doing, or thinking right now..So please..forgive my harsh words..She whispered to him, so only he could hear her sweet, apologetic words..I care for you too, since the first time I met you..please believe me when I say these words now, I do trust you, and I..want to be friends with you, I just..don't know how..to love someone like that.. She whispered softly again, her eyes closing and she felt that wonderful warmth of his body against her cool skin..
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