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 Posted: Thu Apr 06, 2006 3:48 pm
Maru walked into the music hall as she stuffed her map in her pocket. The moment she entered she heard the most divine voice, the voice just seemed to float, like it wasnt really there, but then she suddenly thought maybe its just because he's on stage, and we're in an auditorium. She walked down the isle toward the stage and her jaw dropped, she had no idea how huge this place really was.
Suddenly having the feeling she was being watched, she closed her mouth and turned around, but no one was there. Maru decided to walk to one of the instrument lockers to put her sax, clarinet, bassoon, and guitar in their places until she could get a dorm room to put them in. She then began to walk up the Isles and out into the court yard so she could wander around campus, arms free of the heavy load of instruments.
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 12:09 pm
The lightning was so dim,it was raining outside so very ligth came in through the tall windows. But one of the windows were sligthly set ajar,maybe a few silly students forgot to close it when it was they're turn to do the cleaning duty in the Music hall. So the room was set to a cool wet chilly tempurature, making you have goose bumps appear on your skin, moisture your hair.
The sounds of the storm were beat by the music of a small little girl,a certain green haired michievious neko. Her long slender fingers went over the small holes of a wooden flute,as her eyes were closed and her long thick eyelahses curled against her rosy red cheeks.
The music was so deep,so sad,like a widow,singing herself to sleep with sobs cutting off the words at times. The notes wrapped around you like a tigth blanket,and it made you feel like you were stuck in time,standing so still,so still afraid to break this feeling,not wanting to break this feeling. It was so beauitful,this sadness, that tried to hide itself,as it worked upwards and upwards, flapping its invisble wings trying to reach something,but what?
The girl with her long long pigtails flapping around,being tossed and blown by the freezing wind,though she seemed imune to it all,so absorbed playing the song,so memorized with it. Her face was set in a painful peace. As she sat there on the piano set on the stage,the dim ligthing set down on her,her tanned skin seemed almost glowing, like she was the only source of light in the dark room. Wearing a long black dress,the trail of it, which was actually all black ruffles swooped down to the ground,brushing it with its tip, as Joys like sligthly crossed over one another.
She seemed like a angel sent from heaven,bearing sad but great news. It made you want to seek her out,hug her,hit her,curse at her,comfort her,just a flood of emotions that woudl hit you with full force by just looking at this girl playing her sorrwful song on her flute.
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 12:36 pm
As the breeze filled the air and thunder and the music form the piano singing some kind of melody, like it was telling someone a sad journey. Ai walked into the music room, but she kept herself hidden in the dark, she sat on top of one of the roman-like pillers in the room as she smiled down at Joy. It seemed like Joy was playing her flute which gave off sad waves, thats not right. Joy needs to play something happy and upbeat, something that will catch your heart and make you fly to the heavens.
Ai softly snapped her fingers as the thunder covered her fingers from being heard, and suddenly a mircophone appeared in her hands. Ai was going to sing something to cheer Joy up. Yes, the music Joy was making is sad, but someone once told Ai that their is always happiness through a thick cloud of sorrow.
Thats when loud upbeat music came out of a boom box Ai left in this room last time she was here practicing her vocals. It had a mix of guitars and techno mixes, it sounded like a pop techno song. And indeed it was. AI stood up on the piller she was on and started to sing through her microphone, her voice was booming with joy and happiness.
"I love you ~ Baby Baby~ Snuff out of the light
Baby~ Baby~ Lets Kiss" Ai said as she jumped down the pillar and closed her lavender eyes. She wrote this song a while ago after the food event when she met Ikaika. Her voice sounded like it was everlasting, almost like she was actually a famous popular singer.
"Baby~ Baby~ Romance I can feel it
Look, don't hide. Look, its starting" Ai sang as she smiled over at Joy, maybe her song would brighten up her cloudy day! Ai placed the microphone on the microphone stand and continued to sing her love song she made for Ikaika. Ai acutally sounded more like those japanese pop singers, and her small wings started to flutter with powerful energy.
"The weather is fine. Your reflections in the window.
I've decided to write love in my Diary!
But for some reason I feel that there is some distance between us
You've already locked my heart with a key" Ai kept singing, and she pretended in her mind that there was millions of people watching her on a large stage somewhere, but really she only had one audience, and it was Joy.
"The miracle of out meeting was no coincidence
When you embrace me my skin tingles.
