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Green Day - "Brain Stew"
I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by
And still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is ******** up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My sense's dulled
Passed the point of delerium

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is ******** up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

mm Im sorry to hear that. (hugs)

Ooo yeah I know what you mean. It kinda relieves stress too. I love AFI for that reason. Their songs are so depressing but when I sing it, everything seems a little better

No one is gonna read this.. it's like a paragraph but Im too lazy to separate the lines. >_<;

Bright Eyes - "Bowl of Oranges"
The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming,
so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been.
So I dressed myself and left then, out into the gray streets.
But everything seemed different and completely new to me.
The sky, the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body.
And each person I encountered, I couldn't wait to meet.
I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said "{I am terribly sorry but} there is nothing I can do for you
{that} you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. No, in fact, I'm sure.
Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."
So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company
through those days so long and black.
And we'll keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve
Of Love's uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole.
But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall.
Then I think we would see the beauty.
Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges,
like a story told by the fault lines and the soil

I find myself in this position so often...this is the perfect song for me.

I Do Both Jay and Jane by La Rissa

I met a boy his name was Jay he was so fine
I met a girl her name was Jane she wanted to be mine
I met a boy his name was Jay he was the one
I met a girl her name was Jane she wanted to have fun

He had a vision of things that I needed
She understood how a woman should be treated
I’ve got a decision which one should I choose
When it comes to Jay and Jane there's just no way to lose

I do both Jay & Jane, they make me feel the same
There's no shame to my game
I do both Jay & Jane
I do both Jay & Jane
They make me feel the same
There's no shame to my game
I do both Jay & Jane
I do both Jay & Jane

Jane is sweet like honey, the taste I'm teasing
She knows how to hit the spot, her touch is pleasing
Jay is strong like brandy, the strength I'm feeling
He knows how to make me hot, his heat is healing babe

He is a special man long, rough, and rugged
She's a diamond she shines like a nugget
I've got to have them both you just don't understand
Sometimes I call on Jane, sometimes I need a man

I do both Jay & Jane

My City of Ruins by Bruce Springsteen

There's a blood red circle
On the cold dark ground
And the rain is falling down
The church door's
thrown open
I can hear the organ's song
But the congregation's gone
My city of ruins
My city of ruins

Now the sweet
bells of mercy
Drift through the
evening trees
Young men on the corner
Like scattered leaves,
The boarded up windows,
The empty streets
While my brother's
down on his knees
My city of ruins
My city of ruins

Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!

Now there's tears
on the pillow
Darlin' where we slept
And you took my heart
when you left
Without your sweet kiss
My soul is lost, my friend
Tell me how do I begin again?
My city's in ruins
My city's in ruins

Now with these hands,
With these hands, With these hands,
With these hands, I pray Lord
WWith these hands, With these hands,
I pray for the strength, Lord
With these hands, With these hands,
I pray for the faith, Lord
With these hands, With these hands,
I pray for your love, Lord
With these hands, With these hands.
I pray for your faith, Lord
With these hands,
With these hands,
I pray for the
strength, Lord
With these hands,
With these hands.

Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up!

Emiliana Torrini "If You Go Away"

If you go away
On this summer day
Then you might as well
Take the sun away
All the birds that flew
In the summer sky
When our love was new
And our hearts were high
And the day was young
And the nights were long
And the moon stood still
For the night bird's song

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees
And worship the wind

But if you go
I'll understand
Leave me just enough love
To fill up my hand


If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you will
You must tell the world
To stop turning
'til you return again
If you ever do
For what good is love
Without loving you?
Can I tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
'til the next hello

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a night
Like no night has been
Or will be again
I'll sail on your smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes
That I love so much

But if you go
I won't cry
Though the good is gone
From the word goodbye

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you must
There is be nothing left
In this world to trust
Just an empty room
Full of empty space
Like the empty look
I see on your face
And I'd been the shadow
Of your shadow
If you might have kept me
By your side

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

Barenaked Ladies (My absolute favorite band of all time. <3333333) "This Is Where it Ends."

"I don't buy everything I read,
I haven't even read everything I've bought
I don't cry every time I bleed,
My eyes are dry, but they're bloodshot
I have faith in medication
I believe in the Prozac nation
You play doctor, but I've lost patience

This is where it ends
This is where it ends
Call the police and call the press
But please, dear God, don't tell my friends
This is where it ends
This is where it ends

Where's my pride? Where's my self-esteem?
Does it show in the drinks I've bought?
I don't hide every time I'm seen, but I try not to get caught
Make excuses for behavious
Can my illness be my saviour?
Hid my heart while you still gave yours

She says she wants to live in a movie
I say I want someone else to stand behind me
And write it all down
'Cause I can't be bothered doing it myself
And I don't want the responsibility of proving its importance

I have loved and I have waited
Been picked up and been sedated
Mental health is overrated."