I need you~ Baby~ Baby~ Snuff out of the light.
Baby~ Baby~ Lets kiss.
Baby~ Baby~ Romance I can feel it" thats when the music stopped and Ai smiled as she bowed, as if a large amount of clappings can be heard, but it was only thunder rumbling.
"Joy! Its nice to see you! How did you like my song? I've been practicing it for a while!" Ai said as she ran over to Joy with a bright smile, in fact, this place reminded Ai her first meeting with Joy.
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 1:09 pm
As Joys sound was cut through by the chippy and dance bound music,with its techno beats Joy wondered if perhaps Ai-y was singing some popular song. Joy could never keep up with all that type of stuff,sercertly while she talked with peopel who were jabberling about their favorite artists,celebritys love lives,affairs,family. Joy thought how stupid they all were,wasting away their life,when they could be playing fun games.
But Joy knew that Ai-y was much more creative and must of made this song up. Joy figured out easily that she must of wrote it for her specail someone just for her. The song could really motivate people,make crowds of people cheer her on, Joy wondered hwy Ai-y hadn't be scouted out by some big time company, an angelic super star. As Joy rested her flute beside her,she fingered a small peice of black thread,which actually held a hidden purple feather,the one that Ai-y had given her the first time they had met, it was the dance hall wasn't it? No wonder she felt a bit famailrity, the setting had been as empty and dark as this one.
how typical,Ai-y so sweet trying to cheer up Joy with a happy go lucky song just like herslef...angels..are so..so... Turning around Joy flashed that million dollar smile,that could stop a persons heart for a second, Joy was almost seeping out pure childish glee and playfullness, her brigth lime green eyes dripping with it. She hopped off the piano as she clapped enthusastically,her tail looking up like a fist pumping upwards,as if cheering Ai-y on.
Joy skipped over to Ai-y,her arms out stretched like an airplane, you could hear Joy a making the sounds of a jet starting up."Vrrooooom" Her long hair and that trail of black ruffles flowing behind her softly,like a calm river. Wrapping Ai-y up in a hug,Joy had to jump a bit since she was so much hsorter then Ai-y. She was careful not to crush Ai-ys beautiful silky wings. Her tipy toes grazing agaisnt the tiled ground Joy giggled, her laugther as msuical as the song she and Ai-y had just played.
"Nee waa!!Joy so jelouse!!Ai-ys song could bring the sun out of of Mr.Rainy clouds!!Tee hee!!" Letting Go,Joy stepped back,her arms still outstretched as she sized up Ai-y. That plesant smile that could warm you right up like a toasty cup of hot chocolate plastered on her tanned face.
"Joy heard that Ai-y went to play at a another shcool. To learn how to kill demons hai"??" Asking curiously Joy titled her head to the side,a long green bang cupping her face perfectly,framing her adorbale innocent look. Not letting her answer yet Joy hopped towards the window,reaching up so she could close the window, her pigtails being blown about dangerously,like green snakes in the wind,snapping and jumping out tyring to bite almost. A few rain drops got on her btu she seemed not to ntoice them. It was silent for a second,as Joy looked out lost in another world,her mouth sligthly ajar,as her hands pressed agaisnt the glass. Rain,binding the earth and sky together, two beings that will never meet.. Joys back still face Ai-y,she held her hands behind her back,as her tail wagged merrily.
Finally she looked over her shoulder, her lime green eyes holding Ai-ys violet ones. Something mysteirous and unknown seemed to be hidden in Joys eyes,as she looked deeply into Ai-ys,looking right to her core,as she smiled softly, Joy had been wondering about this for some time,but she had guessed why to the answer. "But even now,when Ai-y has come back...Joy is still alive." Her voice was curious and prying as it dug and dug to find the answer,Joys vocie didn't fit the question at all, the question why she hadn't been killed yet, her voice dripped wiht honey,as smooth as milk and tea.
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 1:42 pm
Ai smiled a grin as Joy explained that she can bring the sun out of the clouds, Ai's mom has always sad that to Ai when she was young. But Ai never believed her, Ai has bee dreaming for so long to be a singer, but Ai had this secret desire to be a gaurdian angel to someone one day. Ai would always ponder who her human would be? Every female angel is given a human to watch over, but since Ai never got her wings in time, she never got to be a guardian angel.
Ai felt left out of place on Heaven, and sometimes she wondered what she really is. And if she is truely an angel, where is her wings? Angels aren't angels without their wings. But she found out that she isn't an kind of angel, she's an angel to the moon. Thats why, when she folds her wings up. Their is a wing tattoo on her back to represent her wings, and a small cresent moon tattoo on top of the wing tattoo, she hasn't shown anyone this tattoo. So, her fake wings, even though their not that fake, aren't that valuable, even to sinners. Nope, even if her wings were ripped, she won't die. Her most valuable part is her crystal heart, something not many angels have.
Though, she is to die sometime soon, after highschool, so she may never fullfill her dreams, but at least she has memories that kept her smiling. Thats why she loves all her friends really deeply, and would never let them go. Its said in stories, that whoever has a crystal heart can make one wish before they go. Ai doesn't know what to wish for, but she knows it'll be a wish to remember. Now that she looks back, she doesn't ever regret coming to Ria, she's happy shes made so many friends and made them smile.
Ai considers herself lucky to be friends with Joy, even if she is a devils daughter, Ai doesn't care. Differences can't break Ai's link to friendship to all her friends, thats why, when darkness fills your world, their is always a small hope somewhere. Ai believes in that, and she believes Joy will truely smile someday.
"EH? Ah-no no, you got a wrong idea! I-I-" she was cutt off by Joy as the green-haired neko hopped over to the window to close it. Even when rain got on Joy's clothes, she didn't even flinch. Ai closed her mouth and tilted her head over at Joy, why was she acting so wierd? Should Joy be all.. joyish? Has something happened? Ai started to twist a strand of her lavender hair with her indez finger as she watched Joy place her hands on the glass of the very large windows.
Ai blinked as Joy talked. But even now, when Ai-y has comeback.. Joy is still alive. It made no sense to Ai, but, in truth, nothing makes sense to Ai. Ai took a few steps towards Joy but stopped as Joy's lime green eyes pierced through Ai's lavender ones, it felt like Joy was searching through Ai's crystal heart.
"Eh? Joy? Are you okay?" she questioned as a concerned look erased Ai's soft pure smile, Ai placed one hand over her chest as her eyes kept looking at Joy's eyes.
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 2:26 pm
Joy looked back out the window, smiling softly to herself as if she had a little joke to her. She was being pleased with the outcomes of everything, her goal seemed to becoming closer and closer by every passing moment. She still remembered when her and Ella ahd arrived at Ria High, the first time Joys eyes set on the studnets running about,dazzed and confused,helpless to their powers,confident of their skills,so different toys for her to play with.
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Two figures stood an a high grassy hill,the wind blowing the fresh blades of grass,like a sea of the green. Green hair as green as the grass blew in the wind as well, as well as long silky red locks. The onr with red hair looked down on the muvh shorter girl who grasped her arm tigthly. She wore a big black hood so it hid msot of her face,actually she was wearing a a black cloak,mathcing the one that the taller one wore. "What are you planning on doing here??" The girl eyes just went across the land to look down on the large looming shcool. Her eyes soaking in everything like a great painting. "Lets see how many lives Joy can destroy. " A devilish smile crossed her face,as she looked up happily at the red haired girl,who only simply nodded and started making her way down the hill.
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Joy heard Ai-y beginning to refuse the truth,refusing what Joy had stated,it seemed she half got it,and half didn't. But even if she did totally get it, get that Joy was asking why she asked why she hadn't been killed yet, she would proubly still refuse, her emotions proubly got in the way as eveyrones elese did. With that pure smile that could save someone like her from the darkness. But Joy dosen't belive in God,so she can't be saved..she'll play in this beauitful mess shes made.
Joy had been born in darkness,she hugged it tightly to herself,clinging to Ella as if her life depended on it. Ella was her life,her source,her reason and point alone, she needed nothing or no one else. As she smiled at laugehd and befriended,she eaisly wrapped these pieces called friends,intill they were helpless and couldn't stop her, they're hearts,morals,principles,feelings, stopping them. It was always the same, everyone seemed to fall for Joys cute smile and perky attitude, they always did to a flaw.
"Typical angels...forgiving to the point its sickening ne?? Hee hee. What is this being called God doing in his migthy kingdom of Heaven?? Maybe hes given up finally..with all his happy pure angels. That always try and ruin Joys and Ellas fun. But c'mon..hit me.." Joy cupped Ai-ys chin,as she smiled ever so sweetly, so cute,so adorable,a smile to die for. "Its our duty,our fate. But my Ai-y so gulliable ne ne??Shouldn't they train you to see through this type of stuff..Joys going to enjoy taking everything away from one of her precious pieces, are you enjoying the game?? And you won't do anything ne.."
Joy hated when everything went perfectly,she wanted a good surpise from once in a while,after all this planning,calculating the outcomes few thinsg popped up that did surprise her. It jump her circuts though if someone did jump out at her tyring to protect the thinsg cherish to them for once, like the figth with Kurai which still thrilled her to no point thinking about it.
Raising a hand Joy slapped Ai-y across the face, a large smacking sound ran around the room, smiling with a bit of pleasure. The sigth of confusion and anxiety and astonishment was a beauitful one on such a holy being. As she looked at Ai-y with those pirecing eyes of her,she titled her head and smiled softly,giggling. Her yellow cat tail wagging, her voice as sweet and kind as always,her words soothing not unrevealing anything that was behind those happy go lucky eyes. "People like Ai-y disgust Joy.."
((wahh Im sworrryyyy Ai-y!! ::glomps: smile )
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 2:59 pm
(( ::gasp:: xDD ))
"Please, please forgive me" cried a small girl with long silky lavender hair, tears streaming down her cheeks, her hair was being pulled on, like threads. Her home in Heaven, slowly becoming wasted in flames and dust. Pulling on her hair was a rather tall devil, he was grinning as he kicked Ai in the stomach. Ai cried out in pain as she layed on the cold ground on her stomach, slowly to pull herself up.
"Pathetic angels.. they don't understand.. " the devil said as he walked over to Ai's side. Ai looked up at the devil, with a questioning look on her face. She tried to push herself up with all her might, but found herself falling back down on her stomach. "Ugh.." she winced and looked down at her legs, they were brusied and bleeding.
"Angel! Show me your wings!" He demanded as his silver eyes pierced through Ai. Ai looked up at him in terror, what was she to say? Sorry, I don't have wings. She bite her lip as she finally pushed herself back up on her two feets. She took a few steps backwords as tears kept streaming down her cheeks.
"I-I don't have any wings.. Mister"
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Ai got confused upon what Joy was saying, it was like a puzzle, like a maze. Whoever gets to the end wins, and whoever doesn't loses. No one knows what happens to that loser, but its not a pleasent. Ai remember reading something about mazes in books, that in roman ages, they took a hero and made that hero go through many trials.
Ai would never kill, she vowed to herself she would never do that again. Ai felt like a dirty person when she kills, she felt like a villain, thats why. After she gave up on being a slayer, she wanted to help everyone, even if that someone kills. Ai felt Joy cupping her chin, Ai tried to pull herself away from Joy's grip, a somewhat scarred look on Ai's face.
Joy?! Whats gotten into you? she thought as Joy's laugh ran through her ears, it was a piercing laugh. It almost made Ai want to shut her up, but that would be mean. Even if Joy stole everything AI loves, Joy can never steal her memories. Memories is what gives Ai power, energy and love. Ai wasn't perfect, thats where Joy was wrong. If Ai was perfect then why would she be here on earth? She would be a happy little angel prancing through rainbows and fields of roses.
Thats when Ai felt a slap on her cheek, why would Joy be doing this? And why was she putting god into this? Ai is NOT a child of god, and never will be. Every angel knows god doesn't exist, its a figment of imagination for every human, God is something for a human to believe in when everything is in doubt. For Ai, she believes in the power of friendship and love.
"Ugh.. Joy?!" she softly said as she sat on the ground, her hand rubbing her cheek as her eyes looked over at Joy. Thats when Ai started crying, and it started snowing outside. Ai has this power, whenever she cries it starts snowing. The thunder and rain started to go away, making the room a bit brighter, but still kind of dark.
"Joy, I won't fight you. You're my friend, even if you say you're not. To me-to me your a friend." Ai said as she walked a few steps towards Joy and then stopped. Placing a hand over her heart as she closed her enchanting lavender eyes.
"Even if you take everything I love. You can never take away my memories." Ai said as she opened her eyes again, her wings slowly growing by the minute Ai gains energy. A smile appeared on Ai's face, but it wasn't perfect smile, just a smile. "I believe in you" she said, her tears still streaming down her face.
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Posted: Sat Apr 08, 2006 3:13 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 09, 2006 5:28 pm
(((neee waa..gomen gomen!! I was with friends for the whole time :; waves hands about::
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Joy crouched down so she could get a better look at Ai-ys fear struck face, it finally seemed like she was putting the pieces together, Joy was a bit surpised that Ai-y could still get it,even if it literally slapped her in the face. ((XD)) She breathed in the scent of salty tears that ran down Ai-ys face, as the pleasent smile lingered at the corner of her pink lips.
Noticing that it was snowing outside Joy jumped up and raced back to the window her dresses black trail of ruffles siwshing across the ground,pressing her hands against the glass,standing on her tipy toes,she was barly tall enough to look over the window sill. Which was set quite high. Her eyes were wide with awe at the thought of it snowing at this time. Her mouth opened in big surpise.
Joy dosne't really want to make Ai-y cry....but it makes Joy angry if peopel don't even try to protect the things they hold dear most. If someone tried to take away Ella..
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Laughter filled the fields as a smiling tanned girl skipped across a field of daisys. Holding a large pile of yellow daiseys,a few woven into her pigtails. She almost looked like some sort of pixie,she stopped when she noticed a large mob of people on the edge of the dirt road,holding pitch forks,other farm equipment,guns and large torches,screaming curses.
In the middle of the mob stood a calm Ella,who stood there looking quite bored as the people started getting closer and closer, jabbing at her. Joy stopped dead,as the piel of daiseys dropped from her arms,her mind raced with fear for a second,utter cold fear that crawled beneath her skin. Alone,utter lonliness. But of course that fear was banished as she she saw blood shoot into the air as it fell liek rain, the screams of anger quickly turned into fear and utter pleas of mercy. But they got none.
After a few seconds there were bloody twisted corpses that barly resembled one of a humans. Blood stained htt grass around the dirt road,and the dirt that paved the road was totally soaked. Joy ran quickly,as Ella faced her back to her, Joy tripped over soemthing that looked like someones leg. Skidding across the ground,Joy layed there,her long green hair sprawled out aroudn her,becoming as stained with blood as the grass. Pulling her self up with her hand,Joy sat up straight,holding up one hand which was totally stained with blood,splatters of blood on her face as she laughed sweetly. Ella looked behind her, rising an eyebrow by that sweet innocent smile of hers as Joy held up the blood for Ella to see. "Tee hee hee!!"
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Joy closed her eyes, a small smirk on her face, such a catty smile it would make someone wonder what Joy was thinking, and at the same time too scared to find out. Joy turned around,as she saw Ai-y talk about her memories,her so happy memories that were enough for her. Joy titled her head when Ai-y said she belived in her,wondering what she meant by that. typical angels.. Joy was a bit dispointed that nothing interesting came up. But hse msield still,her eyes still having the pirecing look. " You never know.."
As Ai-y's wings grew bigger and bigger it would scare the usual person,but Joy couldn't help but think about how Giddy would puff out his chest to make himself look even bigger and more threatning,he had done it when he had faced off with a bear in one of the wlaks Joy and him took through the woods. The bear had soon ran off,its little tail between its legs. But ti didn't have the same effect on Joy.
Thats when she noticed someones eyes on the two,she glanced over to look at a boy who watched curiously,she blinked a few times,no longer preoccupied with Ai-y the angel. Skipping over Joy ran out with her arms spread out once again,making the silly jet sounds again as well.""Vrooommm!!!!!!" Her long pigtails just barly slapping Ai-y in the face with their tips.
When she got closer Joy lept into the air,her arms opend wide with such a sweet smile,so warm and comforting,it would make someone feel all cuddly and fuzzy isnide,and gave the effect that you might be falling in love with Joy. Tackling down the boy in her glomp attack, she clung to him tigthly as she looked up at him with those big lime green eyes dripping with cuteness,their faces close enough so you could feel Joys warm breath. "Ne ne...is this Onii-chan liking the show??NYhaan."
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Posted: Sun Apr 09, 2006 5:31 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 09, 2006 5:54 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 09, 2006 7:25 pm
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 3:54 pm
For what Joy doesn't know, AI does keep the things she loves close to her heart. She loves all her friends with her life, even if they were sinners like Joy, cause thats what Ai wanted. A long time ago, her mom read story to Ai about a princess who had gaurdians, the gaurdians were her friends, but each one died to protect the princess. The was another story Ai loved, the Little Mermaid. The little mermaid was a mermaid princess, until she saved a prince from the raging ocean and she instantly fell in love with him. But she also breaks the rules, in exchange of her gorgeous voice she was turned into a human by a witch. But, she can never become a mermaid again and if the prince marries someone else she'll disappear.
But, the little mermaid didn't have enough courage to tell the prince her feelings towards him. The following days, a neighboring princess marries the prince. Thats when the sisters of the little mermaid came, with a knife their hands and they said to her "That if you kills the prince with the knife, you will not have to die." The Little mermaid refuses, she said "I would rather not to kill the person I love" and she throws away the knife. The next morning she disappeared by the waves of the ocean.
Ai was like the little mermaid in a kind of different way, if someone gave Ai a knife to kill off one of her friends, she would never do it. Even if her life depended on it, she would rather see her friends move along in life before her. Thats the way AI thinks when it comes to those kind of situations. Ai losed more than what Joy or any of her friends can campare to. Ai losed the only few friends in Heaven, Ai losed her mother, her father is missing but she hasn't seen him since she was four, Ai losed Feena once. Even though Feena is still living, its not the real Feena. The real Feena has white hair with purple streaks and smiles alot like Ai. They looks almost the same, almost like twins.
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"Are you sure about this? Do you really want to be a slayer?" Questioned the famous Sabrina, who has killed thousands of sinners, devils, and evil demons. She sat at her oak desk, her elbows resting on the desk as restes her chin on her hands. Her piercing red eyes looking at Ai's lavender eyes. Ai looked losed, ever since those darn devils stole everything she loved, she's hated them. With a giant passion.
"I'm sure" she said in a low voice, her face looked pale and stained with tears, like she wept a thousand of them. In fact, thats when Ai stopped believing in the so called "God." If she was Gods child, wouldn't ha haved at least helped Ai's part of Heaven when they got attacked? If he "loved" his divine creatures, shouldn't he do something? Ai soon found out, that God wasn't real, almost like how humans thinks their is a Santa Clause.
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Ai regrets joining to be a slayer, back then, she took out her pain on sinners. She felt dirty after she realised it, she was becoming like one, like a sinner. She was blinded by pain and fear together. Even if the those sinners she killed deserved to die, everyone is the same. Everyone comits sins, even if its one of the sseven deadly sins.
Ai started to wipe away her tears from her enchanting lavender eyes and looked out the window, the was snowing weather suddenly vanished back to a very gorgeous day. Ai didn't notice that Joy went over to some boy who was peeking at their discussion. Ai calmed down a bit, and remembered that she should conserve her energy until the time is right, and that means to fold her wings up and turn off her aura. She just noticed how she could be attracting alot of people with her aura, and wouldn't want to risk something.. deadly.
Her wings turned from being solid to transparent, thats why their aren't any rips in her clothing when she summons her wings. Then her wings slowly grew small and then vanished. The wings tattoo taking place on her back, though her school uniform shirt was covering her tattoo from sight.
"Joy.. I'm sorry that I'm an angel.. Maybe I should give up my heart" she whispered softly as she placed her hands on the sides of her uniform skirt. Her lavender eyes still looking at the large window. Whenever an angel gives up their heart, they become human, but their still givin their healing powers.
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Posted: Tue Apr 11, 2006 1:02 pm
Joy pouted her lips as she crossed her arms and huffed,sitting on the ground her dress was like just a big puddle of darkness about her,looking like it migth swallow her right up. But Joy then smiled softly,ignoring the few peopel who stared and whispered curiously to each other.
Thats Joy Right??Everyone one talks about her,shes practically has hugged evryone in this school,she even hugged me once cause I smiled at her...such a cute kid, its adorbale how shes sitting there so dazed..hee hee" A short blue haired girl giggled,remebeirng when the hyper neko had glomped her for giving some of her fries another time. A Brown haired boy sighrd looking at her, Joy who was still sitting there, lost in another world as this one seemingly passed her by carelessly.
"I Once Asked her out..but she refused. Said something about me not being Ella..ahh..wonder if shes swings that way??(( XD haha had to chuckle at this)) The blue haired laughed and pushed him playfully,as the boy sighed again over his rejected feelings.
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Joy layed in darkness,bare and naked,but her long hair wrapped itself aroudn her like a warm blanket. She lookrd around curiously, wondering what she was here for,why she was here ,but really. Who she was. Thats when,in the darkness a light appeared. Joy twisted her head towards the light curious as to what it was she crawled towards it and pressed her fingers against the object,it was glass. Hard cold glass that sent goose bumps up her arms. Staring closely, the ligth was retangular,and suddenly a picture appeared. Yes,it was a television set, as Joy watched curiously,you could see a a red haired girl looking into a pit of fire,curled up into a ball. Her eyes were as firery as hte oen set before her.
Joy blinked slowly as she titled her head, wondering as to who that was. She felt such longing to be with that person,such longing that it hurt. As her hands pressed agaisnt the glass,her wide lime green eyes watched the girl,this feeling of longing growing stronger and stronger. She didn't know how, or why as she watched this girl,saw her troubles,her being neglected,her anger,her hatrd, her silent suffering as she did her job, the job to create torturing those who sinned and were sent to the very depths of hell. This girl,sitting in utter darkness and uttelry alone. Knew what she really wanted, she wanted this girl on the screen to smile back at her when she smiled at her, she decided in the cold darkness, that this red haired girl alone would be her sole purpose.
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Joy stood up her eyes a dead colour brown as she remebered that longing,it was still there even after all this time, her heart would only hurt if she wasn't rigth beside Ella, she would only really cry if disspeared,she coudl have everything ripped away,just not Ella. She glanced over at Ai-y and for a moment she forgot what she was doing, and then reality sank in once again. Her wings were gone, but with them a tattoe appeared most likely, Joy had a tattoe like that on her back,two small black wings, and Kurai had oen as well,but his had chains wrapped about them,the sign that he belonged to someone, which was actually Joy.
Joy eyes lingered on Ai-ys face, soaked with tears of fear,of pain,and still love. The things Joy does for Ella.. Joy hands were held infront of her as she looked up at Ai-y, one of her cheeks were red and you could see a bit of an imprint of an hand, and still Ai-y was nice,still said she loved her and considered her a friend, no wonder Ai-y was what she was,even if she sinned a bit, no matter how much she deined herself,she was good, just like Joy acted innocent and good she was still the thing call "sin" or "evil" and will always be,it was unachangeable facts, the mark that Fate and left on them. It even touched Joy a bit,but that feeling was crushed quickly by that same longing and depseration that Ela was in her sight.
" Ai-y shouldn't be sorry about that...she should be sorry about meeting Joy on that faithful day in the dance hall, getting fooled by Joy and falling into her game. Be as sorry as you want,Ai-y proubly won't have mcuh more time ..but lets play in another life!!Hee hee!!"
Joy smiled sweetly like she always her face as angelic as Ai-ys, and she meant that. She did want to meet Ai-y someday,she would proubly do the same thing, but Joy enjoyed seeing Ai-ys smiling face, not as much as seeing her cry btu still. Joy hoped that Fate would accdentaily let their paths cross again liek it did that oen day in that empty Dance Hall, some day, somewhere, in another game.
Walking past her, it was all like in slow mo, like they were the only ones in the room,time was stopped,or maybe they were stuck and time just kept on going,the world kept on turning. But they stopped, as Joy walked past her her eyes looked across at Ai-y and that smile still remained that gentle soft smile, An Angel crossing paths with a Devil, maybe it wans't Joy who was playing,maybe they were all in Fates game,as he moved the peices,took them away, made them cross paths, what a horribel twisted game.
Joy stopped to grab her flute and turned her back as she walked by people,their eyes followed her, she seemed almost floating as her hair was blown back,her long dress dragging across the ground. Her voice filled the room with her sweet chidlish voice,as hte notes swallowed up everything, people cast under a dream like state hearing it, Joy voice wasn't very beautiful,but it charmed people to no end still.
"I was born from the death of angels
Born through the veil of a storm
Born without love
inside me
Born with a need to perform
Born out of vengence
Born out of scorn
Born out of hatred
out of love torn.
Born with a mission
born with a drive
Born with a need
with a will to survive
Now its time to show you
what im really all about
Theres no use hiding my sins deep inside
I'll wear them on my shoulder,as a badge of pride
Im a daugther of death
from my very first breath
Im a daughter of death
Blood red as mabeth
Im a daughter of death
The darkness of doom surronds me
the daughter of death."
And as Joy left the Music Hall,people went on about their business,practicing their songs,gossping,whispering,laughing,flirting, playing their music. But if Ai-y looked at the Piano,the top part had been set down flat,and on it layed a single purple feather,and a white pawn chess game peice lying beside it.
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